Title: Star Wars Genesis: Devouring the Snake's Tail (part 3)
Author: Jennifer R Embree
Author E-Mail: webmaster@swgenesis.zzn.com
Catagory: Series
Keywords: luke, mara, cyan, genesis, chiss
Spoilers: everything except for the prequels and NJO
Rating: R
Summery: What little is left of Luke Skywalker's sanity is
slipping away, and there's only one person who can help him.
The one who started his trip into insanity in the first
place. Leia Organa Solo.
Disclaimer: This story was written without the concent of
Lucasfilm, and this author is in no way affiliated with
Lucasfilm or any of its subsiterary companies. Fanfix.com is
not responsible for the content within. Cyan is copyrighted
by Jennifer Embree and may not be used without her concent.
Author's Note: This story would not have been as good if not
for the faithful bata readings by my girl Ivy and all of the
wonderful feedback from its readers. If you want to learn
more about Genesis the series (the few parts that aren't here
yet, anyway) and all the extras, head on over to my website
at http://www.hyperjump.net/cyan/genesis. Please read the
stories in this order, or they will not make sense: Beginning's
End, Revolt, Devouring the Snake's Tail, and Journey to the
Edge of Light.
Devouring the Snake’s Tail
Chapter I
Leia could see Mara turning and she
knew as firmly as she had known anything else in her life that if Mara reached
them, she would win this battle and Luke would slip away from Leia’s grasp
once more. As soon as Leia realized this, her actions
became automatic, out of her control. Her blaster
trained itself on Mara, deft to Han’s demands to know what she was doing. The stormtroopers were dragging the last remaining rebel
to the medical tent and Mara was momentarily distracted by the incident. Feeling a deep shudder go through her all the way down
to her soul, Leia squeezed the trigger.
Everything was still happening in
slow motion. The blaster bolt threw Mara back, her
body falling at an impossibly slow pace. Han was crying
out and running past Leia. She stood frozen in place
as Han desperately tried to keep Mara from losing consciousness, the sand
around her quickly becoming stained with red. She watched
as Mara slowly closed her eyes, and the blaster slipped from Leia’s numb
grasp. Her legs could no longer support her and she
sank to the sand, a pale hand fluttering to her throat.
What have you done? The words
rolled continuously through her head, over and over. Her
hand fell away from her neck to join its counterpart lying limply on her
lap.
And suddenly Han was with her again,
shaking her gently to get her attention. “Leia? Leia! C’mon sweetheart, snap out of it.”
“I killed her. I
never meant to kill her, Han, I thought I had it on stun—” Leia began, her
entire body beginning to tremble in reaction to what had just happened.
“Oh! Oh, no, no, she’s not dead, Leia,”
Han said, brushing away the tears streaming down his wife’s cheeks. “She lost consciousness, that’s all. You
hit her on the shoulder, punctured a lung, that’s about the worst of it. The doc said she would be all right. Luke
too.”
“Luke . . .” Leia murmured, watching
as the medics lifted his still prone body onto a stretcher. “How did this all go so bad? Oh,
stars, Han, I could have killed them both!”
Han put his arms around her to help
her stand on her wobbly legs. “But you didn’t. What happened to Luke was an accident, and you were right,
I didn’t want to find out what Mara was going to do to us once she got past
Kyp any more than you did.”
Han steered Leia towards a transport
that would take them back to Mos Eisley. As they went
the medics rushed by with Mara’s body laid out on a hover stretcher, her
face deathly pale beneath her deep tan.
Leia closed her eyes against the sight,
trying to ignore the fact that no matter what Han said, accident or not,
this was still all her fault.
————————————
Leia watched as the 2-1B droid helped
Luke wash off the last lingering traces of bacta that clung to his body. He was unnaturally quiet, his expression lost. She stepped forward when the bacta was cleaned off, her
hands half raised from her sides as she struggled against the impulse to
immediately run and embrace him. The droid led Luke
to her and he stopped, just staring at her silently for a long time. He opened his mouth as if to say something but stopped
himself and looked away from his sister’s hopeful expression. Then he looked back and tried to speak again, but gave
up and dejectedly shuffled off to his bed.
Chapter II
“That’s all he does?” Mara asked,
her voice weak and broken.
Han nodded slowly, shrugging. “He just sits in his room and ignores everything. He won’t even eat. The doc’s been
giving him supplements but he can’t live on them for the rest of his life.” Han sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “The only rise we got out of him was when Olive came in. Even then, all he did was just look at him for a bit.”
“Corran said Olive won’t leave him
alone,” Mara commented, her voice even more defeated than before Han had
come to see her.
“Yeah,” Han smiled humorlessly. “He just sits right beside Luke and gives Leia the evil
eye every time she enters the room.”
“Good for him.”
Mara sat back in her self-conforming
chair and looked around. Since their rebellion had
been fairly constrained, and given that the whole Tatooine water imports
issue had become quite the popular debate throughout the New Republic, Mara
and Luke were only placed under house arrest. Though
technically that should have put them in the same apartment, the authorities
had decided that that could be conductive to further insurrectionary action.
“We should have left him out there
with you, but too many people were dying, it couldn’t go
on,” Han whispered. Suddenly he slammed his fist down
on the coffee table so violently he made Mara jump and sit up in surprise. “Damn it! How could this happen
to Luke? After all he’s been though, this
is how he goes out? It’s not right!”
“Of course it isn’t right!” Mara responded,
her voice becoming firm for the first time since that fated battle on the
Dune Sea. “But what were you expecting? Life to be
fair? When has life ever been fair to him? But the thing about Luke was he never let that stop him. And he won’t now, he just needs a little more help than
he used to.”
Han scrubbed at his face with his
hands and then gripped Mara’s arm. “I know. I just don’t know what to do and I don’t like being so
damn helpless.”
“I understand, Han, believe me,” Mara
said, smiling slightly. “Just be with him. Don’t automatically side with Leia, because he won’t trust
you then. Just talk with him, even if he doesn’t answer,
just talk with him and get him to trust you again. He’s
afraid, Han, he’s so afraid.”
“Of what?”
“The silence,” Mara responded, her
eyes deepening with sympathy. “The never ending silence.”
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“Say something!” Leia shouted, clenching
her fists against her rising frustration. “Say something! Say anything! I don’t care what,
just tell me you’re still alive in there!” She grabbed
Luke’s shirt and shook him violently from his seat. Olive
snarled and swatted at her exposed arm from his perch. Leia
cried out and backed away a step, not resisting when Han drew her away even
further.
“Why don’t you leave, sweetheart?”
Han suggested gently when she had calmed down some. “Shaking
him isn’t going to solve anything.”
Leia looked rebellious for a moment,
and then she sighed and gave up. “You’re right,” she
said, rubbing her red rimmed eyes. “You’re right. I’m going to go back to our place and try and get some
semblance of sleep.”
“All right. I’m
gonna try some more. He might respond better to me,”
Han said softly, kissing Leia on the forehead. Leia
nodded in grudging acceptance and quietly shuffled out of the room. Taking a deep breath, Han walked over and sat down beside
Olive, who had moved to the cushion beside Luke. Han
didn’t try and get by the little dragon; he figured Luke would feel better
with some protection.
“Hey, Luke,” Han said when he couldn’t
think of anything better to say. After spending about
five minutes trying to think of an opening, he gave up and decided to try
a different approach. “You know, the funniest thing
happened the other day. You remember how you always
said the phase converters were the only thing on the Falcon
that would never break? Well, you were wrong. I was just flying her around the other day to test the
new sensor system—you know, that one I’ve been trying to get my hands on
for about two years? Well, I finally got it. Anyway, I was doing some terrain flying, you know, to
see how sensitive the sensors were, and I had to pull a sharp right ‘cause
this flag pole jumped right up out of nowhere. And
boom, up goes the phase converter in flames. Blew itself right off the wall. Chewie
caught himself on fire trying to fix it. He still
has this bald spot on his shoulder. He’s pretty unimpressed
with that, but he said he wouldn’t be so upset about it if we could figure
out how it happened—”
“It’s because your phase converter’s
about twenty five years old and isn’t compatible with the new information
disks,” Luke said softly. Han almost jumped off the
couch when Luke started to speak. Luke continued,
“I was supposed to remind you to replace it, but I got . . . sidetracked.”
Han grinned proudly. He grabbed an untouched plate of tuber chips from the
table and began too much absently. “Yeah, I remember
now. I hated to give that thing up, its worked for
so long. Wait, couldn’t you fiddle with it? I thought those sky hoppers you used to fly around when
you were a kid had a lot of problems with their phase converters. You would know more about them then I would.”
Luke nodded, taking one of the tuber
chips without thinking about what he was doing when Han offered. “I did have one, but I smashed it up taking it though
Beggar’s Canyon. You’re right though, those things
went though converters like you go though spare parts for the Falcon. I might be able to jury rig
something but I’d need to see the specs for the new sensor system.”
“Sure,” Han said cheerfully, instantly
in a better mood than he had been for weeks. “I’ll
bring them with me tomorrow.”
“That would be good,” Luke said, his
voice dying off as he turned away from Han, singling the end of the conversation. But Han didn’t mind, Luke was eating the tuber chips without
any further urging and he had sounded, at least for a little while, just
like his old self.
“Leia? You’re
still up? I thought you said you were going to try
and sleep,” Han commented as he walked into their home. Leia
looked up from where she had been reading in a self-conforming chair and
smiled wanly at him.
“I couldn’t relax,” Leia explained “I figured reading the council’s latest list of complaints
would knock me right out. I guess not, though. But what has you so happy? Look
at you, you look like you’re about to burst!”
Han grinned and pulled Leia out of
the chair and hugged her ecstatically. “I got Luke
to talk. I mean, really talk. It
wasn’t a big long conversation, and it wasn’t as if we talked about anything
really important, but he sounded so—so—so normal!”
“He talked, Han? He
really spoke?” Leia asked, urgently gripping his arms in her excitement.
“Yes sweetheart, we had a nice little
conversation about the Falcon, and he even ate something
without any urging from me,” Han told her, laughing at the excited expression
on her face. “It wasn’t much, but at least it’s something!”
Leia’s eyes lit up and she hugged
him just as enthusiastically as he was hugging her. “Oh,
Han, that’s wonderful! He must be getting better! Thank the Force, I didn’t know what I was going to do
if he didn’t do something soon.”
“Calm down, Leia,” Han said, smoothing
back her hair as he saw how upset she was getting. “Of
course he got better. It’s Luke! He
can pull through anything. And with all of us helping
him, how could he not?”
“I know, Han. It’s
just that—you know all the nightmares I’ve been having? Well,
they’re getting worse. And the person I keep seeing
wondering around a tundra is looking more and more like Luke and he doesn’t
look well at all!” Leia stopped talking and ran her
hand through her hair, which she had let hang long after she returned home. “But he’s now better. And he’ll
keep getting better. It was just a dream and I don’t
have to worry about it.” Leia compressed her lips
and nodded more to convince herself than Han.
Han raised an eyebrow and forced her
to meet his eyes. He thought about adding that her
dreams had sounded like a vision to both of them, and that all of Mara’s
visions had come true so far, but thought better of it. If
they continued and if Leia could get something from them, then she would
know when to act. For now, it was just one less thing
for her to worry about. “That must be it, love, just
a dream. And speaking of which, let’s try and go to
bed. Maybe now you’ll be able to sleep.”
Leia smiled genuinely and walked with
him to their room.
————————————
“You can’t put the connector through
the ventral port,” Han argued with Luke the next day. They
were sitting cross-legged on the floor as they looked at the plastifilm copy
of the sensor system and phase converter specs. Luke
was absently munching on a piece of Grundar jerky, holding it in his teeth
as he turned the phase converter specs sideways as he tried to figure them
out. “The port’s got a positive charge, it’ll set off
the coolant conductor.”
“No it won’t. You
got the new conductor didn’t you? Well, then, it’s
insulated ‘cause the last module kept catching the new phase converters on
fire too. That’s how they fixed it.
Hell, Han, did you even consult the guide when you were installing
the bloody sensor system?” Luke exclaimed in amazement as he grabbed a data
pad with the updated technical readout of the Falcon. “Never mind, I can tell you didn’t. What
else was I expecting?”
Han shrugged. “I’ve
been working on ships way longer than the people who designed that thing.”
“That’s because the species that designed
it only has a ten year life span. Well, I suppose
you couldn’t possibly follow the instructions. The
Falcon has so many repaired systems and crossed wires that
the instructions wouldn’t even apply to most of her,” Luke commented, turning
the phase converter specs upside down and then nodding as he finally found
what he was looking for.
He narrowed his eyes at Luke. “Why do you always do that?”
“Do what?”
“Turn the specs upside down or sideways
or backwards before you can find what you’re looking for?” Han demanded.
Luke looked up from the specs and
grinned at his brother-in-law after popping another piece of jerky into his
mouth. “Han, what position do we usually wind up in
when we’re fixing the Falcon?”
“Huh? Oh, upside
down or sideways or backwards. I got ya,” Han said,
promptly picking up the sensor system specs and turning them upside down. “Hey! I finally found that relay
conduit.”
“See? It works,”
Luke said triumphantly. He turned it sideways again
and then squinted at it. “What in the void is a ‘physical
self repairing mechanism’?”
“Fancy title for a built in hydrospanner.”
“Ah, of course. Does
it actually work?” Luke asked.
Han shook his head.
“Naw. It’s just one of those gadgets they put
in there to impress the people who don’t know what they’re doing.” Luke nodded, not surprised and started to chew on another
piece of Grundar jerky.
Thus things continued in that fashion. They spent almost a week discussing how to fix the phase
converter, even though they were both aware that it should only have taken
them a day or two. Luke stoutly refused to speak with
anyone else who came in, and Han stoutly refused to press him on the subject. So they spent almost all their time together. Eventually they both decided they had beaten the phase
converter issue to death and just gave up any pretence of being productive
and started to chat. Moreover Han found that he was
really starting to enjoy himself. It wasn’t just as
if Luke was normal, it was as if the last fifteen years hadn’t happened. They were talking about ships and maneuvers and the latest
models and how to fix this and how to make that more efficient. They were talking just like they had during the Rebellion. It was probably nostalgia, or he was getting old, but
Han liked it anyway. He was dead tired of talking
about galactic politics and virtuous ethical decisions that would effect
billions. It was then that Han decided that talking
about ships and flying wasn’t just a “guy thing”; it was therapeutic.
But all good things must come to an
end. They had just finished a vigorous argument about
which was the best blockade runner model on the market when Luke suddenly
got a thoughtful expression on his face that Han had seen appear more and
more often lately. He looked at Han and seemed as
though he was about to say something, than sighed and leaned back against
the couch from his seat on the floor. Han was beside
him and he put down the information data pad they were using to settle the
argument to regard his friend. Luke realized Han was
looking at him and started to fiddle with the hem of his shirt.
“Alright, Kid, what is it? You’re trying to get something out, so say it. And if it’s about my taste in bulk fighters than I already
know you think mine is terrible, but make the insult creative this time,”
Han said, grinning to take the sting out of his words.
Luke laughed, though he sounded distracted. “It—it’s not that. I just . . .
never mind. I don’t want to know.
It’s stupid for me to ask, it’ll only lead to trouble.”
“You wouldn’t have asked if you didn’t
want to know, Kid,” Han said gently, smiling encouragingly. “C’mon, it’s me. You can ask me
anything.”
Luke licked his lips, his expression
almost fearful as he finally asked, “Han . . . can you tell me what happened
at the banquet? I don’t—I can’t remember and I—I think
I hurt you. I know I hurt Karrde, and Leia, but I
can’t remember how much or why. I just—” Luke stopped
and rubbed his eyes, “—all I can remember is rage.”
Han sighed in resignation. He knew this wouldn’t last forever, but he still hated
to have it end. “I would say that about sums it all
up. You went up to the balcony and Leia went after
you to talk or something. Next thing I saw was you
throw Leia through the doors. Me, Mara and Karrde
went up to stop you.” Han paused.
Luke was looking at him with an unreadable expression on his face,
though Han though he could see the hint of something just waiting to be released. Han shifted so he could completely face his best friend
and grabbed Luke’s shoulder to make him look him in the eye. “You were out of your mind. I think
Leia said something about Cyan that set you off. It
probably was the chemical imbalance the doc says you have that caused it,
which would explain why you don’t remember—”
“Stop it, Han,” Luke interrupted,
his voice barely above a whisper. “What did I do?”
Han licked his dry lips and finally
answered, “I reached you first. I tried to stop you
so you threw me down the stairs.” Luke closed his
eyes, the memories slowly returning as Han spoke. Han
continued right on until the terrible scene at the hanger.
When he was finished, Luke opened
his eyes and looked at Han. “What happened to Karrde? I—I haven’t seen him at all and—and I should have by now.”
“Karrde . . . Karrde hit his head
really hard when he fell down the stairs. He . . .
hasn’t woken up yet,” Han told him hesitantly.
Luke whispered a broken oath and let
his head fall into his hands as if the weight of what he had done was too
much for him to bear. “By the Great Black Void, what
am I becoming?” The words came out as a wretched plea
as he brought his knees up and curled inward as if to escape his actions.
“Hey, look, Kid, you’re not becoming
anything. That wasn’t even really
you. You weren’t in control there at all. Luke? C’mon, Luke,” Han said as
he tried to coax Luke out of his ball. He gently forced
his brother’s hands away and lifted his tear-streaked face to regard him. “You weren’t in control. You couldn’t be. You physically
couldn’t be, your brain has something wrong with it that makes it impossible.”
“I could have killed Karrde. I could have killed you or Mara. What
would have happened if Mara hadn’t caught you? You’d
be the one in the coma! How could I let myself do
that to you? To the people I love the most in all
the universe?” Luke demanded, his self-depreciating behavior increasing. He felt his anger rising as well, though he did not know
why.
“The doc—” Han began.
Luke made a cutting motion with his
hand, half-sitting up as his fury rose. “Screw the
doctors! They don’t know, how can they know? They believe what Leia tells them. Lies, all lies. She said it herself. I remember now, I remember what she said. She admitted it then, she fucking admitted that she stuck
him in the carbonite! She killed him . . .my sister
killed him . . .” His fury died just as suddenly has it had begun, cold and
empty. He sobbed and slumped forward; Han caught his
shuttering body and hugged him close. Han felt his
own tears sting his eyes as the horrible truth finally became indisputable
to him. All the little hints and clues he’d turned
a blind eye too because he refused to believe. The
excuses and rationalization he had come up with then sounded so hollow in
his ears now. There was no denying it anymore, Leia
had done it, she had really done it. The unthinkable
thing Han had thought she could never have done in a million years, and she
had done it.
“I know, Luke, I know,” Han said,
his voice becoming broken as well. “It’s hard to believe,
but you can’t let it consume you. You gotta move on. I miss Cyan too, not as much as you, I couldn’t possibly
miss him as much as you do, but you can’t let that be the focus of your life. You still have all of us. You have
me, Mara—”
“But I don’t have Mara,” Luke interrupted,
drawing back slightly. “They won’t let me see her. I love her, and I love you too, but you can’t fill what
was taken away from me. I see it every night, every
day, every second. In the back of my mind, gnawing
at my every thought and emotion.” Han embraced him
again in a mute reminder that he was still there. Mara
was right, Han thought to himself, when Luke lets go he lets go in a big
way. Eventually Han had to support Luke as he pulled
him to his bed, tugging the covers up when Luke almost immediately drifted
off into a fitful sleep. Then Han sank down to the floor, biting his lip
as his own emotions threatened to overwhelm him.
Chapter III
Han sat at his kitchen table, gazing at his wife in puzzlement. He had spent the last couple of days wrestling over whether or not he should confront her, and was still undecided, but her latest announcement had driven that dilemma from his mind and produced a whole new one. “Explain to me again why we’re taking Luke to Konstan Prime?”
“There’s too many reminders here. He keeps getting reminded of what happened and he can’t
move beyond it. If we move him away from here, he
might be able to get past everything and get some perspective,” Leia explained.
“Get past everything?” Han asked,
amazed. “I don’t think this is the kind of thing you
just ‘get past’.”
“I didn’t mean it that way. I know this will take a long time, but we should do everything
we can to help him along and I think this is it. I
just about have the Tatooine government talked into dropping the house arrest. Mara’s coming too and maybe we can get her in there to
see him.” Leia smiled hesitantly at the dower expression
on Han’s face as he mulled this new information over. He
was so distant the last few days, Leia mused, and maybe if they were away,
she could find out what was bothering him while they were at it. “I’ve almost got things fixed.”
Han looked up at her, and irrational
surge of anger threatening to burst out. “There’s
not much you can ever do to fix things,” he muttered, rising from the table
and his half-eaten breakfast. Leia looked up at him,
surprised at his sudden outburst. “I’m going over
to Luke’s. I’ll tell him what’s going on.”
Han left his house swiftly before
Leia could stop him and before he could say something else he would regret
later. He made his way to Luke’s apartment and let
himself in. He found Luke sitting on the couch, absently
stroking Olive as he stared off into nothingness. He
looked at Han when he entered and frowned, immediately on guard. “What is it?”
“You’re getting moved,” Han explained.
“Moved?” Luke asked, perplexed. “What are you talking about?”
Han sighed and walked over, plopping
down in a chair. “Leia’s taking you to Konstan Prime
‘cause she thinks you’ll feel better if you get away from here. Wants you to get some ‘perspective’.”
“She’s grasping at straws,” Luke commented,
setting back. “I suppose this eliminates any chance
I have of seeing Mara.”
“Not at all. Leia’s
actually working on it and has them talked into letting Mara at least come
with us, if not stay with us. I’m sure you’ll see
her soon, Kid,” Han said, trying to keep his current bad mood from showing
on his face.
But Luke saw it. “What’s
wrong with you?”
“The thing that seems to be wrong
with everyone these days. Leia,” Han growled.
“Uncalled for displays of anger directed
at that particular person are my job, Han,” Luke said, smiling slightly. “So you’d better have a good reason for moving onto my
territory.”
Han laughed softly, his bad mood evaporating. If Luke could joke, so could he. “Well,
I wouldn’t want to do that. But tell me, Kid, what
do you think of her latest idea? I mean, if you really
don’t want to, than I’m sure I can convince her to not take you there.”
“No,” Luke shook his head, watching
his brother closely. “I really couldn’t care less. Besides, I think you two have enough between you right
now.”
“What? You’re
pushing for Leia’s happiness now?” Han asked, incredulous.
Luke shook his head again, still watching
him. “No, yours. You still
love her and I really can’t get any . . . hmm, perspective on the situation
right now. It’s your choice, Han, I don’t want to influence
you either way.”
The move went without incident, which
was probably the part that bothered Leia the most. Luke
withdrew into his own little world and stayed that way until he reached his
new room on Konstan Prime. They flew low over the
crystalline landscape when they arrived, the rose colored spikes rising majestically
into the air. They kept Mara and Luke in different
parts of the shuttle, but the whole way there Leia could see Luke’s eyes
trained on the door that lead to her, even though he hadn’t been told which
part of the shuttle she was in.
Despite Leia’s best hopes, things
went exactly the same once they had landed. Luke ignored
everyone except Han, and Han would not reveal what they talked about. Leia was also becoming increasingly worried about her
husband. He spent almost all his time with Luke, and
when he finally did come home, he barely spoke to her at all. She tried to broach the subject most every day, but Han
stubbornly refused to admit anything was wrong.
Mara wasn’t too pleased with the whole
situation either. She spent most of her days pacing
her room, trying not to worry herself to death. Besides
that she sparred with Corran when he found the time to come down, and tried
not to go insane from frustration and boredom.
“Whoa! Ease
off, Mara! We’re sparring, not trying to kill each
other,” Corran commented when Mara’s lightsaber almost sliced off a good
chunk of his ear.
Mara snorted. “They’re
on low power, it’ll just sting a little if they hit.”
“I know, I just don’t like any kind
of energy beam hitting me in the head. I like it too
much,” Corran answered, acting wounded.
Mara just shrugged and turned off
her own lightsaber. “Well, it’s not as if you use
it very much, being a pilot and all.”
“Geez, what crawled up your ass?”
Corran asked, stunned by her sudden offensive manner.
“Your mother.”
Corran crossed his arms and glared
at her. “Alright, now you’re just taking cheap shots. What’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong,” Mara growled, slumping
into a chair and staring at the floor as if it was offending her too.
Corran grunted. “Yeah,
right. You know, the last time you were this bitchy
was when you were pregnant. If I didn’t know better
I . . .” Corran’s voice trailed off when Mara looked up at him with a bitter
half smile. “You’re pregnant, aren’t you?” Corran
asked, though he already knew the answer.
“Yep. Great
timing, huh?” Mara said sardonically.
“Pregnancies rarely come when you
want them too,” Corran commented dryly. “How
far along?”
“Two months. The
doctors checked me out the other day and say they can’t find any complications
at the moment, but that could change at any time,” Mara added, running her
hands through her still blue hair. She started to
brush it behind her hears then stopped herself; she didn’t even have the
long bangs anymore, she’d cut them off at the first chance. She glanced at a mirror on a wall and saw herself hunched
in a chair, pale skinned with dark circles under her eyes.
Her hair was scraggly from her recent exertion; sweat made it dark
and curly. She could see the sharp lines of bitterness
returning to her face, lines that had eased when she had realized she loved
Luke. “I have to see him, Corran.
I’ve got to see Luke and tell him.” She sighed
and let her face fall into her hands. “But there’s
no chance they’ll let me see him. Not any time soon. I don’t care how hard Leia argues.”
Corran regarded her thoughtfully for
a moment and then crouched down beside her, whispering softly. “Maybe there is a way.”
Leia ripped her arm away from Han’s
grasp and glared at her husband angrily. “Why can’t
I see him?” she demanded.
“Because,” Han said, glancing nervously
at the guards in front of Luke’s room, “he doesn’t want to see you. We brought him here to reduce his stress
level, not rise it.”
“You can’t predict how he’ll react
to just seeing me! I won’t yell at him or something. Hell, if you insist I won’t even mention Cyan. And you’ll be in there with me! He
trusts you.” Leia smiled reassuringly and gripped
Han’s arm. “Why don’t you trust me?”
Han stared at her long and hard before
answering, his voice heavy with betrayal, “Because you don’t trust me. You lied to me and you hurt Luke terribly and then covered
up what you’d done like some kind of criminal!”
“What? What
are you talking about?” Leia asked, fear beginning to edge its way into her
voice.
“Luke remembers what happened at the
banquet now. All he needed was for me to remind him
and he remembered everything. Including what you said
to him. I never, even in my deepest moments of doubt,
thought that you were capable of doing what everyone else has been saying
you did. But . . .” Han’s voice broke off, he couldn’t
go on. Now that he had gotten everything out, he felt
strangely drained, empty. The expression on Leia’s
face was too much and he turned away. The feelings
of pity and anger warred within him and he struggled with which one to obey.
Leia licked her lips, seeing the struggle
on Han’s face. She touched his arm and he flinched,
almost drawing away from her. Leia let her hand fall
and said in a voice thick with determination, “I’m going in there, I’m going
to talk with Luke, and we’re going to settle this. This
is the end, Han, no matter what.”
“What do you mean?” Now it was Han’s
turn to be wary.
“A dream. It wasn’t the same as the one I’ve been having, it . . . it didn’t really show me anything; it was more like feelings. I can feel the climax coming,” Leia said, a small smile tugging at the corner of her mouth. “This had to stop sometime.”
She slipped past her husband and approached
Luke’s door. She turned back just in time to see him
slump against the wall, letting his head rest against it as if he couldn’t
bear the weight anymore. Leia started to go to him
but Han moved away with a gusty sigh. “I guess you
can’t stop fate,” he said softly. Leia looked at him
steadily. She wanted to say she was sorry, she wanted
to explain why, she wanted to tell him what had really happened. But so much depended on her silence . . . Leia looked
away and walked through the door.
Luke started in surprise when he first
saw Leia enter. His gaze flickered to Han and a crease
appeared between his raised eyebrows when he saw his brother’s expression. Leia walked to the centre of the small living room and
gave Luke a small smile. He was staring at her with
wide eyes, half raised off the couch as if he would have run, reminding Leia
very much of a frightened pray animal. Much as he probably sees me as the predator, Leia commented
to herself. Thinking of this, Leia decided to treat
Luke just as he seemed. She crouched on the floor
so that she was looking up at him instead of looking down at him, and compressed
her body. She kept her smile small, not overly ecstatic,
but not emotionless. Luke watched her without moving,
not even twitching a muscle.
“Hello, Luke,” Leia said, keeping
her voice low, but not whispering. “I just thought
I’d drop in and see how you’re doing. I know you’ve
been spending an awful lot of time with Han but I wanted to see how you were
doing myself.” Leia kept her voice at the same level,
like a light conversation. She remember what Han had
told her about how he got Luke to respond to her so she made sure there was
no pressure on him to respond this time. She was venturing
everything, he was venturing nothing. Luke stared
at her still, but slowly sat back down, though his body was tense, ready
to flee at the slightest threat. Leia considered sitting
on the couch with him but thought better of it. Don’t push your luck!
“I . . . I know you’re still angry
at me, and I can understand that, believe me. I know
what I did seems very horrible but I had lots of reasons—” Leia said, a quiver
finding its way unbidden into her voice.
“Then what were they?”
Now it was Leia’s turn to jump. Luke had spoken naught but a whisper though the sound
cut through the room like a knife. Unfortunately,
his question left her at a loss to answer. How did
she tell him without ruining everything? How did she
tell him without undoing all of what her lies were meant to do?
Leia brought her fingers to her mouth
and answered cautiously, “Sometimes something seems so good, we can’t see
past it to what is real. Sometimes we do see it, but
we don’t want to let go of it so we ignore the bad parts.
Everyone is guilty of this whether we like to admit it or not, or
if we are even aware that we have done it. It’s easy
to be blind to darkness when the light is so bright.”
The skin around Luke’s eyes tightened;
the first signs of his anger. “So . . . you saw what
no one else saw? Even though you are one of the most
under-trained in the Force, and knew Cyan the least of anyone, you could
see what he really was?” He did not raise his voice,
he kept it soft; he didn’t need to raise it, his eyes spoke volumes.
“I’m a politician,
Luke,” Leia said, shrugging. “It’s my job to figure
out if people are being truthful or not. I didn’t
get to my position by being bad at that. Hell, having
that skill is the only way to survive on the council.”
“And you think, sister dear, that
I don’t have the same skill? Don’t you think I need
to know exactly what my students are like as soon as possible? You fail in this regard and you lose a deal, have a little
bit of power wrestled away that you quickly regain. I
fail in this regard and an innocent soul is lost to darkness. Yes, I was injured. Yes, I was drugged. But the Force has
never failed me before and I do not think it will start now!” Luke’s voice started at the same soft whisper, but rose
and rose as his fury rose until he was on his feet shouting. He took a menacing step towards her and Leia was forcibly
reminded of the scene on the balcony. Han rushed from
behind the couch and grabbed Luke’s arm to stop his advance.
Leia stood back up and forced herself to stay calm. He doesn’t mean to be like this, Leia reminded herself sternly. He can’t help it. You got no more than you expected; you pushed, and he pushed back. Leia regarded him carefully and saw through his anger to his underlying fear. Leia stretched out through the bond that held sister and brother together still to see what was really frightening him. Alone! He was so alone! Leia almost shuttered as the feeling washed over her. She had never felt anything like it before; not even when she thought she had lost him, lost Han or anyone else had she been so afraid of being alone. Why? Why did losing Cyan, who he had known for such a short time, making him feel this way?
Because even in the
beginning they were destined to be together, as they were destined to be
together in the end. The only other soul to compare
to that is Mara, and because of you, she is lost to him as well. It took every part of Leia’s control
to keep from crying out at the sound of that voice. Who
was it? It was so musical, so beautiful, and so familiar. And then it hit her with the force of a physical blow. The Mother Dragon. Even from across
the galaxy, the Mother Dragon could reach her, could see into her soul and
speak to her. The sheer amount of power that must
take struck a feeling of deep and terrible dread into Leia’s heart. It also started the fist cracks in beliefs she had clung
to for so long. And as she looked into Luke’s eyes,
eyes that were so revolted with the sight before them they could view it
no longer and turned away in disgust and disappointment, Leia felt the crack
widen until it was large enough for the waters of truth to slowly pour through.
“I never said the Force failed you,”
Leia said, struggling to keep the turmoil in her soul from showing on her
face. Her gaze flickered to Han and she knew he saw
her struggle as plainly as if it was written on her face.
Luke would have seen it too had he the strength to look upon her. “But maybe, just maybe, you failed yourself. And maybe Cyan failed you too. He
saw what he could have, and it was too much and the darkness took over him,
and by then it was too late. You thought you could
trust him, and when you first joined, I honestly think you could have. But temptation was too much for a creature spawned of
darkness, and all Cyan could do was give in to his natural instincts.” Even as she said the words, they rang hollow in her own
mind. She could see Han shaking his head; he too was
unable to look at her anymore. But Luke heard the
words, though it seemed as if he was no longer listening.
He was lost and no one was there to help him. He
looked at Han and he seemed so distant, so unfamiliar. He
turned back to Leia and she was a stranger looking at him with dull, grief
filled eyes riddled with self-doubt.
Run! The beautiful, musical voice came
to him. A voice he recognized so well! It was Her, the one that gave life to Cyan, the one that
gave him that wonderful, fleeting joy that was cut tragically short. The voice that had whispered sweet reassurances as the
two became one, as the Son of Suns joined with The Blue. Run,
it whispered again, run like the winds you once soared on! Run like the river of life from which we sprang! Run with the fleet footedness of the soul to the one who
waits for you. Run to the crystal mountains. Run through the shards of rose. Run
to the edge of the river of life and plunge in, then all will be made as
clear as its watery depths.
With a wild cry that caught both his
brother and sister off guard, Luke broke away from Han’s grip on his arm
and bolted for the door. It was unlocked so that Han
and Leia could enter, and the guards could rush in if need be. It opened at his touch as he heard Han shout behind him. The guards turned, bringing their weapons to bear, but
Luke shoved them against the opposite wall impatiently. The
Force flowed through him, gone was the pain, washed away by that musical
voice. He ran down the hall, mindless of those that
tried to stop him. He heard only one thing, heeded
only one voice.
Run to the crystal
mountains. Run through the shards of rose . . .
On the other side of the building,
nothing seemed amiss. The two guards stood in front
of Mara Jade-Skywalker’s room, bored and uninterested in their duty. Everyone knew she and her husband were getting off. No way was the President of the New Republic going to
let her brother and sister-in-law go to jail, and most of the public followed
her view. These two had saved the galaxy more than
once, what was one little infringement, especially for the good and virtuous
cause they had chosen?
One of the guards spotted two people
walking casually down the hallway. One was dressed
in the uniform of a pilot, the emblem of Rogue Squadron stitched on his left
shoulder. Beside him, with her arm hocked through
his, strode a strikingly beautiful woman with an intricately patterned shawl
wrapped around her hair. But even as the guard thought
this, he saw the look in her eyes, the look of one who had been around the
galaxy more than a few time.
“Good morning Captain Horn, Madam
Terrik-Horn,” the guard said graciously, handing them a data pad he always
kept in his pocket. He saw the X-Wing pilot press
his thumbprint in the appropriate place, and then his wife did the same. The guard opened the door and allowed them to enter. “Enjoy your visit,” he added pleasantly as the couple
passed.
Mirax Terrik-Horn turned to regard
the guard with a smile and a gaze as sharp as a blaster bolt. “Oh, we will, thank you.” The guard
thought there was something odd about her expression but before he could
ask what she meant the door shut behind them, forestalling any questions. The guard shrugged it off. Probably
nothing. It wasn’t as if they were going to try and
break her out or anything.
Therefore, when they emerged a half-hour
later, the guard said nothing as the two walked past down the hall. If he thought it odd that Terrik-Horn kept her face pressed
near her husband’s and whispered something into his ear—covering her mouth
and thus half her face in the process—the guard did not indicate it. He did notice, as they walked away down the hall, that
the way the light hit the small tendrils of her hair escaping her shawl seemed
to turn them the most lovely shade of blue . . .
They rounded the corner and it was
everything Mara could do to keep from bursting out laughing. “You were right, Corran, that was dreadfully easy.”
“I know,” Corran said with a grim
smile. “Just image if you were actually a threat.”
“That’s not a fun thought at all,”
Mara said.
Corran shrugged. “At
least they’re a little more observant at Luke’s door. I
hope I can alter their minds enough to get in.”
“We can still go back if you’re having
second thoughts,” Mara said gently. “I don’t want
you getting into trouble for this.”
“No, I said I was going to help you
and I’m sticking to it. Besides, if I told Whistler
that he hacked into the city’s central computer and put that looping film
of you reading a data pad in there for nothing, I’ll never hear the end of
it,” Corran commented dryly.
They went the rest of the way in silence,
fearing that someone would overhear them talking. They
reached the corridor leading to Luke’s room just in time to see him go through
the doors and throw the two guards against the wall with enough force to
knock them out.
“Luke!” Mara cried, taking a step
towards him.
Luke turned and looked at her without
recognition. His lips moved and Mara just managed
to hear what he said. “Run to the crystal mountains,
run through the shards of rose . . .” With that he
turned around and ran down the hallway. Corran and
Mara traded confused expressions and then, with a shrug, ran of after him.
It was then that Corran heard a muffled
curse and pelting footsteps behind them. He looked
over his shoulder and saw Han running as if his life depended on it.
“What in the black void happened?”
Corran demanded, slowing his pace so that Han could catch up to him.
Han shook his head, gasping for air. “Don’t know. Leia was talking to
him, pissed him off and then he just went nuts, talking about mountains and
roses and stuff.”
“Where’s he going?” Corran asked,
his breath coming quick as they attempted to follow Luke’s insane path through
the building. Mara drew a little closer to Luke, her
speed born of a kind of desperation.
“I don’t know,” Han said, puffing
just as hard as Corran was. Then he frowned. “Wait a minute! How is Mara out
of her room—?”
“Um . . . well . . . I guess . . .
congratulations . . . are in order . . .” Corran spoke in between gasps of
air as they finally reached the street. Luke had paused
at the threshold, took one look at the sky, and ran left.
“You’re going . . . to be an . . . uncle . . . again . . .”
Han looked at him in shock and then
understood, quickly piecing things together as they sped down the road. Mara wasn’t even thinking about her impending second motherhood
as she followed Luke with all the strength in her limbs.
She saw him stop and the end of the street, everything on it carefully
nurtured from the crystals that grew from the very bones of Konstan Prime. There were no trees, there were no plants. Not in this part of the world. Everything
here was imported or grown in special warehouses. Luke
stopped at the end of the orderly crystal houses, and the orderly crystal
spikes that arched up out of the crystal sidewalks as trees or shrubs would
in any other place. Luke looked beyond it to the great
peaks beyond. And then Mara remembered his confused
words in the hallway, and knew his destination.
Run to the crystal
mountains . . .
Luke could see the jagged finger reaching
towards the false dawn, reaching for that which they could never grasp. He felt his spirits rise. He knew! He knew where he was supposed to go. He
ran on, unaware that he was being followed, unaware of the puzzled and alarmed
glances people shot his way as he ran past. He ran
and he knew he would not tire. The Force flowed around
him like a lover’s caress, like a mother’s smile, drawing him onward. Air flowed into his lungs like the purest water, he felt
his body moving with the grace and ease of a dragon in flight.
He reached the bottom and paused. He knew it must have taken him a long time to run from
the city to there, but it felt like an instant. He
looked ahead of him, for there were several paths that lead into the mountains. Then he saw, on the side of a trail, small sprouts of
newly formed crystals, looking very much like shattered flowers.
Run through the shards
of rose . . .
He ran up the path, climbing it as
easily as if he had been running down a steep hill. He
followed the path, and even when pieces of the weak crystalline flowers broke
off and slipped beneath his feet and he thought for sure he must stumble
and fall, his foot would land firmly on the mountain side, and he would keep
climbing. Higher and higher until the air was thin. But still, he felt no discomfort.
He reached the end of the trail, and
indeed, he could run no further for it dropped off in a deep ravine. But then he looked over the side and caught his breath,
mesmerized by the clear blue river, its surface marred only by pink tinted
foam flowing by.
Run to the edge of the river of life and plunge in, and all will be made as clear as its watery depths . . .
Mara’s lungs burned. Every step was agony. But she pressed
her body forward, pressed the air down her lungs, using more of the Force
than she had in years. She saw Luke running ahead,
never seeming to tire, and always drawing further and further away. She lost sight of him right at the base of the mountain. Then she stopped, seeing the different paths and she saw
the one with the flowering crystal remembered the second phrase Luke had
uttered in the hall. Breathing a sigh of relief, she
followed it upwards.
The climb was agony, but she pressed
onward, knowing in her heart that if she stopped, if she paused to rest,
she would never see Luke in this world again. Soon
all those thoughts left her head. It took every bit
of energy and will just to put one leg in front of the other. She reached the top of the trail and crashed into a wall
when the path turned sharply, so fast was she running, so dulled were her
senses. She felt a sharp spike slice her shoulder but
she ignored the pain, for there he was, standing on the edge, a look of hope
and peace coming over his face.
Realizing what he was about to do,
she ran to the edge. But she couldn’t move fast enough,
her legs were like lead. She let out an inarticulate
scream and Luke stopped, turned to look at her, and smiled the smile of one
who has reached the end of a long journey and is finally home. He spread his arms, in farewell, or thanks, she would
never be sure, and let himself fall off the edge.
Mara did not stop, she saw the flash
of water, the spray of foam down below and without hesitation, leaped off
the edge after him.
Corran and Han reached the precipice
just as the two falling bodies were halfway down. They
heard a savage cry behind them of such magnitude Corran almost drew his lightsaber. They saw Leia running towards the edge, the hem of her
dress in tatters from the jagged crystal. Han caught
her as she charged past, fearing she too would go willingly over the cliff. Leia screamed and fought against him, then she looked
up and saw the tears running down his cheeks and she collapsed in his arms,
sobbing bitterly.
Corran kept his eyes on the river,
watching as the two people he had come to love and respect plunged into its
cold embrace. He drew on the Force and held onto their
essences, trying to see them in the foaming waves. He
saw Mara reach for something and then dive under, coming up with a body in
her arms and then she was dragged under again. Suddenly
Corran felt Luke’s life force slip away from his grasp. He
tried desperately to find it again and realized that that may well be impossible.
Then he saw Mara climb out of the
water onto a narrow ledge and slump against the ground.
Mara felt the chill waters close around
her, fingers of pain laced through her body, the cold was like the cold of
death. She felt something shatter when she impacted,
a rib perhaps, or maybe it was her hip, she was so instantly numbed with
cold she could not tell. She forced her eyes open,
and found her view was not the hazy vista she had come to expect beneath
the waves, but was as clear as a winter morning.
Abruptly she saw it; a flash of black
cloth, a tanned hand, a small cloud of red expanding in the water around
it. She fought her way to the surface, took a gulp
of air, and then dove back under. She found him quickly—she
wrapped her arms around him and felt him instinctively return the embrace. She kicked with all her might and won her way to the surface
once more, sucking in air. She had just emptied her
lungs when she felt the undercurrent drag them down once again. Luke was torn from her grasp, spikes of crystal ripped
at their flesh. She saw Luke sweep even deeper and
then another cloud of red, this one much bigger than the last, exploded up
from the depths like some ghastly bomb. Mara could
feel his life force ebb until she could no longer even find its echo for
the terrible burning in her lungs. She somehow managed
to make it above the water again and saw that she was near the ledge. She grabbed onto it as she was swept past. Pulling her aching body out of the water she just lay
against the rose crystal, shuttering and sobbing and gasping for air.
She felt strong arms lift her and
she look up and saw green eyes rimmed with tears. “Mara,
oh, Mara . . .” Corran held her close as she sobbed into his shoulder until
it was almost as wet as she was.
Mara cried until she had no more strength
left, until she had no more tears left, and then she just huddled against
Corran, shuddering and shivering. Surprisingly she
felt a familiar presence behind her she normally wouldn’t have given enough
credit to show. Sitting up, keeping her eyes averted,
Mara attempted to wipe her face off with her hands. She
looked down on the right one and was stunned to see it stained with blood,
realizing quite belatedly that she had sliced her cheek on one of the rocks
in the river. She couldn’t even feel it. She stood with Corran’s help; he was gazing at her with
an expression of sympathy mixed with worry. Mara took
a deep breath, gave him a brave smile, and when she felt collected enough
she turned around and faced Leia.
“Will you tell me now?” Mara asked,
walking slowly forward, her legs feeling decidedly unsteady. “Will you tell me your big secret that you’ve been keeping
for the fate of us all. I mean, since we all know
it was only for Luke’s sake, I think we can safely say he’s
not going to be too concerned about it now.” Her words
were shaky with grief but firm. There would be no
more lies now.
Leia was slumped against a wall, staring
out at everyone there with haunted eyes that were sunken into her face. She saw Mara’s expression; she saw the look in her eyes,
and the tears mingled with the unnoticed blood. She
tried to speak but her voice failed her. She lowered
her head and drew a shuttering breath.
Suddenly Mara couldn’t take it anymore. She didn’t care what happened to Leia, she didn’t care
if Han still loved her, if she died, if she had finally seen the truth, or
anything else. With a lightening move that caught
even Mara off guard, she gripped Leia’s shirt and slammed her against the
wall. Leia cried out and squirmed as the needle sharp
edges dug into her back.
“Tell me!” Mara shrieked. Han grabbed her, trying to restrain her, but Mara refused
to relinquish her grip. “Tell me you bitch! Stop fucking hiding! He dead, god
damnit! What does it matter any more, just tell me!”
Leia stared at Mara, and felt the
crack in her soul widen until it was a great fissure and the waters were
cascading through like a tidal wave. So profound was
this realization that Mara released her hold, seeing the truth in Leia’s
eyes.
“Cyan’s alive.”
Chapter IV
“What?”
The soft exclamation was like a small
drop falling into a still pool of water rippling outwards until everyone
there was shaken out of his or her stunned silence. Mara
took a step nearer to Leia, and Han was too weak with shock to stop her. Mara lifted Leia’s chin up and jade eyes met almond. Mara’s thumb pressed painfully into Leia’s chin but she
made no sound, she couldn’t have even if she had wanted to. “What did you just say?” Mara repeated.
“I . . . I said that Cyan was alive,”
Leia said softly. Now that the fissure in her self-delusions
was opened, it could never be closed again. The truth
poured out in great, unstoppable waves. “He’s been
alive all this time. You thought I had killed him
while at the same time you were in disbelief that I could do such a thing. Well, you were right, I couldn’t do such a thing. I read the bio report on him and it said that until he
shed his first layer of skin some below military grade acids would be able
to wound him. It also said that putting him in stasis,
such as incasing him in carbonite, would suspend the mental
bound between him and Luke. It was suggested that
it could be broken fully if one or both of them stopped trying to maintain
the bound. That’s why I lied. If
I could get Luke to think Cyan was dead, and afterwards accept
that Cyan was dead, I thought he would subconsciously let go of the mental
bound and he would be free of Cyan’s influence. When
that happened, I planned on telling him and then we would release Cyan back
on K’ti’ma.” Leia stopped, finally unable to continue. Her words had been slow and halting, stained with her
grief. Corran was shaking his head in disbelief, Mara
was appalled, and Han . . . Han wasn’t even looking at her, his eyes were
closed and his face was the face of someone experiencing some terrible pain. “I didn’t think it would end like this.”
“Why didn’t you release Cyan when
Luke almost died the first time? Why didn’t you release
Cyan when it became apparent that he was losing his mind?
Why didn’t you release Cyan when we thought Luke was dead the first
time? When he showed up on Tatooine leading a revolt? When he killed all those people? When
we got him back and he didn’t get any better? What
didn’t you do something?!” Mara demanded, her voice rising not with anger,
but with terrible anguish.
Leia blinked her eyes and tried to
rub away the tears gathering there. “I thought he
would get better! Han said he was getting better!” At this Han started to shake his head, withdrawing his
hand from Mara’s arm and walking towards the edge of the ledge. “I thought if there was a chance this could work, I’d
take it. I—I didn’t think he would do this! I had no warning!”
“Yes you did!” the words exploded
from Han’s mouth as his feelings of betrayal and denial reached the brink
and passed over it. “You had all the warning in the
universe but you didn’t realize it! The dreams! Every night they have been shouting at you to stop this
and let Cyan go! And you ignored them because you
thought you were right! Damn it, Leia, this is—was—Luke! He could bloody well take care of himself, it’s not up
to you to chose who he did and didn’t trust. But you
went ahead and did it anyway and . . . and now . . . he’s . . .” The tears came to him now, and Mara rushed over and caught
him just as his knees gave out. Corran came over and
they helped him to sit.
Mara gently extracted herself from
Han’s embrace and walked over to Leia, her fury returning with a vengeance. “Where is he? Where is Cyan? We have to release him to do his job, carry on Luke’s memories
and experiences so he will never truly die. Take me
to him now and release him because he’s all we’ve got left!”
“He’s here. I
. . . I was going to release him if my talk with Luke didn’t work. I knew—sort of, in the back of my head—that this wasn’t
working anymore, but I had hoped . . .” her voice trailed off and Leia looked
at the raging river. Compressing her lips, Leia pushed
away from the wall and resolutely started up the path.
Leia took them to a nondescript warehouse
just down the street from where they were staying. The
massive slab of carbonite was kept in a large crate near the back, with no
markings on it besides a Delicate warning on the side. It was perfectly hidden, though there wasn’t much need
to, Mara thought, since none of us had even the slightest inkling Cyan was
alive. Maybe if Karrde had managed to interrogate
those mercenaries better—but that was neither here nor there. What mattered now was Cyan would be freed and at least
there would always be something of Luke in the universe.
Leia hadn’t spoken a word since they left the mountains. Though, none of them felt particularly inclined to talk
to her anyway.
The worker droids moved the crate
to the middle of the floor and then left at Mara’s terse command. Han and Corran opened the crate and stood back as the
sides fell away to reveal their sorrowful contents. They
could see Cyan’s profile, stretched out in his futile struggle to get free
of the coldness of the carbonite. His back was arched
impossibly, his wings curled in pain, his tail was coiled in mid whip. His mouth was opened in a silent scream and his eyes were
wide and staring. It looked to those observing him that the way the carbonite
had dribbled made it appear as if in the end he had been crying.
Leia walked forward with slow, measured
tread; she reached the side of the block of carbonite and punched in the
code that would release the dragon from his confinement.
She stepped away and watched, the feeling of wretchedness was almost
overwhelming. Let him come and devour
me, Leia pleaded to some unknown source as the carbonite glowed red and
Cyan began to slip free of his prison. Let him be so furious
at what I have done that he rips out my throat and ends this life. I deserve no better and I would ask for no more.
Finally Cyan came out, slumping to
the ground as if there were not a bone left in his body.
He let out a tortured moan and Mara rushed forward, stroking his head
as he struggled to rise.
“Luke? Luke! Help me! I can’t see!” Cyan cried,
struggling to rise against Mara’s firm pressure downward.
“Luke!”
“It’s all right, Cyan, it’s Mara. You have hibernation sickness, you’ll be able to see soon
enough. Shhh, lie down and rest, you’ve been in there
a long time,” Mara said soothingly.
Cyan crooned weakly and slumped back
down. He turned his sightless eyes to Mara and asked
softly, “Where is Luke? He’s so cold, so, so cold. I have to go to him.”
“Cyan . . .” Mara began, having trouble
getting the words past the lump in her throat. “ .
. .Cyan, he’s gone to the Beyond. He killed himself
by jumping off a cliff into a river. I’m sorry—”
“No!” Cyan cried.
He pushed Mara away and lurched to his feet. He
looked around, stumbling, falling, and climbing back to his feet again as
he searched for his padmiri. “Luke! Luke, where are you? I know you’re
not dead, but tell me where you are!” He sat up on
his haunches, swaying dangerously, but Mara could not convince him to lay
back down. Suddenly his eyes widened, even though
he still could not see anything with them, and he gave a tiny curious, if
worried, croon.
Leia watched the whole scene with
a horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach. “He’s
wandering around a tundra, with nothing but crystal spikes to find shelter
against. He’s cold, cold beyond imagination and he
can’t even tell you’re calling him.” Everyone turned
to look at her, most with astonishment, but Han with grim acceptance. He knew, he knew it was just another part of the warnings.
“You!” Cyan snarled. He couldn’t see her, but he could hear her, smell her,
and soon would taste her. “You are the one who put
me in there and tore us apart! You are the one who
betrayed us!” With that last exclamation he bolted
in her direction, innately knowing where his prey was. He
reached her and swung out his hand with its deadly talons.
Leia reflexively jumped back, then tripped over the hem of her dress
and stumbled to the ground. There she lay, and though
she uselessly threw up an arm to protect her face, she made no move to escape. Cyan reared up and opened his mouth as wide as he could,
displaying his jagged teeth and curling tongue as he prepared to crush Leia
between his powerful jaws.
“Cyan, stop!”
Cyan skidded to a halt, turning his
head to a place just in front of Leia where the small cry had originated. There stood Olive, his head craned back to regard his
tall brethren. Though he trembled, he refused to give
any ground when Cyan snarled and took a menacing step towards him. “You have to stop,” Olive said firmly, though he was breathing
hard. He had followed them into the mountains but his
shorter legs hadn’t allowed him to keep up. He’d known
what Luke needed and somehow had found his way here. He
know what Cyan needed as well, just as any other dragon would. “She did a terrible thing, but remember the Set Moment! She is there, so she has a purpose. Besides,”
he added meekly, “she let you go, so maybe there’s still some hope.”
Cyan turned to the small dragon and
then uttered a frustrated, grieving moan and sank back down to the floor. Mara rushed to him while Corran swiftly picked up Olive
and hugged him, knowing how much courage it must have taken him to do what
he had done. Corran knew that he would not have been
brave enough to jump in Cyan’s way at that point.
“What do we do now?” Han asked, standing
a little ways away from Leia as if he had meant to go to her, then changed
his mind.
“You go find him,” Leia said softly. She rose unsteadily to her feet and pulled out her comlink
as she stiffly walked away, ignoring Han’s imploring look.
“There’s only one place on this planet that looks like that . . .
I’ll get some transports for you.”
————————————
The Falstryx Tundra was vast, taking
up almost half of Konstan Prime’s southern continent. So
vast, in fact, that to find a lone man seemed an impossible task to most,
unless one took into consideration several facts. The
Falstryxan Mountains cleaved the Falstryx Tundra in two, and while enormously
long, there were only relatively small areas in which one could travel on
foot. The Aslryx River into which Luke had jumped
ran through a particularly narrow corridor, and then ran swiftly to the perpetual
winter of the southern pole. Given on top of that a man who was wet, severely
wounded, and mentally unstable would not be able to travel all that well
in a frozen environment, it limited the search radius to about 50 klicks. Which, while difficult, did not deter the searchers one
little bit.
It was in the midst of this area that
the shivering Jedi Master and the blind bronze dragon trudged along. Mara huddled in the fleecy jacket the land speeder driver
had lent her and pressed her body against Cyan’s warm neck. The snow was almost chest deep to the dragon, but he stumbled
forward, refusing any respite.
“You should have rested first,” Mara
said through lips stiff with cold. “At least wait
until you’re gotten some of your sight back.”
Cyan shook his head, though he could
barely keep walking for the cold—though he would never admit it. He wondered idly if his tack was going to become frozen
to his back like Han had suggested before he and Corran set out in the opposite
direction where the land speeder’s sensors had picked up life readings. Cyan
quickly thrust those thoughts out of his mind. He didn’t care, he had to
find Luke, he just had too. The cold was making his
mind wander and he couldn’t afford that right now, they had to find Luke. Besides, there was no way Mara could have stayed on without
being strapped in with all the snow banks and crystal shards they wound up
leaping over. It might have been quicker to fly, but
without his sight, and with the buffering, twisting winds, Cyan did not trust
himself enough to chance it.
“Luke might be dead by the time I
get my sight back,” Cyan said finally, jumping—at Mara’s signal—over a jagged
spike in their path. “He can’t afford to wait.”
Mara stayed silent for a moment, and
then asked the question that had been pressing on both their thoughts since
they had first set out, “What will you do if he’s already dead?”
“He’s not. He
will make it. He is strong and he has too much left
to do. Besides, I would know and the Force would not
be leading me out here for nothing,” Cyan said, his voice—so like Luke! Mara
thought not for the first time—was full of conviction. Looking
behind them at their fast filling tracks leading unerringly in a straight
line, Mara had to agree that they seemed to be going in the right direction.
Turning ahead again, Mara saw it. Two crystal spikes raising up out of the ground, crossing
to form a small shelter. Inside the small crevasse
they could see a huddled form almost buried in the snow.
Wake up.
No, I don’t want to
wake up, Luke told
the gentle hands, which supported him so he could get more air into his frozen
lunges. I’m tired. Let
me sleep.
I can’t let you sleep, it’s not your time yet. Wake up, wake up and stay with us. There is so much left for you to do and . . . and we all love you too much for you to sleep now.
Luke struggled feebly, his strength
quickly waning. It had taken almost everything he
had left to pull his sodden body from the cold river and drag it across the
snow-blanketed land. And now it seemed he did not
have the strength left to die. I don’t
care anymore. I’m tired and I want to sleep.
I know, said the insistent voice, the strangely
familiar voice, I’m tired too. But I cannot
do this without you. Please, Luke, I love you and
you have to wake up!
Luke stopped struggling and just lay
still. The voice had struck a cord in him and his
curiosity tugged enough at his consciousness to make him want to see who
it was. His mind was tired, slow, but he knew the
voice was male. It wasn’t Han, or Corran or anyone
else he know to be around. It is . . . it is me?
It was Cyan.
“Thank the Force!” Mara cried as she
saw Luke slowly blink as he returned to consciousness. “He’s
finally coming around, Cyan!”
“I know, he will stay,” Cyan said,
his voice wary with exhaustion and with relief that Luke had listened.
Luke made no sound.
He just looked up at Mara from where his head rested on her lap. He reached up slowly as Mara busied herself by pulling
blankets around him. He touched her face gingerly,
as if afraid she would disappear, bringing Mara’s attention away from her
task. She smiled down at him and grasped his hand. She shifted her gaze and Luke followed it, an inarticulate
cry escaping his lips when he realized what she was looking at.
Cyan curved his wings around them
to block out the wind, and leaned down and gently licked Luke on the cheek. Luke moaned and with a sudden burst of energy that neither
Mara nor Cyan would have credited him with at that point, wrapped his arms
around Cyan’s neck and buried his face in the bronze scales, both promising
never to let go again.
Chapter V
Cyan passed back and forth in front
of the bacta tank where Luke serenely floated in the blue curative juices. His sight was gradually returning to normal and he could
just make out the fuzzy edges of the tank and Luke’s bluish shape inside. They had taken him back to Coruscant since Konstan Prime’s
medical facilities were less than stellar. Luke had
been in the tank for hours, since they first carried him onto the Mon Calamari
Cruiser Sea Snake, and he remained in there even when they
transported him down to the medical facilities on Coruscant. For the first time in a long time, all that anyone could
sense from his mind was contentment.
Mara had been escorted back to her
and Luke’s quarters while Leia, without a word to any of them, left to continue
in her negotiations to have her freed. Corran and Olive had remained on Konstan
Prime until Mirax got the Pulsar Skate safely off world as
both husband and wife decided it would be a good time to end Corran’s leave
of absence. Han did nothing except silently brood
on the bed, which left Cyan with no one to distract him from his worries. Even if Luke was healing nicely from his newest set of
wounds, this wasn’t the end of things by a long shot.
So he paced back and forth, back and
forth, back . . . and forth until Han finally couldn’t
stand it anymore. “Could you stop?
You’re incessant pacing is driving me insane. Why
don’t you go try and find something constructive to do like kill some helpless
animal?” Han demanded.
Cyan glared at him (even though he
couldn’t make out a single feature on his face and the only reason he knew
it was Han was from his patented black vest and the blood stripes—at least
he hoped they were blood stripes—going down his legs). He
would have snarled an angry reply but he could sense the turmoil underneath
the surface of Han’s irritated exterior.
“Fine,” Cyan said at last, realizing
that it probably wouldn’t be a bad idea for him to get out
of the room, “I’ll go find something else to do.”
Once he got out into the hallway, Cyan stopped dead in his tracks and sat down, glancing about him dejectedly. He really had no idea where to go from here. He wasn’t hungry, and there was no one else near by and he could barely see a thing. He knew instantly that he wouldn’t be able to bring himself to leave the hospital to find people even though the doctors had assured him that it would still be hours before Luke would be taken out of the bacta tank.
Sighing, he strolled down the hall,
absently trying to read patients charts as he wandered by rooms. He went on like this for some time until he found one
with a familiar name on it. “Karrde!” he exclaimed softly for the benefit
of those resting in near by rooms. “What happened
to him?” Cyan cast about in the experiences he was
slowly assimilating from Luke while he had been in the carbonite and then
gasped. “Oh! He’s still in
the coma! Hmm, I wonder how he’s doing? Well, I don’t think anyone will mind if I have a peek. It’s not like I’m going to wake him up.”
Peering into the room, he saw Karrde
stretched out on a bed, with small square devices placed at strategic spots
on his temple. Creeping in silently, Cyan saw that
there was no one there. That surprised him a bit,
he would have expected Shada D’ukal to be there, but there was no one else
in sight. Shrugging, Cyan padded over and sat, crooking
his head at the smuggler turned respectable citizen.
Turning his thoughts to his padmiri, Cyan could feel the chemical imbalance evening itself
out and knew the revulsion Luke had felt before would be multiplied ten times
when he awakened. The guilt trip would be almost impossible
for Cyan to bare for him. Luke would want to make
amends, Cyan knew, so he settled himself down and decided to give his friend
a head start.
Shada D’ukal sipped the bitter cafe
as she walked briskly down the hospital halls. To
all those who watched her go past, they saw an officer of high rank striding
confidently to her destination, her expression calm, her manner reserved. Of course, the whole appearance of indifference was belayed
by the fact that she showed up every night at the exact same time and didn’t
leave until the next day, looking as though she had stayed awake the entire
time.
Quite frankly Shada no longer cared. She was tired of playing the part of the calm, cool and
collected Chief of the Joint New Republic/Imperial Intelligence Force. That was your job, Karrde, Shada chided
him silently as she turned down the last hallway that would take her to his
room, and you were always a hell of a lot better at it than I.
She swept into his room without even
having to think about which direction to take, so accustomed was she to traveling
down this path. As a result, she was quite stunned
to see a dull bronze dragon sitting calmly beside his bed with his hand resting
lightly on Karrde’s forehead.
Shada jumped and cried out in surprise,
spilling half her café and just managing to save the cup.
Despite her reaction to his presence, Cyan had not moved an inch. Switching her drink to her other hand while she tried
to shake the uncomfortably hot liquid off the first, Shada moved closer to
see what Cyan was doing. His eyes were closed and
he seemed to be concentrating very hard. After watching
him do absolutely nothing for a time, Shada reached for the button that would
call down the nurse, not sure if there was something wrong with the dragon
or if he was doing something to Karrde. Just as her
thumb touched the switch Cyan opened his eyes and gasped as if he had just
made some great realization. At the exact same time,
Karrde opened his eyes and uttered the same gasp.
Shada dropped the cup.
Cyan shook his head to clear away
the fog that had taken up residence in it. Coming
back to reality slowly, he regarded Karrde proudly as he partially sat up
and looked around the room with bleary eyes.
“Where am I?” Karrde asked, frowning
at Shada who could do nothing at the moment except stare open mouthed at
him in her astonishment.
Seeing that Shada wasn’t going to
say anything (she had always seemed like the reserved type but was now really
the time?) and wanting to be helpful, Cyan spoke for her.
“You’re in a hospital. You’ve been in a coma
for almost a year and I just woke you up. You’re welcome,
by the way.”
Karrde jumped at the sound of Cyan’s
voice and thought for a second that it must be Luke. Of
course, this made the sight of the dragon all the more startling. Karrde quickly found himself in the same state as his
partner.
A crease appeared between Cyan’s eyes
at this. He knew Karrde was quite reserved but this
was really too much. Perhaps it’s a symptom of coming
out of a coma, Cyan mused, and maybe it spread to Shada.
Except Shada couldn’t talk first. Perhaps it
was an intelligence thing . . . Cyan huffed in frustration and ruffled his
wings at the impoliteness of it all.
“You know, the least you could do
is say thank you. I know Luke pushed you down the
stairs but that was hardly his fault.” Cyan stated. “He said he feels really
bad, by the way.”
“You—you’re—” Karrde stuttered. He swallowed and tried again. “You’re
dead!”
“I am?” Cyan exclaimed, rather alarmed. He looked down and felt around, trying to find whatever
it was that must have killed him in the past few seconds.
Finding nothing, he glared at Karrde suspiciously.
“Are you sure? Because no one else told me
and I’m sure Han would have said something. Though
he has been kind of distracted today . . .”
“No—I mean—Luke said—The mercenaries—You’re
dead!” Karrde exclaimed the last when he realized nothing else he was trying
to think of was making any sense even to him except for that last fact.
Cyan’s eyes widened and what passed
for his brows raised. Then he nodded wisely. “Oh, you don’t know. That’s right. Shada, you should really tell him these things. Not to sound self-promoting or anything, but we are considered important public figures and as the leader of
the Rep/Imp Intel group he should probably be aware of whether or not I’m
alive.” He glared at Shada reprovingly and shook his
finger at her face.
“He was in a coma . . . ” Shada said
weakly, sinking into a chair, not really sure if she was following the conversation
correctly.
“That’s no excuse!” Cyan declared
vehemently. “And you!” Cyan
now directed his finger at the wide-eyed Karrde. “How
long have you been doing this job? You’re getting slow
in your old age. I really do think it’s time you started
training a replacement, though I do hope you chose someone other than Shada.”
He cupped his paw beside his mouth as if she couldn’t hear and spoke in a
conspiratory whisper, “She’s a nice girl but not all systems are green, if
you take my meaning. Really shouldn’t have a position
of power in such an important organization. I’m sure
if she’s given strict guidelines to follow she would be quite all right,
but she has a lot of maturing to do before she’s ready to be out on her own—”
A loud thump against the doorframe
interrupted him. Turning, Cyan directed disapproving
eyes towards Mara who was clinging to the wall with one hand, covering her
mouth with the other. Her shoulders were shaking slightly. Cyan frowned.
“Are you injured?
You don’t seem to be unwell but I can help you if you want. Just give me a second, these two are in need of a good
long talking too. It’s a miracle the peace between
the Imps and us has lasted with their bumbling.” Mara’s
shoulders shook harder. Cyan started to become alarmed. “You’re not having a seizure or something are you? No? Good, because this really shouldn’t
wait. Can you believe Shada didn’t even tell Karrde
that I was alive? At the very least he should have
heard it from some other competent sources. There must be someone around here who knows what they’re
doing.” That was it. Mara burst
out laughing, no longer able to support herself. She
fell to her knees and banged the flat of her hand against the floor. Cyan scratched his head and turned towards Karrde and
Shada and shrugged. “Did one of the nurses tell you
a joke? If so it must have been a good one. Wait a minute, aren’t you supposed to be under house arrest?”
“Leia . . . got me . . . out,” Mara
said between fits of giggles. She dared to look up
again and saw Shada and Karrde’s stunned expressions and started laughing
even harder. “The . . . look . . . on . . . your . . . faces . . .”
———————————
Luke opened his eyes to a world of
blue. He could see the watery outlines of shapes around
him and realized he was in a bacta tank. He could
see things moving, but he was unable to distinguish anyone. It was then that he felt it. Like
finding and object back where it was supposed to be after a long absence,
like returning home after a long journey, like a perfect reunion. He touched his hand to the glass and knew there was a
bronze one mirroring it on the other side. The sensation
was like an electric bolt that gave him strength of purpose he had been missing
for time uncounted.
The hatch above him opened and he
swam upwards, a kind of joy surging though him such as he felt only a few
select instances before. He reached the surface and
the 2-1b droid removed the breathing mask. Luke inhaled
deeply, the air soothing and cool against his skin after the gentle warmth
of the bacta. He climbed out slowly on wobbly legs,
even though the thing he wanted to do most was jump off the ladder and run
to the dragon waiting below. He reached the ground
and before the medical droid could wash the last lingering traces of bacta
off, Luke threw his arms around Cyan, who, sensing his padmiri’s
intentions, moved to respond and caught him at the last instant. They stayed that way for a long time, neither willing
to let go after so long a separation.
The medical droid, seeing that precious
bacta was dripping onto the floor, attempted to pull Luke back to the shower
area beside the tank. As soon as he came near the
pair, Cyan snarled so viciously that the droid fell back.
It hummed and beeped anxiously as more bacta was wasted. Mara smiled and stepped forward, pointing out that Cyan
now had bacta on him so they would both have to be washed off. Cyan moved them into the spray; Luke did not even looked
up from where he had buried his face in the dragon’s scales.
When they were finished, Cyan picked
Luke up and carried him to his bed, snarling at the droid again when it tried
to tell him Luke was perfectly capable of walking. Cyan
placed his padmiri under the covers, climbed into the bed
with him, all without braking their embrace. Luke held
tightly, refusing to let go ever again.
—————————————
Han and Lando were walking swiftly
down the hall to Luke’s room. Han had gone to pick
up Lando from the Coruscant Spaceport so that they could both be there when
Luke got out of the bacta tank. They would have made
it, but there was a massive speeder crash and they were held up for two hours
while the authorities tired to identify Han’s land speeder out of the pile
plastered to the side of a building. As it was, they
found less than half, and were forced to leave with the knowledge that just
enough had been found to assure them that their speeder wasn’t lost, it was
just totaled.
Han turned the last corner a full
three strides ahead of Lando and ran head on into Chewbacca. Chewie howled and swung his arms in an outraged gesture
that almost hit Lando as he came barreling around the corner after Han.
“We got in a speeder crash! We’re lucky we’re not bug squat!” Han exclaimed over Chewie’s
roaring. Chewie growled impatiently and flapped his
hand behind him in the direction Han and Lando had been running.
Lando shrugged. “If
he’s out of the bacta, which he should be by now, than he’s probably in bed,
Chewie. Where else would he be?”
Chewie wolfed and threw his arms up.
“What do you mean you don’t know?”
Han asked, getting worried.
Chewie shrugged and growled.
“He disappeared? How
the hell did that happen?” Lando asked.
Suddenly Mara came up behind Chewie
and put her arm on the distraught Wookie’s arm. “Calm
down, Chewie. Look you too, I’ll yell at you for being
late later, we have to find Luke and Cyan.”
“But that wasn’t our fault!” Han and
Lando said in unison. Mara glared at them so fiercely
though that they didn’t press the point.
“Wait,” Lando said, finally catching
on to the last part of what Mara had said. “Cyan’s
missing too?”
Mara nodded sourly.
“Luke hasn’t even been out of the tank for more than an hour. The doctor just left, and Chewie and me decided to leave
so Luke could be alone with Cyan for a little while. We
got some café and by the time we got back, they were both missing.”
“Maybe they got moved to a different
room,” Han suggested.
Mara shook her head. “We already asked. The staff has
no idea where they are.”
Chewie roared loudly and made a grand gesture.
“No kidding, Chewie. C’mon, let’s go find them,” Han said.
Luke wasn’t far. He
sat on top of the medical centre with Cyan sitting protectively behind him. He wanted to meditate, but he knew the kind of pain that
would bring about. So he sat in silence and tried
to find some solace.
He wasn’t having much luck.
He could feel a stirring around him. It was gentle at first, like a light summer’s breeze teasing
the hairs at the nape of his neck, but then he realized that it wasn’t physical. The Force was moving, gathering around him, whispering
something he could almost hear, but not quite. It nagged
at him, begging to be heard. The Force would not ask
him to listen if it wasn’t important. He knew that.
Cyan crooned and held onto Luke’s
hand while his padmiri opened his mind to the Force for the
first time in a long while. It came flooding in, soothing
as always, but laced with a silver pain that coursed throughout his body. He ignored the pain, and listened to what the Force was
saying.
At first he was assaulted with a vision
like the one he had been given on Tierfon, the vision that had lead him to
Nirauan to find Mara and ultimately to find love as well.
He saw the twisting lines of each possible future curving around each
other, sometimes hitting one another, forever changed by the encounter. Then
he saw something strikingly out of place. Always before
each line of destiny would collide and forever be left changed by the encounter,
but as the vision progressed further into the future, more lines would converge
. . . and bounce off each other with no effect. Each
line irrevocably led to one single point.
It is a set moment in time . . .
That voice! Realization
coursed though Luke. The voice cut through the vision
like a pure, musical note. His first impression was
that it was the Mother Dragon, but then he remembered another voice, ageless,
with unlimited power. Not quite an intelligence, not
quite a single entity, but with a purpose and sentience well beyond his limited
understanding. A voice that felt so indefinably familiar
it felt as if it had spoken to him for all his life.
The only thing in question is how you will get there . . .
The words seemed to be an echo in
the Force of what was said before. Or was it simply
the Force repeating itself? The thought was so strange
that Luke tried to pause a moment to figure out why he had thought it up,
but the lines of destiny were drawing him closer and he paused to look.
He saw again a flash of the vision
from Tierfon, his students leaving the Academy on Yavin IV, but it was clearer. They were on a ship of delicate design, with layers fanning
out from the nose like jagged claws, as if some sharp flower were opening
to the dawn.
Luke frowned, wondering what this
portended, for there seemed to be much he wasn’t seeing, besides the reason
his students were leaving. Again he was not given
time to inspect the scene for he saw something else much further down the
line that drew his attention.
The men shoved him down onto the red slabs of rock. He heard Mara scream and struggled to rise but the men holding him were strong and he hadn’t the physical strength to combat them. The fever that burned his skin wreaked havoc with his mind. He tried to use the Force but it was like sand through his fingers. He looked up and saw Mara stumble to the ground when the shirt Regq had a hold of her by ripped. Mara tried to crawl away but Regq shoved her back down to the rocks again . . .
The vision was forcibly torn away from him,
though he clawed at it desperately, pleading to see its end but was ultimately
left even more confused. He looked foreward toward
the Set Moment, and knew what it would be, the final scene that the Dream
had shown him. An irrevocable event that seemed to
hang over his head like a scaffold. However something
happened, something else drew him toward onward. Something that would happen
before the Set Moment. Something that would shape
his destiny just as much as when his hand was cut off at Bespin, perhaps
more so.
It was then that Luke returned to reality with
a scream of absolute pain.
“C’mon you guys, the roof’s the only place left
to look,” Han said, jogging out of the turbolift before the doors were fully
opened. The others followed him to the roof door,
which was generally only used if some of the medical staff wanted to consume
some illicit substances or some patients wanted to join them.
They had just entered into the starlit night
when they heard Luke’s cry. It was echoed immediately
after by Cyan, though Han could barely hear it above the pounding of his
heart. He darted around an exhaust port and saw Cyan
supporting Luke as the Jedi hunched over in pain. Not
again, Han thought desperately, he couldn’t be losing it again. He wouldn’t,
couldn’t let that happen ever again. The four friends
raced over and knelt around Luke’s hunched body while Cyan made soothing
noises, drawing as much of the pain away as he was able to take on.
“What happened, Luke?” Mara asked concernedly. “Did you try and use the Force?”
Luke shook his head from side to side and then
straightened partially and held out his hands with the palms turned upward. “That’s not it,” he whispered. “It’s
this.” Mara gasped in astonishment while Han murmured
and oath.
In the middle of each hand was a puncture wound
that went all the way through, and there wasn’t a single weapon in sight
that could have done it.
Chapter VI
Luke sat with his head resting on Mara’s shoulder
as the 2-1b droid replaced his right cybernetic hand.
“How did this happen?” Mara asked again, gently
massaging his left hand where the cauterizer had seared the wound shut, leaving
an ugly scar. There was also a new set of scars on
both sides of his ankles where the unseen object had punctured them as well. As soon as they had partially carried Luke down from the
roof, the droid tried to usher them into the bacta room so Luke could be
dunked again. But the moment the droid suggested treatment
Luke stopped dead in his tracks and refused to go any further. It was a warning, Luke said, and he would not hide from
it. Too many warnings had gone unheeded as of late.
“I wanted to be alone with Cyan,” Luke explained,
wincing when Mara pressed just a little too hard against the angry red wound. “There were too many machines here, too many people coming
and going. So we went to the roof.
I . . . I didn’t intend to use the Force, just to meditate. But I could feel it stirring, like it wanted me to listen
to something. So I did. It
didn’t really hurt,” The medical droid finished with his hand and Luke used
it to rub his head, as if to coax the memories into becoming clearer. “At least, not after the first part, I think. Once things started I wasn’t aware of my body at all. I saw a vision like Tierfon, but something wasn’t right.
“Yoda said the future was always in motion,
but I don’t think that’s true right now. What I saw
in the Dream, with all the Jedi on the hill, and the shattering city; that
will happen. I don’t know how it will end, but that’s
how it will start. And as we get closer, there are
less possibilities for us to chose from, less options.”
“Is that why you guys are having all these visions?”
Lando asked. “I mean, admittedly I’m not the expert
here, but you guys are having them practically every day now.”
Luke nodded slowly, his eyes starring off into
the distance as if he could see the layout of the future before him. “That sounds about right. It’s
like every different possible path to the future is a filter that we have
to look through in order to see ahead, and as our choices are cut down and
the filters are taken away, the view becomes much clear. But
as to what happened to me, I saw . . . I saw many things.
But the last thing that I saw was my own crucifixion.”
“Crucifixion?” Han exclaimed.
“But that ain’t right at all. Who the hell
crucifies anyone anymore? Besides, if you’re at this
Set Moment, or whatever, than how could you be crucified too?”
“Maybe it doesn’t kill me, maybe something else. I don’t know, I barely understood anything myself. But the vision itself . . . it was so clear, so perfect—however
brief—that, well I guess I manifested it in physical form,” Luke shrugged
helplessly at his inability to express it better.
Lando shook his head. “That
makes even less sense. Why would the Force punish
you if you’re going to have to do this big event thingy?
Hurting you even more is just going to keep you from doing all the
things you have too.”
“It wasn’t a punishment,” Luke said sternly. “It was a warning of things to come. We
haven’t been listening for so long, I guess the Force decided that we needed
something louder.”
“Whatever. I don’t care
about that right now. Like the dream told you, worry
about the present, ‘cause there’s nothing you can do about the future,” Mara
said matter of factually. Luke smiled and shifted to
get closer to her. He let his hand rest on her stomach
and closed his eyes. Then they opened again and he
sat up, staring at Mara in astonishment.
“You’re pregnant!”
“At least I didn’t have to tell you this time,”
Mara said with a lopsided grin at the stunned expression on his face.
Luke ignored her comment and stretched out with
the Force, ignoring the pain for the sake of feeling the new life stirring
within his wife. No, not one life . . . Suddenly Cyan
chortled in amusement and a form of triumph. “Twins
even!”
“Twins?” Now it was Mara’s
turn to be stunned. “Are you sure?”
Mara stretched out and sure enough, upon a closer inspection she had
not bothered to do for all the distractions, she found two little souls floating
in oblivion. Her cheeks turned a bright red and she
grinned sheepishly at Luke. “Oops, didn’t notice that
part.”
Luke grinned back at her as he shifted his body
further down the bed so he could rest his cheek against her abdomen. “Don’t feel bad, nice to know I can still see into my
wife a little better than her sometimes.”
“Not for me!” Mara exclaimed, and then let out
a small woof when Cyan took it into his head to join them and hopped enthusiastically
onto the bed, and then happily draped his languid body across their legs.
“So . . .” Lando said after a long pause and
then decided to ask the question no one else wanted to, “what are we going
to do with Leia?” He said it casually enough, but
the question sucked all the good humor out of the room.
Cyan lifted his head and glared at Lando with
eyes as hard as obsidian. “Something horrible. I don’t care what her intentions were, what she did was
inexcusable!”
“What do you mean by something horrible, Cyan?”
Han demanded angrily. “Throw her in prison? Beat her senseless?”
“I’d rather the latter to the former but the
former will probably have to do,” Cyan growled.
Mara pursed her lips, “What do you think, Luke?
You were the one hurt the most by all this.”
“I don’t know,” Luke said softly. “Prison won’t do anything constructive, and besides, if
she really wanted to she could talk her way out, I bet. But
. . . there isn’t much we can do. I can try and throw
her off the council, which shouldn’t be too hard. Just
tell Borsk Fey’lya what she did, and the rest will take care of itself. That . . . that would be vengeful, though, wouldn’t it.”
Luke sighed gustily, and from the expression of mild consternation on Cyan
face, it was evident that the two weren’t in agreement over this matter. “I’m tired of being angry and vengeful.
I’m tired of hating my sister. I’m just plain
tired of hating. I just don’t know.”
Luke awoke with a gasp of pain. He sat up in bed and willed the throbbing to disperse,
but it never did, not completely. He gave a shuddering
sigh and rubbed his arms, suddenly feeling cold in the temperate medical centre. He looked around the room, hoping to find someone around
to talk to, but no one was there. The 21-b droid said
no visitors after 18:00 hours (they had to forcibly shove Mara out but the
medical droid didn’t even try and dissuade the stubborn dragon who had absolutely
no intention of leaving the bed). Luke was loath to
wake Cyan up for despite the front the dragon was putting up, he was still
weak from the carbonite and his sight was far from perfect. Before Luke could lie back down, Cyan woke of his own
accord and crooned. Wriggling up from the base of the
bed, Cyan curled his neck around Luke’s head and hugged his padmiri close. Luke sighed and
gave a little shiver.
“Why do this too me?” Luke asked brokenly. “Why torment me with whispers and fleeting glances of
what it to come. Why put me through all this and then
ask me for more when it is no longer possible for me to give?” He sat up and slammed his fist against his leg in frustration. “I can’t even meditate without extreme pain. And now I am expected to shatter a city!”
Cyan shrugged his shoulders, shifting his wings
on his back. “That is a long time from now. We’ll find some way to heal you. Who
knows what will happen between now and then?”
“I know who knows,” Luke said softly. “The Mother Dragon. I think she
knows more about what’s going on than the Force does.”
“The Mother Dragon is wise . . . ” Cyan said,
not liking the idea that was forming in Luke’s head.
Luke compressed his lips, then threw the light
blanket to the side. “She guided me before, she’s
proven how powerful she is. If she wants me to go forward,
she better damn well give me something to go forward with.”
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Leia wandered along the myriad skywalks of the
great city world. She gazed through the glass cover
at the stars that peppered the sky, dimly sparkling as they warred with the
lights of the skyscrapers and transports for dominance. She
had no idea where she was going, she just knew she couldn’t stay at home
to sit by herself and wallow in self-pity. She wanted
desperately to run to the hospital, fall at Luke’s feet and beg his forgiveness. But the a part of her, the same part that had helped her
become the youngest senator of the Old Republic, helped her lead the Alliance
to victory, and go on to establish the New Republic, kept her from going. She remembered a long time ago, hearing Luke comment that
if anything were to bring about Leia’s downfall, it would be what made her
successful; her determination and pride. How true,
it would seem.
And the part of her that caused her to turn
all the power she’d gain to good, her empathy for someone in pain, or crushed
by injustice, and fed that determination to make the perpetrators pay for
their crimes, know that even if she went, she would get no forgiveness.
So she wondered the skywalks and promenades
with no real direction, no purpose. She eventually
made her way to a landing platform and gave up her remorseful march. Finding a café with an open seating area, she sat gazing
at the stars and pondered her twist fate.
In one of the brief moments when she let her
eyes fall from their contemplation of the heavens to gaze at the multitude
flowing past on their way off world, she saw something that caught her attention. There wasn’t anything overtly odd about the figure, in
fact he was so far away that the only thing she could make out was his sandy
brown hair. His clothes were fairly nondescript as
well, and she wouldn’t have even noticed him except for the fact that he
was riding a dragon.
Luke hadn’t the slightest clue he’d been spotted. In fact, the moment anyone near enough to see his features
realized who he was, Cyan would carefully alter their mind to see someone
else.
Entering a familiar hanger, Cyan trotted easily
over to the Millennium Falcon sitting serenely in the centre. Punching in the access code that Han only gave to his
most trusted friends, they boarded. Cyan plunked himself
down in the hallway adjacent to the cockpit while Luke sat down in the pilot’s
seat and started the checklist. Once he had the engines
humming he entered his emergency clearance code. Then with a final Jedi Mind
Trick on the Vinchi in the control tower from Cyan, they lifted off.
The flight there went without incident (surprising,
considering they were in the Falcon). Luke
brought them out of hyperspace a little early at the system’s edge to give
him time to think. He could see K’ti’ma V twinkling
an incandescent blue in the distance. His eyes turned
unwillingly to the red star spinning malevolently on the other side to the
system from him. It seemed like a great and horrible
eye, staring into his soul, growing as it devoured the darkness around it. Shuddering, he quickly turned away and forced the disturbing
vision from his mind as he brought the Falcon to its destination.
The atmosphere seemed more turbulent than he
remembered, the great winds and currents bucked the Falcon around as if she were nothing but a lone feather
lost in a maelstrom. Once they reached a relatively
low altitude, the winds subsided to a manageable level and they continued
on easily.
Of course, it was another story all together
once they left the ship. The moment Luke stepped out
onto the ramp he was almost blown right off his feet. Cyan
caught him and dutifully supported his weakened padmiri into the forest. As
they walked forward both were not only assaulted with the wind, but with
the profound impression of the surreal landscape. The
red giant cast its brilliance upon the land, staining everything with its
bloody touch. The trees swayed and groaned as if they
were lamenting what was to be. Padmiri and dragon huddled together against the biting
winds of the usually temperate world.
They wondered through the forest until they
came to the aeries, to the place from whence Cyan was hatched. The wind whistled through the branches and the trees moaned,
the noises joining together to create a terrible song. Luke
felt his body trembling, from cold, weakness, or fear he did not know. He sank to the ground, gazing at the suddenly alien surrounds,
knowing this was more disturbing to Cyan than it was to him. The dragon crouched on the ground beside Luke and huddled
close, and it was then that both of them realized that none of the abundant
life that usually covered the world was apparent. The
aeries were empty, the branches barren. None of the
heavyset creatures bumbled through the unaccustomed light, none of the strange
rat-like creatures that had plagued his sister sulked about. No dragon sang to her comrades. All
was silent except for the keening trees, as if in reverence for something.
“But what?” Cyan whispered, causing them both
to jump at the unexpected noise. “What does all this
mean?”
Suddenly a sound like distant thunder rocked
the ground and the keening wind abruptly stopped. Luke
and Cyan traded glances, finding the silence somehow even more threatening. Then came the thunder once more, causing the tall grass
that carpeted the forest to sway, brushing together and whispering in urgent
trepidation. The ground shook with thunder again,
and again, and soon the branches were swaying, joining the grass in the chatter. Cyan turned his darting eyes to the trees in front of
them and did a double take. The great trunks of the
trees were all swaying now, but the trees in front of them almost seemed
to be shifting to the sides.
“They are,” Luke whispered in awe, responding
to the unspoken experiences of his dragon. He pointed
needlessly at the roots, as, one by one, they uprooted themselves and shifted
to the sides, forming a corridor into the deepest part of the forest. Once several layers had been revealed, the trees stepped
back to unveil a sight so beautiful, so terrifying that Luke’s heart paused
a beat.
There stood the Mother Dragon in all her splendor. Not as the youth that she had appeared to Leia as, no,
for she had continued to grow physically as her knowledge of the Force grew
with her. Her body was sinewy and the taught crystal
scales swelled and dipped over the gentle curve of muscle and bone. Her skin was like translucent diamond, and the distorted
view of tissue could be seen underneath. Even her organs seemed crystalline
in nature, with only pale colors showing up. The outline
of dozens of unborn eggs could be seen developing in her womb, tinted by
the color the hatchling would take at birth. The long
serpentine tail glided behind her, winding through the trees. Her feet sank into the moist ground; the obsidian talons
were easily twice Cyan’s length. She walked on all
fours, for her bulk had long since become too great to carry on just two legs. She stretched out her great wings languidly, the blood
vessels silhouetted pink against the seemingly delicate membrane. Her crest was massive and carried erect in alertness. Her nose was long and tapered to a fine point; her head
was framed by the two curving ebony horns and swept well beyond her face. She arched her neck and regarded the two with her sable
eyes and a small smile appeared on her lips.
Luke and Cyan gazed up at her, too overawed
to even tremble. She looked at them for a moment longer
and then laughed. Her laughter had the most wonderful
rippling quality to it that washed over the frightened pair like warm bacta. She settled back on her haunches and regarded them in
a companionable manner, causing the fear and trepidation to bleed from the
two almost instantly. She lowered her head to better
view her child and his padmiri and waited a moment before asking
in her beautiful, musical voice, “Tell me why you have come, Son of Suns,
when there is so much yet to be done before you reach your destiny?”
Luke swallowed noisily and got unsteadily to
his feet. “What can I do, in the state I am in? I can’t use the Force, the doctors can’t fix it, and not
even Cilghal can heal the damage. I need answers and
you are the only one I can think of who can give them to me.”
The Mother Dragon’s expression changed to sorrow
and worry. “You do not understand yet, this is not
good. But then, when have you had the time, and how
can you see without your eyes?” She sat unmoving for
a time, musing. Suddenly she looked beyond the circle
of trees, and then at Cyan and nodded in an understanding none of the others
present shared. “I see, this is how it will be done. A trial of blood to cleanse a soul of guilt, and another
of anger.”
Luke traded glances with Cyan, neither knowing
what she meant, but neither caring since she had agreed to heal him. He turned back but was suddenly stabbed with a silver
dagger of pain in the back of his head. He gasped
and clutched at his skull, staggering from the sudden assault. He forced his eyes open and gazed up at the Mother Dragon
in hurt confusion. She gave him a knowing, not unsympathetic
smile and just shrugged. After that Luke could not
keep his eyes open any longer and his legs failed him. Cyan was there, catching
him and hold him close, taking on as much of the pain as he could. There was far too much though for just one dragon, it
imbued his whole being until all Luke knew was the pain.
It had become a living entity, hissing and curling around him, constricting
his throat until he was breathing in short, strangled gasps punctuated by
screams.
“Stop!” Cyan shouted, holding Luke’s struggling
body against his chest. “Stop it! You’re
killing him!”
“No, I am setting him free,” the Mother Dragon
said softly. Cyan narrowed his eyes, trying to find
what part of the prophecy portended to this. “Not
all things are foretold, my child,” the Mother Dragon added with a hint of
remorse in her tone.
Cyan’s suspicions increased so he lowered Luke’s
curled body to the ground. Try as he might, he could
find no change in Luke’s condition despite the Mother Dragon’s wholehearted
assault on him. “Than they should not have to be at
all!”
In a lightning move, Cyan launched himself off
the ground and onto the Mother Dragon’s neck, slashing and biting viciously. The Mother Dragon reared her head up in surprise, almost
knocking Cyan from his tight hold but the little dragon refused to relinquish
his grip. Arching his neck back, Cyan let loose a spray
of acid that hit the Mother Dragon’s crest and dribbled down just behind her
horn. A great rumble of pain escape the Mother Dragon
and Cyan felt Luke’s pain diminish. He prepared to
let loose another spray but the Mother Dragon’s head suddenly shot upwards
and then abruptly arched back down, soundly bucking Cyan into the air. He squealed in alarm and tried to flap to safety but the
branches snagged his wings. He slammed into the ground
with a tremendous crash of snapping twigs and bones and for a moment was
not able to move at all.
He managed to get his head up and saw the Mother
Dragon towering over him, her teeth bared and black blood oozing out of the
long wound across her neck. Cyan waited for her strike
that would snap his spine like a twig, all the while trying to figure out
how this could have happened, how they had gotten into this mess. Not all things are foretold. The words
the Mother Dragon had utter only minutes ago echoed in Cyan’s head, freezing
him down to his soul. Perhaps Leia had been right,
the dragons were all frauds and there was no prophecy. No! His mind refused to believe in that line of thought. Too much had happened exactly as She had predicted so
long ago. There had to be an answer but he needed
time to think, a luxury he was sure to be denied.
Sure enough, the Mother Dragon’s maw opened
just a bit and Cyan could see the start of the muscle contractions that would
send a rain of acid down upon him. Suddenly there
was a flash of amber from the side that spun towards the Mother Dragon and
struck her just below the eye. She let out a small
shriek and arched her neck in the direction of this new attack as Cyan watched,
mesmerized, as the flash of amber returned to the woods. It
was then that he understood what had happened and concentrated on getting
back on his feet.
Leia stood before the trees, her amber lightsaber
humming in her hands. She walked cautiously forward,
fully understanding that she would die here, but at least she could give
Luke time to get out. If she could distract the great
dragon enough, she might forget Luke and he would have the chance to get out. She could do that much for him, something to atone for
what she had done. The Mother Dragon swung her nose
down towards her so Leia took a swipe with her lightsaber, setting off sparks
but doing nothing else. The Mother Dragon opened her
maw wide, prepared to swallow this insolent human whole.
Leia had just resigned herself to her fate when
the Mother Dragon was stopped by Cyan. He’d managed
to push his broken body from the ground and leapt bodily at her head with
complete disregard for his personal safety. He bit
and slashed ferociously, determined to drive her off enough for Luke to escape. The Mother Dragon shook her head until she managed to
shake Cyan down her face to a point where she could grab his tail in her
teeth and throw him against the not so yielding earth as hard as she could. She moved towards him, forgetting about the nearby human
in her desire to finish the fight quickly and get back to the business at
hand.
Leia watched in astonishment from the sides,
struggling with what to do. She would never win this
fight alone, and neither would Cyan, leaving Luke to die for sure. Although if they worked together, they might just be able
to get Luke out to safety. The problem was, as always, could she trust Cyan? She looked at him and saw him push himself up again, refusing
to give up even though there was no hope for him. Leia’s
eyes widened when she saw his front leg bend in a place it was not meant
to bend but he staunchly refused to acknowledge the wound and crouched to
pounce again. Taking a deep breath, Leia darted forward.
She slashed at the Mother Dragon’s jaw with
her lightsaber to get her attention and then scurried towards the great beast’s
tail. The Mother Dragon followed her, snarling viciously. Leia ran back until the Mother Dragon was just about to
take a step to follow her. Concentrating hard—hoping
she wouldn’t accidentally run into some trees in the mean time—Leia drew
on as much of the Force as she could and pulled the Mother Dragon towards her. Over balanced, the great leviathan crashed to the forest
floor. The ground shook and the trees swayed in response.
Leia breathed a sigh of relief and bolted towards
where Luke’s unconscious body lay. She had almost
reached him when a massive paw crushed her down. Leia
cried out, feeling a rib snap like nothing when her body impacted with a rock. She struggled with all her might, but there was nothing
she could do to get herself up. The Mother Dragon
rarely made the same mistake twice, and when Leia tried to use the Force
to push her paw off, she easily counteracted the human’s puny attempt. She pressed a little harder and heard Leia scream.
Suddenly Cyan rammed into the Mother Dragon’s
wrist with enough force to knock it from Leia. He
let lose another spray of acid, burning away scale and muscle from the Mother
Dragon’s palm. With a mighty roar of his own, Cyan
charged the Mother Dragon one more time, now leaping onto her back and attacking
the all important joint which joined her wing to her back.
The Mother Dragon arched her neck around and struck at him, but Cyan
scurried away to another part of her, moving too fast for the much larger
dragon to follow.
Leia was barely conscious, and she knew she
couldn’t stay awake much longer. She could hear Cyan
and the Mother Dragon still battling it out, and was amazed at the smaller
dragon’s determination. And now that she allowed herself
to look, she could see the bound between he and Luke, as clear as morning
sunlight, strong as durisheet. She squeezed her eyes
shut, realizing her terrible folly completely now, and knew it was too late. There was a wet thud from somewhere beside her, and she
opened her eyes to see. Cyan lay comatose, his body
slashed, scalded, and broken. There was no hope for
any of them now and Leia closed her eyes, giving up.
Chapter VIII
Leia woke up slowly, staring up at the green
canopy of trees above her, which no longer whispered of doom, but sang the
song of spring and life. She let her eyes wonder
around and her ears to listen, catching the sounds of twerping and playful
growling, matched with the sight of feathered avians fluttering between the
leaves and dragons tending their eggs in the aeries nestled in the branches. Everything seemed right and happy again in the forests
of K’ti’ma as if the battle had never happened. Leia
blinked elaborately and tried to figure out what was going on.
Suddenly Luke’s face popped into view and he
grinned at her confusion. “How are you feeling?”
“Like I’ve taken a few trips through a dispenser. What’s going on? Where’s the Mother
Dragon?”
“I think she went back to her roost, wherever
that is,” Luke said with an unconcerned shrug as he helped her to sit. He offered her a flask of water and she drank greedily. “You feel up to walking back to the ship?”
Leia shook her head, “I don’t know. I don’t think so. I—” She stopped
talking rather abruptly when she was finally see the ground around them and
saw that it was populated with at least two dozen dragons of various sizes
and colors, all staring at them with curious black eyes.
“Are you hungry, Daughter of the Suns? Or still in pain?” a delicately built amethyst dragon
asked, her eyes big with worry.
“N-no . . .” was all Leia could muster.
“I guess you’ll half to carry her back too,”
Luke said ruefully. “We thank you for your help.”
“Not at all! We are honored
to aid the Children of the Suns and the Blue,” a diamond dragon roughly twice
Cyan’s size said with a negligent shrug. “Besides,
we’ve all had a padmiri, it feels good to help one again.”
Leia was staring around in wide-eyed shock,
unable to move or speak for the life of her. An emerald
who was twice the Falcon’s length crouched down so that
Cyan, still badly beaten but alert and just as unconcerned as his padmiri, could crawl onto its back.
It stayed on all fours and walked as carefully as it could so as not
to jostle its wounded passenger.
“Don’t get too attached,” Cyan commented, “that
one’s mine.”
The diamond dragon that had spoken before offered
his leg to Leia, so Luke assisted her onto his back. They
started walking slowly back to the ship, the other dragons walking or hopping
along with them, squealing and chattering excitedly. After
a moment Leia turned to Luke who seemed completely unharmed.
“How?”
Luke looked up at her and smiled slightly. “How long were you listening?”
“I got there around the time the Mother Dragon
showed up. Now tell me what happened.”
“ ‘A trial of blood to cleanse a soul of guilt,
and another of anger.’ She healed me, Leia, and she
could have explained why which would have stopped Cyan from attacking her,
and would have made him stop you from attacking her. Because
there was a battle you two worked together, he forgot to be angry at you
and you forgot to feel guilty.” Luke nodded to himself
as if explaining it to her had affirmed it for him. “You
see, she heeled me, and she heeled you two all at the same time. At least I think,” he added, giving Leia a sidelong glance. “At least, Cyan doesn’t hate you anymore.”
“So that’s it?” Leia demanded. “She just decided, ‘well, if I make them both attack me
together and beat the shit out of them, then they’ll have to get along’?”
Luke shook his head. “Not
her, Fate decided. Something beyond what we understand
of the Force and the Universe, maybe even beyond what the Jedi of old knew. She didn’t know what the outcome would be, but whatever
it was, did.”
They rode in silence for a time until Luke looked
at Leia and said, “Leia, I need to ask you something. And
give me your honest response, I don’t care how it makes you look. I just need to know the truth.” Leia
nodded hesitantly. “Why did you take Cyan away from
me? What drove you to it? This
all has just been, well, not something you would do.”
Leia took a long time in answering, still in
the process of sorting everything out for herself. “Paranoia? I’m still not sure myself. I just
kept seeing things, like, the way he’d say something, or a gesture that seemed
not quite completely sincere. He just . . . he was
just too good to be true, you know? And I kept having
these dreams of terrible things to come. I know now
that it was because of what I did, but I didn’t know then.
I thought that it was Cyan that would do something since the dreams
started the day he arrived.” Leia paused, struggling
to find the words to express what she had done and how sorry she was, but
could find nothing strong enough. “I figured if I
put him in the carbonite, than he wouldn’t be harmed, and he couldn’t harm
any of us. Even if you and everyone else hated me
for the rest of my life, I’d rather you alive to hate me.” Leia
looked at Luke imploringly now, willing him to understand, “I knew doing
it that you would be angry with me, even if it turned out I was right, and
I knew the others would force me to release him. That’s
why I made the deception. It would give me and you
time to sort things out, to figure out if he was the real deal or not, without
outside influence or quarreling.”
“But then I collapsed,” Luke put in, his expression
unreadable.
“Right,” Leia continued. “I
honestly thought you had just gone into shock. So
I told Gremtak and his people to move Cyan to a safe house while I tried
to get you to the med-centre. After that, you wouldn’t
speak to me, or you were trying your best to kill me. And
then at Constan Prime, I just gave up. I’d give it
one more go and if you still didn’t respond, I’d let Cyan go. I’d rather take my chances with him than let you live
out the rest of your life the way you were. Of course,
it was too late then and if it hadn’t been for Cyan, you’d be dead.
“Look, I know you’re still angry at me—you have
every right!—and in hindsight I really can’t understand what drove me to
this in the first place. I had really did have good
intentions—”
“The road to hell is paved in good intentions,”
a vaguely familiar voice said from the other side of Leia.
She jumped and looked at the dragon, realizing it was the diamond
that had confronted her on her first trip to K’ti’ma V. He
smiled easily at her and added, “Don’t worry, I don’t represent anything
that concerns you anymore today.”
Leia relaxed slightly and then looked at Cyan,
all the while marveling that the dragons could so easily forgive her. Cyan was watching her closely, but she could no longer
sense the out right hostility that had come from him before. Now it was a kind of wariness, or perhaps worry. Leia let her eyes drop to her brother and saw him gazing
at the ground, pondering. She touched his shoulder
and asked hesitantly, “Luke? Is that it? Does that make sense? It’s the only
way I can think to put it in words.”
He looked up and took a gusty breath. “It’s a lot to mull over. And I
honestly don’t think things will ever go back to the way they were, no matter
how much we might have tried. I can’t condone what
you did, but at least I can sort of understand it now.” He
shook his head, seemingly at a loss. “It’s a lot to
mull over.”
—————————————
Mara waited on the tarmac of the sky platform,
an expression of barely restrained fury keeping anyone from attempting to
even stand beside her. She started to tap her foot
impatiently and it was like the steady beat of a drum, sending a man to the
execution block.
“Next time he’s in a hospital, I’m strapping
him to the bed.”
Corran covered his mouth with his hand and made
a polite little cough to cover his grin. “I’m sure
he’s alright.”
“No, he isn’t,” Mara growled.
“He’s going to limp off that ship with a ruptured spleen, or missing
another hand, or a punctured lung, or a concussion—he really has had too
many of those to be good for him.”
Karrde, who was the only person there willing
to stand within striking distance of the angered wife, leaned towards her
and commented, “Last I checked, one wasn’t all that good for you.”
Mara turned blazing green eyes on her former
employer, whipping around to face him as she growled, “If you make one more
wisecrack, I’m going to put you back in a coma you’ll never come out of.”
“Hush, Mara,” Han said, eyes turned skyward. “Luke said he wasn’t hurt when he contacted us a couple
of hours ago—”
“Since when does he tell
us when he’s hurt?”
“—and since Cyan said he was fine, than Luke
must be all right,” Han finished, ignoring the interruption.
“Cyan wouldn’t lie about his padmiri being hurt unless there was a very good reason,”
Olive added helpfully. He was sitting on his haunches
with his arms tucked neatly against his chest, his upper body and neck stretched
as high as they would go (the entire process bringing him up to the extraordinary
height of Corran’s waist).
“An excellent point, Ollie.
Too bad Mara isn’t exactly in the mood to except logic at the moment,”
Corran commented. Mara turned her scathing expression
on him and was about to say something when Corran gestured upward with his
eyes, “Good thing they’re back.”
Everyone followed his gaze to watch the Millennium Falcon enter the lower atmosphere of Coruscant, looked
undamaged—at least, as undamaged as the Falcon ever looked. It
docked with the sky platform without any obvious problems and then settled
into its cool down process. As soon as the Falcon was firmly attached, the sky platform started
its ponderous journey to the med.-center docking bay. The
medics were prepared to charge up the ramp to see to the two confirmed injured
passengers, but a single look from Mara stopped them from running ahead of
her. Then the hatch lowered.
Luke walked down with his arm supporting Leia,
who seemed barely able to step with him. As Han watched
their progress, his heart lurched with immense relief. None
of her injuries looked to be life threatening, and better yet, Luke even
laughed at something she said when they caught sight of Mara storming towards
them. Mara reached them and took a deep breath to
start into her lecture that Luke, with an unconcerned smile, smothered with
a gentle kiss. When he was done, Mara stood on the
ramp saying nothing, just looking really flustered and then amazed when she
noticed what Han had seen before.
Once the medics had Leia, Luke pulled Mara up
the ramp without a word, and put his finger to her lips when she tried again
to speak. The rest followed and Han took a compulsory
look around to make sure his ship was all right, and then stopped when he
saw Cyan. The dragon was considerably more battered
than Leia. His bronze skin was ripped and seared,
the underdeveloped sapphire scales underneath peeking through with tantalizing
brilliance. His tail was now adorned with several
tooth marks, and his wings were shredded in places. The
tiny scales around his left eye were puffy and slightly discolored with a
couple of welts across his snout for good measure. And
last, but certainly not least, there was a bacta pack attached to his abdomen
where great claws had penetrated both layers of scales.
Han opened his mouth to ask what happened but
Cyan cut him off, “One word about your precious ship and I’ll limp over there
and beat you with my broken arm. And I have two elbows
now so I can really whip it around.”
“Actually, I was about to ask what ran you over,”
Han said, crossing his arms. Cyan growled and aimed
a half-hearted swatch at Han’s arm but Luke stopped him and threw a lopsided
grin at his brother-in-law over his shoulder.
“We had a bit of a . . . confrontation with
the Mother Dragon. But it had its purpose,” Luke said. “C’mon, you guys, we have to figure out a way to get Cyan
out of here and into a bacta tank.”
Mara looked at Cyan dubiously, “How did you
get him in here in the first place?”
“A kindly emerald dragon of considerable girth
was nice enough to stuff me in. Unfortunately, he
was a bit too big to bring back with us, so we’ll have to find another to
drag my hide out,” Cyan explained.
Karrde suggested facetiously, “I don’t suppose
anyone has a loud lifter with them?”
“Just a minute, I’ll pull one out of my ass,”
Corran said, looked at his posterior expectantly.
“Perhaps you should just let us use a large
stretcher?” a Mon Calamari paramedic cut in as she skillfully zigzaged her
way through the crowed of people and motioned for two of her coworkers to
come forward with the proffered stretcher.
Cyan shook his head firmly, even as he was assisted
onto the litter. “Absolutely out of the question;
makes way to much sense to do that. Besides, that makes
life easy, and we’re not allowed to do anything of the sort around here. When we try, we wind up in no end of trouble, trust me.”
“Then maybe we should just let you walk?” the
Mon Calamari asked tersely.
“No, I’m sure Fate will get back at me for the
free ride latter,” Cyan assured her. “Probably in
the form of an infected wound, or maybe one of the repulsor coils will fail
on the way there and I will have to walk anyway. Yes
that’s it. Don’t bother to hurry after me, Luke, you’ll
find me spiraling on the tarmac on your way there.”
“Alright, you go on then and I’ll catch up later,”
Luke said with a chuckle. The paramedic rolled her
bulbous eyes and started dragging the stretcher back to the med.-center.
“What happened,” Mara finally asked. “You look great, but they’re beaten to hell.”
Luke shrugged. “Fate
works in strange ways to us who cannot see the whole picture.” Luke slipped his arm around her waist and touched the
two lives growing within her, glorying in the fact that such an act no longer
cause him pain. Mara stepped away from him abruptly
and cupped his face in her hands.
“You’re healed!” she exclaimed. “You can use the Force again! How is that possible?”
Luke smiled and put his arm around her waist
again. “Why do you think I went?”
“You’re in a pretty good mood,” Karrde comment,
remembering how he had been just before the banquet. “Especially
considering you just spent several hours alone in a ship with Leia.”
Luke shrugged again, looking off in the direction
the medics had taken his sister, “It wasn’t so bad.”
————————————
“Show him, child, show him your trick.”
Grand Elder Quarrcta di Donna smiled pleasantly
at the human toddler and folded his hands on his lap. The
boy looked up at the Chiss man and then crossed his arms, looked down at
the floor plates and pursed his lips, stubbornly refusing to respond. Quarrcta frowned and then turned displeased eyes on the
Ketchi, a word that when translated into basic literally
meant “keeper of lost souls”. It was a title given
to a Cragon priest who dedicated his—or her—self to the care of an abandoned
child. Of course, this child hadn’t exactly been abandoned,
but that certainly was not the only thing special about the little boy by
a long shot.
Ketchi Gu ti Kaiji nudged the boy and
said more firmly, “Show him what you can do, Ben.” Ben
shook his head and settled his small body solidly in place, quite prepared
to wait for hours. Ketchi Gu hissed in annoyance, it looked
very bad for him to have his ward misbehave in such a way, especially in
front of the leader of his people and untainted descendent of Creeta di Donna. It was no more comforting to know that this was the usual
state of affairs that when they went head to head, the boy won more times
than Ketchi Gu would like to think about.
“Oh, just get Harsa,” Quarrcta snarled, knowing
this would only lead into a battle of wills with only one obvious winner. Ketchi Gu cuffed the boy’s ear and tersely
told him not to move from that spot. A useless order
given that the child looked ready to stay there for the rest of the day.
A short time latter Ketchi Gu returned with the disgraced
Commander framed by his grim faced guards.
Harsa’s face was gaunt, and his eyes were blood
shot and the skin around them was puffy, but he walked with his head held
high and a kind of purpose which told everyone there that though he was beaten,
he was far from defeated. He was stopped beside Ben
and looked at Quarrcta di Donna without respect, but also without disgust. It was almost a look of someone who was gazing upon an
underling whom he had never seen before.
“Harsa, the child is being disobedient again,”
Quarrcta said, eager as always to get down to business quickly so that Harsa
was out of his sight before his strange gaze could cause him too much discomfort.
“What would you like me to do, Sir?” Harsa said
with just enough respect so as to not sound bitter. Quarrcta
ground his teeth, no amount of punishment had been able to rid the man of
that tone. “Beat him with a dewbeck prod?”
Quarrcta curled his lip, struggling to keep
from having this man killed. If he did, they’d never
get the child to do anything. “Ketchi Gu wants him to show me his trick, but Ben
doesn’t want to listen to him. Perhaps he will listen
to you better?”
“What makes you say that, Sir? Ketchi Gu spends much more time with
him than I do,” Harsa said in the same indifferent voice.
Quarrcta narrowed his eyes, moments from losing
his temper and having Harsa and Ben killed, just to get his blood
pressure back down to healthy levels. “Than perhaps
you should spend more time with him. Of course, this
would mean spending less time with a certain someone else
. . .” Harsa’s face paled visibly but it was Ben who
reacted first.
“We’re ‘round Kellonia,” Ben said sourly, finally
looking up at Quarrcta, his expression surpassingly composed.
“An intelligent child, to be sure,” Quarrcta
said, pleased but at the same time worried about what this new skill portended. The boy had plucked their location from the minds of someone
on this bridge crew, and he could not have been told before since no one
else on the ship, Cragon’s Pride, knew where they were. “Now tell me, little one, where is the one we seek?”
Ben didn’t answer for a time, then he looked
up at Harsa, who was staring straight ahead, the only indication of his anxiety
was the constriction of his neck muscles. Then Ben
looked at the blue sphere of Kellonia seen in the wide view port for a moment
and his eyes lost all focus. Then he turned back,
took a deep breath of resignation and said, “Kel-Sol.”
Quarrcta turned his eyes to his research officer
questioningly. “Kel-Sol is a city on the Eastern continent. Fairly large, but we should be able to find him without
much trouble.”
“Splendid!” Quarrcta exclaimed, clasping his
long fingers together and beaming at the boy. “See
how easy that was? I’ll tell you what, why don’t you
spend the rest of the day with Harsa, while you’re both around since you
were such a good boy? You’d like that, I bet.”
Ben looked at him for a second, then almost
smile and wrapped his small hands around Harsa’s big one and nodded. When he did, Ketchi Gu came forward and murmured in
Quarrcta’s ear in the Cragon religious tongue, “Are you sure that is wise? The child was disobedient, he should be punished, not
rewarded.”
“That method has yet to work with him. Besides, he relented in the end, I choose to take that
as a good sign. And he obviously has become attached
to Harsa. If we give them more time together, than
maybe he’ll become more agreeable his training.” Ketchi Gu looked at him dubiously and then shrugged. Quarrcta’s decisions were final, and to disagree more
would be seen as a great insult and one did not last long in the Cragon upper
echelons by insulting the leader of their dynasty.
“I am forever your servant, you Excellency,”
Ketchi Gu uttered the formal sentence and lead Harsa
and Ben out. The boy turned back to look and Quarrcta
as he left, and the leader of the Cragon was sure he smiled in triumph.
T
h e R o a d t o H e l l
Chapter
IX
“Here.”
“What’s this?” Luke asked as Mara handed him
a data pad with a card already inserted. They stood
on top of the building that housed their apartment. Luke
held a cup of hot chocolate in one hand and used the free one to view the
document. Cyan was next to him, peeking over his padmiri’s shoulder with interest. The dragon was looking
quite bedraggled at the moment. No amount of time
spent in the bacta tank seemed able to heal the slash marks crisscrossing
his body. So the doctors, fearing that so much exposure
might damage the newly forming skin underneath, took a cauterizer to his
scales with the enthusiasm of a mad seamstress. Consequently,
Cyan now had the appearance of an evil rag doll.
“You never heard about this?” Mara asked. Luke shrugged, scanning the contents. “Not
surprising. A Mon Calamari ship designer caught wind
of our idea of a mobile Jedi Academy and set to designing a ship for just
such a purpose. Some exceedingly well off philanthropists
heard about it and started funding its construction. This
all started around the same time you and I were imprisoned on the Threnody. I guess in all the
excitement, no one bothered to tell you when you got back.
Anyway, they’ve just sent us a communiqué to inform us that the ship
is near completion and they want you to name her.”
Luke turned to her in amazement. “They finished construction on a ship of this size—” he
indicated the data pad that contained the specs for the ship, “—in so short
a time?”
“Love, it has been almost two years since then,”
Mara said with a bemused smile.
“Great horny nerfs, it couldn’t have been that
long,” Cyan exclaimed. “Could it?”
Mara laughed at the disconcerted expression
mirrored on both of their faces. “Check the dates
on the card. A great many things have happened between
then and now.”
“Great stars,” Luke murmured, his eyes suddenly
becoming troubled. Cyan turned to his padmiri in worry and rumbled questioningly.
“What is it?” Mara asked, catching on to Cyan’s
concern.
“It’s just . . .” Luke paused, struggling for
a moment. “Ben! How could we
leave him for so long? Who knows what’s been happening
to him? And—and how could I have been out of control
for so long? Sith spit!” He
set the data pad down on the ledge with a clatter and rubbed his eyes as
he turned away from the glittering cityscape as if the lights were suddenly
an affront to him.
Mara turned with him and caught his arm in her’s. “You had a lot of problems through those two years. You wanted to go after Ben even when we were still on
Tatooine, but you didn’t know how.”
Luke rounded on her, suddenly angry. “Well, I should have found a way! He’s
our son and we just left him out there to who knows what!”
“Remember what the Dream told us, Luke. Be mindful of your past, but not at the expense of the
moment. Here, now, we can go find Ben,” Cyan said,
laying a restraining paw on Luke’s arm that instantly had a calming effect
on him. “And it seems to me,” he added, picking up
the data pad, “that we now have a very snazzy new form of transportation
there.”
Luke looked from one companion to the other
and threw up his arms in disgust. “You two aren’t
going to allow me a moment’s guilt, are you?”
“No,” Mara said simply.
“Why should you?” Cyan demanded. “You were clinically insane. You
can’t even be tried for any of the things you’ve done.”
“That doesn’t exactly make me feel better,”
Luke muttered cynically.
Mara cupped his face in her hands and frowned. “Well, what do you want us to say? Yes,
you are a horrible person and all of the stuff that happened is your fault
and no one else’s, and you should be—be flogged and stoned until you’re nothing
but a lifeless hulk.”
“There,” Luke said with a smile and a peck on
her cheek, “that wasn’t so hard, now was it?”
“Oh, please. Such displays
of self-deprecation are both unbecoming and useless. Not
to mention terribly annoying. Here, drink,” Mara added,
tipping Luke’s mug to his lips. “Chocolate is the
solution to all the universe’s problems, as long as you’re drinking, nothing
can be bad. There, now let’s go down stairs, brainstorm
some names for that ship, then figure out who we want to drag along with
us to the great black pit among the stars.”
Luke glared at them both, resentfully aware
that he was being coddled and resentfully aware that he needed it.
“We’re not going to solve anything on a roof
top,” Cyan said with a gentle smile. “Besides, Mara’s
right. Chocolate is the solution to all the universe’s
problems, and there’s more in the cupboard.”
—————————————
Around evening the next day Mara and Cyan—who
graciously offered to give her a “lift” there—strode into the hanger that
housed Rouge Squadron’s compartment of X-Wings. Any
simulations or practicing currently being done by the Squadron seemed to
be finished by then so most of the pilots had left to attend to other business. All that remained were some tech personal, droids, and
a few pilots who were actually seeing to their own craft.
Mara was just looking around, trying to find
the telltale green of Corran’s X-Wing when a man sidled up to her. He was around her age and even though he sported craggy
wrinkles around his eyes and graying black hair he still managed the illusion
of everlasting youth (at least mentally).
“You know, I never thought I’d say this about
a woman, but you’ve got a really nice looking lightsaber,” he said with a
grin.
Mara sighed and glared at her husband’s old
friend and long time member of Rogue Squadron not to mention irrepressible
prankster. “For the last time, Janson, grow up.”
“Well, what’s the fun in that?” Wes Janson demanded,
looking flabbergasted that anyone would even suggest such a thing.
“Exactly,” Cyan agreed. “Childhood
is a time of happiness and bliss. Adulthood is just
plain gloomy and boring. Why would you willingly want
to grow up? Seriously, adulthood is highly overrated.”
Mara turned from one to the other and shook
her head ruefully. “I’m surrounded by adolescents. At least Cyan has the excuse of actually being
one.” Janson shrugged indifferently to the insult. “Is Corran here?”
“Yup,” Janson bobbed his head in affirmative. “Over on Landing Block L-D. I think
he’s trying to teach Ollie how to fix an X-Wing.”
“Oh, Mother of Dragons, this should be interesting,”
Cyan commented as they left the grinning pilot. They
reached the area Janson indicated and stopped to watch. Corran’s
X-Wing had green stripes running down the sides and garnishing the wings
as opposed to Rogue Squadron’s usual red color. Mara
had always thought this amusing, since Corran’s flight suit was green, his
best clothes were green, and his eyes were green. Now
it seemed there was a new addition, a small, stubby green
tail sticking up from the socket that usually housed Corran’s R2 unit (which,
not surprisingly at all, was also green).
Corran was squatting beside the young dragon,
patiently describing what he should be doing and why. Mara
smiled, seeing Olive’s tail wag in excitement and interest when he finally
understood what Corran was explaining.
“I think Ollie’s been adopted,” Mara murmured
to Cyan. He just rumbled and shrugged, looking unimpressed. Mara glanced at him sharply, wondering from where the
dragon’s cold attitude had arrived.
Corran was reaching for a tool when he saw them
approaching. “Hey, look who’s here, Ollie!” Olive withdrew his head from the R2 socket and let out
a frightened squawk and leapt into the cockpit. Corran
looked down at the baby dragon in perplexity. “Um
. . .”
“Typical emerald,” Cyan commented with a snort. “They are the most cowardly of the dragons,” he commented
as if that should have explained everything.
“That’s not a fair generalization, Cyan. I’ve seen him do plenty of brave things,” Mara said disapprovingly.
Cyan shrugged. “Only
because Fate forced him to.”
“He’s a child, Cyan, that’s no reason to insult
him,” Corran said as he leaned into his cockpit. “C’mon
out, Ollie, Cyan won’t hurt you. He might sound mean,
but it’s all just piss in the wind, I promise.” Olive
firmly shook his head and scurried under the seat as he could get.
“He displeases me. He
had better not be coming with us,” Cyan growled succinctly.
“With you where?” Corran asked.
Mara grinned. “Why, out
into the boonies of the universe, of course.”
“Huh?”
“We’re trying to get some people together for
a little trip into the Wilder Regions. Luke wants
to know I you’re in. Come on, Corran, you up for a
little adventure?” Cyan dared with his usual impish grin.
Corran shrugged. “Of
course, I’d love to help in any way. But I need to
get the leave.”
“Shouldn’t be too much of a problem. Wedge is in charge of that, isn’t he?” Mara asked.
Corran nodded. “Yes,
but I think we have a mission coming up. Raiders near
the Imperial Remnant boarder or something. We might
be going out, sort of a good will thing, trade back for the help they sent
to Tatooine.”
“Oh,” Mara said, crestfallen.
“That’s ok, Mara,” Cyan said cheerfully. “I’m sure you can seduce him into it.”
Mara glared at Cyan. “I
am not going to seduce Wedge into doing anything!”
“You say that like it’s a bad thing,” a voice
suddenly said from behind her, making her jump and spin around.
“Wedge!” Mara exclaimed, embracing him briefly. “Sorry, you came in at the wrong part of that conversation.”
“Obviously. Though, I’m
guessing the part I was supposed to come in at was the ‘Corran needs leave
and Wedge is the one who can give it to him’ part?” Wedge asked, smiling.
Mara put her fists on her hips and glared at
him. “How long have you been standing there?”
“Most of the conversation,” Cyan said.
“You knew?” she demanded. Cyan
shrugged. “Then why didn’t you tell me?” Cyan shrugged again. Mara glared
at for a second and then punched him in the shoulder hard enough to make
the thick-skinned dragon grunt.
“Pregnant women,” Cyan muttered with a long-suffering
sigh.
“What!” Mara exclaimed.
“I said—”
“I heard you—you glorified toad!” Mara growled
and lunged at him. Cyan, with the same mischievous
grin on his lips, hopped nimbly out of the way and hid behinds some crates. Mara chased him for a moment before she realized how silly
must she look and stopped. “Well fine then. You go on and run. And you can
just stay there for the rest of the day! Yeah.”
Wedge took a moment to compose his features,
knowing all to well how a woman reacts to having The Comment made to her. He was married, he had learned the hard way. “Anyway, I can’t give Corran leave with a mission coming
up this close unless someone of equal or higher rank needs him.”
“Oh,” Mara said, crestfallen again.
“Of course, that could be a lot of people,”
Wedge continued. “General Cracken, General Ges Liuy
. . .” he paused and looked at Mara meaningfully, “. . . even the head of
the Rep/Imp Intel Group . . .”
Mara frowned and then caught on. “Karrde! Oh, that makes sense. Stars, why didn’t I think of that? I
really have had to much on my mind. He’d want in on
this anyway. Thanks, Wedge.”
“No problem. Uh, I have
to go though. Someone told me they saw Wes sneaking
an ewok mask in here and I have this sinking feeling he’s going to jump out
from somewhere with in on just to shorten my life expectancy by another couple
of decades.” Wedge waved cheerfully and then departed.
Mara snorted, “Good luck!”
As soon as they brought their idea to Karrde,
he agreed to send the request out for Corran’s aid on the grounds that Corran
was the only military person going that had actually been there before. This was just to assure anyone who found out about their
little excursion that it wasn’t just a bunch of important people running
off into Unknown space for the stars only knew what. One
thing Luke would always lament about the end of the Rebellion was that it
was decidedly more difficult to commandeer personal for random missions.
Luke decided to send in a small exploratory
force to Kellonia before they took the main ship in, much like they had when
searching for the Threnody. In the
end the only people who were going were Luke, Mara, Cyan, Corran, Olive (once
Luke convinced Cyan to let him), Jaina, and, oddly enough, Deacon.
“There’s lot’s of reasons,” Luke told Mara after
he had informed her and everyone else of his decision to include him. “He’s smart, resourceful, adapts to new cultures well—which
will be a great asset where we’re going. We’re going
to need some non-Jedi on this. Actually, we’re just
plain going to need as much support as we can scrounge up.”
“But isn’t he still in custody for assaulting
the President of the New Republic?” Han asked meaningfully. Luke grinned at his expression, which seemed normal enough. Yet all the while he and most everyone else was wondering
what had happened between him and Leia. When pressed
about it they would both just shrug and say they were talking.
Cyan shook his head. “He’s
being released on account of they can’t prove that he knew he was firing
on Leia.”
“He has nothing to go back to,” Luke said, turning
imploring eyes on Mara when he caught her disapproving glance. “Everyone we grew up with is dead. I
saw him this morning and he said he didn’t even want to go back to Tatooine. I mean, what would he have to do? No
one wants to hire a former rebel. He’s my oldest remaining
friend, Love,” Luke added, giving his wife his best pleading look when he
saw her about to waver. “I can’t just abandon him.”
“Stop looking at me like that! If you think he should come, than fine,” Mara relented.
Corran grinned and shrugged.
“Could be worse. Could be Camie.”
“Bite your tongue,” Mara growled with a sidelong
glance at Luke.
“It’s alright, Mara,” Luke said, though his
smile had lost some of its enthusiasm. “I think she
would have found that funny.”
After arranging with Leia to put in a few words
in defense of Deacon at his final hearing, he was released without much complaint
and quite happily accepted Luke’s offer to join them. It
wasn’t long after he joined them, they were supplied and all set to head
out.
“I still say we should have taken the Falcon,” Han growled as they all piled into an old
Coiser class assault shuttle.
“Dad, the Falcon probably wouldn’t have even made
it all the way out to Kellonia, let alone the fact that it’s probably the
most recognizable ship in the galaxy,” Jaina said. After
Jacen and Anakin returned to Yavin IV to help Kam Sulusar and his wife, Tionne,
with some minor disturbance at the academy, Jaina was left on Coruscant with
nothing to do. So Mara, upon realizing that she was
going to be alone on a shuttle with a bunch of male pilots (or the next best
thing, a former swoopie), she quickly nabbed her the young Jedi as soon as
she found out Jaina was free. She’d been feeling a
little guilty for neglecting her apprentice anyway.
“Besides, Han, do you
really want to see what happens when I get crammed into close quarters with
a bunch of guys when I’m pregnant?” Mara had pointed when he tried to argue
against it.
“Great leaping fire monkeys,” Corran exclaimed. “That’s a scary thought, even without you being pregnant.”
“What a piece of junk!” a voice shouted from
outside the ship after they had finished loading everything.
Cyan gave Han a facetious grin. “I didn’t know the Falcon was in this hanger.”
“. . . she doesn’t look like much, but she’s
a solid little ship,” Luke was saying to Deacon as they made their way up
the boarding ramp.
Deacon nodded, but still looked a little dubious. “What was her name again?”
“Rancor’s Bane,” Corran supplied. He paused and wondered what the other man was thinking
when he turned surprised eyes on him. “Hey, Deacon.”
“Hello, Corran,” Deacon said after a moments
pondering, as if he was deciding whether or not to forgive him in that very
instant. “And Mara,” he added with a tentative smile.
Mara smiled warmly back and settled on a couch
in the small lounge. “They patched you up quite nicely,”
she said, gesturing to his abdomen.
“Huh?” Deacon asked, looking down at his stomach
as if the answer were written on it. “Oh, the blaster
wound. Yeah, I guess they did. You
alright?”
Mara flashed him one of her most feral grins. “Never better.”
Luke grinned and started to lead Deacon to the
sleeping quarters. “They treat ya pretty nice ‘round
here. It’s a little different than we’re used too. Slap us in a cell, throw in a few bacta packs and hope
ya live ‘till morning.”
“Ah, that was the life,” Cyan said, following
them out.
Corran watched them go and then shook his head
and said, “This is going to be weird.”
Mara sighed, “No kidding. But
Luke is right, we can’t just send him off with nowhere to go. He took me on like it was nothing and tried real hard
to take care of everyone when Luke would go off on a bender. Now what’s he got for it? It’s mostly
out fault that Camie and Fixer and Windy were killed.”
“Don’t start laying blame, Mara,” Jaina admonished
with mock severity. “A great and wise Jedi Master
once told me that laying blame is like trying to understand a Corellian,
you just can’t do it without a big headache, and no good will come of it
anyway.”
“ ‘Great and wise Jedi Master’? My, you’ve trained my daughter well,” Han said, rolling
his eyes.
“I think so.”
Just then Deacon, Luke and Cyan left the sleeping
quarters as Deacon was asking, “Not that I want to start something, but who’s
flying this bucket of bolts?”
“Uh . . . I would but I don’t know if Han could
stomach that one,” Luke said with a grin.
“Actually,” Mara interrupted, “I think that
Jaina should fly. It would be a good experience.”
Jaina frowned at her aunt. “I’ve
flown shuttles before.”
Mara shook her head. “You
haven’t proved yourself a true pilot until you can survive a trip with these
three backseat drivers in the cockpit with you,” Mara said, gesturing to
Luke, Corran, and Han. All three men managed to look
equally offended all at the same instant.
“That sad part is, she’s right,” Cyan said,
just barely missing stepping on Olive who was cowering in the middle of the
floor, scared out of his wits.
Jaina looked at the group of friends and family
dubiously. “It couldn’t possibly be that bad.”
Chapter X
“I’m never flying with you again, Dad,” Jaina
said tersely as they exited the shuttle. She turned
to her Master. “Aunt, you or one of those nut cases
can fly that bucket of bolts back.”
“And she didn’t believe us,” Luke said, grinning
at his wife.
Mara shrugged, “The child is young to the universe,
she’s soon realize all the pains of associating with combat trained pilots.”
“There’s more?” Jaina exclaimed, dismayed.
“Oh, darling,” Mara said, putting her arm around
her young apprentice, “what you’ve seen is just the tip of the ice burg. There’s really no better test of ones patience that I
know of. But think of it this way, if you ever want
to be in a fighter squadron, if you can put up with these nut jobs, you can
put up with any pilot under the sun.”
“So where do we stop first?” Han asked, ignoring
his daughter’s discomfort and Mara’s unflattering statement.
“I say we go to the bar we went into the last
time we were here,” Corran suggested, shouldering a pack to carry the short-winded
Olive. “Find Yeema and see what he can tell us.”
They returned to the bar and sat down, looking
for any sign of the long legged, blue skinned alien. They
squeezed into a booth near the back of the cantina where they could get a
clear view of everyone there, but it was harder to spot them. As they waited they all became aware of a tension in the
air. The patrons seemed jumpy and even more quick
to draw their blasters than they had been before. Everyone
would anxiously glance at the door as if expecting their doom to come strolling
in at any moment.
This did nothing to ease Corran’s fears, the
fright he received on their first visit returning to settle like led in the
pit of his stomach. He was seated on the end of the
booth and was just sipping the bitter brew the natives were so fond of in
an attempt to calm his nerves when he was roughly hauled out of his seat
and dragged to the conveniently close back door.
He could hear commotion behind him as he was
pulled into an ally behind the cantina. As soon as
his assailant’s grip on his shirt collar weakened, Corran twisted around
and brought his lightsaber out and ignited it all in one smooth motion. The assailant stopped and stared at the glowing blade;
at least Corran assumed that was what he was looking at.
A heavy green cloak, splattered with dirt and, in some places blood,
obscured the figure.
Even before Corran could take in these details,
the others had rushed out after them and were now surrounding the assailant. He turned his hooded head around to view the group, and
then nodded, as if this was exactly as he had expected. Then
he shrugged the hood back.
“Yeema!” Corran exclaimed, exasperated. “What is it with you and sneaking up on me?”
The blue skinned creature shook his head, wiggling
the multitude of tentacles protruding from his mouth. “This
one is not Yeema today.”
“You aren’t?” Han asked, peering closer. It certainly looked like Yeema.
“Yeema’s body it be, but a different soul speak
to you,” Yeema’s body said pithily.
Luke extinguished his blade and
regarded the alien seriously. “What is the name of
this soul? And why have you taken Yeema’s body? We have a need to speak to him about something very important
to us.”
“No, speak to Yeswa you need,” Yeema said, pointing
a slender finger at his chest. “Yeswa it was who tell
great story of Jedis.”
“Was it now? You wanna
explain how that works?” Corran asked, remembering how much the story had
disturbed him. “You’ve got quite the story telling
skills for someone with multiple personalities.”
“Corran!” Mara hissed.
But Yeswa waved the comment off and explained,
“Yeswa’s people, Wollies, never really die. Our children
carry the souls of all their ancestors, so nothing is lost. Yeswa is Yeema’s ancestor many, many times removed. Yeswa is old, very old, older than most things left, but
there be great need for Yeswa to tell Jedi the prophecy and so Yeswa lives.”
“Indeed,” Cyan said, “and I would wager that
Yeswa is around twenty five thousand years old.” Yeswa
nodded. Cyan turned to Corran and added, “That’s why
his story was so disturbing, it was a first person account.”
Corran turned to the alien and swallowed, even
the memory of the feelings that had come to him when the story was told made
him shiver. “What is this prophecy, Yeswa?”
“The Blue knows part, and the sightless one
has heard it, though he may not understand,” Yeswa said, gesturing to Corran. Luke and Cyan jerked at that reference and traded glances. “But you all must know, for you are all wrapped up in
it, even you.” He added, pointing a withered arm at Deacon. Suddenly Yeswa turned and looked up the ally towards the
street. “But not here. They
be looking for Yeswa. The di Donna remember Yeswa
well, the di Donna know the danger of Yeswa knowing and the di Donna remember
past transgressions for long time. We must go.”
“C’mon, we can go to our ship then,” Mara said. “ They’ll have trouble finding you there. Does Yeswa think Yeswa can find the way to the Ship Port
from here without being seen?”
“Yeswa knows Yeswa can.”
They made it to the Rancor’s Bane without being followed. As
soon as they entered, Yeswa immediately raided the pantry, and then settled
in on the couch in the lounge. Corran let Olive hop
out of the bag as soon as they were inside and the baby dragon hopped onto
the table and watched Yeswa curiously.
“You’re the betrayer, aren’t you,” Olive said
after a time. Yeswa nodded but did not stop devouring
the food he had pilfered. “Than that is why the di
Donna want to hurt you.”
Yeswa shook his head and finally stopped eating
long enough to answer, “Not just hurt Yeswa, little one, but kill Yeswa. End the line, so Yeswa will finally die. There are no other Yeemas to carry Yeswa’s soul.”
“You’re the betrayer! Well,
that explains a lot of things,” Cyan said.
“Not to me!” Deacon exclaimed. “What in the Void does this prophecy have to do with me? I’m not even a Jedi. I’ve already
gotten a hell of a lot more involved in this than I’d expected.”
Han shook his head. “Don’t
have to be. Just hang around with Jedi and big things
are bound happen to you whether you want them too or not.
Even if you tried to get out now, it’s too late, trust me,” Han added,
flashing a grin at Deacon to show that he did not regret being in the same
situation a single bit.
“And big things will happen,” Yeswa put in. “Yeswa knows.”
“Explain the prophecy to us, Yeswa, and what
we must do,” Luke said, deciding to get right down to the point.
“Yeah, and then tell us where Quarrcta di Donna’s
ship is so we can get our son back,” Mara added. “You
found out once, I’m sure you figured it out again. It’s
half the reason we came to find you. You see, our
s—”
Yeswa shook his head and interrupted her, “Yeswa
fears you will not see Ben for many cycles. But no
harm has come to him, fear not! To go after him now
will only be bringing great pain. The time for his
return is not so far off, Yeswa thinks, but great pain will come with that
as well.”
“Yeswa, we can’t just leave
him there,” Luke said, shaking his head.
Yeswa sighed and reached into his cloak, withdrawing
a data pad. “Yeswa knows, for the Son of Suns could
do nothing else. Here is access codes to shuttles
from Cragon’s Pride. It also has orbit schedule,
and future flight plan on it.”
“Thank you,” Mara said solemnly, taking the
data pad.
Yeswa settled his lanky frame more firmly into
the couch and prepared for a long haul, regrettably setting the food aside. “You will understand most of the prophecy as you come
to it. Not even Yeswa remember it all, only the Mother
Dragon knows. Go to the world of death, go to world
of Cragnal and you find whole prophecy. Yeswa can
only tell you this, Jaded Fire and the Son of Suns cannot separate! You must be united when the time of Desolation comes again,
or it will not be strong enough, and Cragon will win.”
“That’s it?” Mara asked, throwing a confidant
grin at her husband. “Then we don’t have to worry.”
Luke nodded and slipped an arm around Mara’s
slowly expanding abdomen. “If we can stick together
through what we’ve just gone through, than I’d have to say it’d be pretty
hard to get use to separate.”
“No, you don’t understand,” Yeswa started to
say when his eyes caught sight of the boarding ramp slowly lowering. Everyone fallowed his startled gaze and pulled their weapons
even as Han jumped for the manual override—but it was too late. They waited a moment, and no one came up. Then the sound of small footfalls clanking against the
floor panels echoed towards them…
“Ben!” Mara breathed before the toddler could
reach the top of the ramp. He stopped and looked at
her, his expression mournful. Then his eyes turned
to his father and for a moment they lit up in surprise, but then his expression
became even sadder. Luke took a step towards him but
a sudden warning in his son’s eyes stopped him short from scooping him up.
“I wouldn’t move, if I were you,” a voice comanded
from behind Ben. A gun was suddenly pressed against
the back of the boy’s head, followed by a blue hand attached to a Chiss soldier. He gave Yeswa a crocked little smile and added, “Well,
Yeema, it’s been quite the chase you’ve put us through, but now your little
game of hide-and-seek is over. Now, if you would be
so kind as to come with us, my little friend here won’t get in an ‘accident’.”
“Yeah, right. I think
you’re a little outnumbered, buddy,” Han said, flicking the safety catch
off his blaster.
Suddenly Yeswa laughed, and it was the same
high-pitched cackle Corran remembered hearing upon first being introduced
to Yeema. “You be kind to stick up for an old Wollie,
good traders, but Yeema thinks it best if Yeema be going with them,” Yeswa—or
Yeema, whoever it was now—stepped forward and put his hand on Luke’s arm,
subtly hiding his lightsaber. Luke caught on and quickly
motioned with his eyes for Mara and Corran to hide theirs while Yeswa occupied
the Cragon. They didn’t seem to have realized who
it was they were dealing with just yet.
Yeswa, the Cragon soldier, and Ben walked slowly
down the ramp, Ben looking over his shoulder with his heart in his eyes. I’m ok, Da. The words
came to Luke as clearly as if Ben had spoken them aloud.
It was all the father could do to keep from jumping in response. So much skill and he was what, one, one and a half? This was well beyond anything he could have hoped his
son would accomplish at that age.
I’ll come after you, Luke told him, imbuing the words
with as much love and determination as he could muster. Ben
was almost out of sight but Luke just managed to see him smile.
Mara heard their footsteps change in tone from
metal to dirt and suddenly she couldn’t stand it anymore.
Uttering an almost animalistic groan, Mara darted down the ramp. She was half way down when Luke and Jaina caught her,
the former holding her close and murmuring reassurances in her ear that did
no good.
Luke’s words were cut off when Yeswa suddenly
jumped into the air on his spindly legs and kicked the Cragon soldier in
the head, soundly knocking him out. Then the alien
scooped Ben up into his arms and started to make his way back up the ramp
again, motioning for Luke and Mara and Jaina to reenter the ship. But Yeswa didn’t even make it to the ramp before a shot
rang out in the crisp air and sliced through his leg. He
let out a squawk and fell forward, rolling just in time to keep from crushing
Ben. Luke and Mara and Jaina were down in an instant,
lightsabers’ flashing into existence, covering Yeswa’s prostrate body. Deacon and Cyan hauled Yeswa to his feet while Han picked
up Ben, and Corran jumped down to help them cover their retreat back into
the ship.
They were almost completely surrounded by Cragon
soldiers, each armed and ready, some with Force Inhibitors. Han was almost up the ramp when a shot got through the
Jedi’s defenses and almost took off his foot. Han
jumped and rolled to the side, promptly falling off the ramp.
“Han!” Luke exclaimed, running towards his brother. Corran moved after him, trying to cover up for the gap
suddenly left in their defense. He had his head turned
to watch Luke for just a split second when suddenly something thudded into
his neck. He reached his hand back to see what it
was when Mara suddenly started swearing. Corran’s
eyes suddenly rolled back in his head as he gasped for air and suddenly he
collapsed. But Mara couldn’t spare any more attention
on her fallen comrade; the Cragons’ blasters were becoming much harder to
deflect as one, by one, there became less of them to deflect them.
Jaina moved to cover Corran, sweat trickling
down her brow as it became harder and harder to concentrate. She’d never been in a prolonged firefight like this before,
and it was a test of all her abilities every second. Thinking
that Uncle Luke’s comments that their training at the academy would be seem
like nothing compared to the real thing were suddenly
making sense, she caught a presence behind her that hadn’t been there before. Risking a glance back she saw Ben crouch by Corran, petting
the Jedi’s forehead as he shook in reaction to the Force Inhibitor. She looked back further and saw her uncle helping her
father to stand. Han took a step and then his ankle
rolled at an awkward angle and he would have fallen again if it weren’t for
Luke. Jaina gritted her teeth against her first impulse
to go help him, she could do more good by staying right were she was. She also realized that Ben was safer behind her than he
was in the relatively open section Luke and Han were in.
“That’s it, Ben,” she said, “stay with Corran.”
Mara heard her and glanced back, quickly taking
in the same situation her niece just had and nodding to herself in agreement. Suddenly Cyan and Olive jumped out of the Rancor’s Bane and immediately launched themselves into the
crowd of Cragons with seemingly suicidal abandon. But
the blaster bolts that hit the two dragons either ricocheted or were absorbed
by the strong scales. They sliced, clawed and bit
through flesh and bone and spit acid on the soldiers with lethal efficiency. Soon the Cragon were scattered about in a desperate attempt
to evade the dragons, their carefully formed line of fire destroyed.
Three soldiers unexpectedly jumped towards Jaina. Cyan leapt after them, catching one in his bloodstained
talons and knocking the other two down with his great bulk. They landed beside Jaina, and upon seeing their proximity
to the enemy they both instinctively fired. Jaina
managed to catch one bolt but the other hit her in the side and neatly spun
her around before she fell to the ground. Seeing the
unprotected child and Jedi behind her, they both grabbed one before Cyan
could dispatch the other soldier or anyone else could come to their aid.
“STOP!” the soldier holding Ben shouted. All the fighting ceased as everyone caught sight of them
and realized what had happened. Mara crouched by Jaina,
helping stem the flow of blood from the wound in her side.
Cyan hissed and took a menacing step towards one of the soldiers,
but the Cragon responded by tightening his finger on the trigger. Cyan stopped, lashing his tail back and forth in frustration.
A man with rank cylinders indicating that he
was a commander stumbled over to the two soldiers. He
pat them one at a time with his left hand, since his right arm was now nothing
more than a bloodied stump below the elbow. “Very
good, men. Now I say we bring this little skirmish
back under our control.” He turned to Luke. “Master Skywalker, isn’t it? I
suggest you give us Yeema and call off these—these creatures—” he gestured disparagingly to Cyan and Olive,
“—before I let my men give these two a few new holes in their heads. We’d like ‘em alive, but we’d like ourselves alive a fair
bit more.”
Luke stared long at the commander, the muscles
in his jaw constricting in defeat. He could try and
pull the blasters from the Cragon soldiers’ hands, but he doubted he could
do it before they got at least one shot off. Everyone
was looking at him, and he could see the eagerness of the two soldiers to
avenge the losses received in the battle today. He
looked at Mara, but she refused to look at him, instead she concentrated
on Jaina’s wound. She knew what his choice would be,
what it would have to be. Luke saw the tears well
up, not of sadness as other’s might have guessed, not from her, but of frustration
and fury as she would never have before guest she had in her. Luke turned back to the commander.
“Deal,” he said softly.
Han still had his arm around Luke to support
his injured leg, but now he hugged his brother tightly, knowing he needed
a far different kind of support right now. Deacon
helped Yeswa down the ramp and over to the commander until another Cragon
took the alien roughly away from him. The picked Corran’s
unresponsive body up and dragged Ben behind, fully confident that there would
be no strike against them now.
As the Cragon picked up their casualties, Luke
kept his arm around Han for mutual support, and gripped the edge of the ramp
as hard as he could with his other hand until his knuckles were white. He stared at their backs long after they had disappeared
from sight.
Corran felt the thing hit his neck, and as soon
as he heard Mara’s oath, he knew it was an Inhibitor. Soon
all thoughts of concentrating on anything else except for the sudden searing
pain that started from the base of his neck and lanced upwards into his skull
were pushed from his mind.
The next thing he knew he was lying at the bottom
of the ramp and could not move a muscle in his body. The
metal was cool against his skin but all his other senses seemed somehow dimmed. His sight was blurry and all the sounds around him were
muffled. He could hear something akin to listening
to a firefight through a thick duroplast wall. It
was then that he felt a small hand against his face, and then they moved
down his neck and tried to pry the Inhibitor lose.
“That’s it, Ben, stay with Corran,” he thought
he heard someone say, just barely. And then all he
could hear was screams and roaring for several long moments, and suddenly
someone grabbed him by his armpits hauled him up, followed by something round
being pressed against his temple, probably the barrel of a blaster. He heard people speaking around him and afterward there
was complete silence. Then he was picked up by his
feet too, and carried away.
He knew he must have traveled some distance
by the time he was set down—or rather dropped—on a metal floor. His head hit hard and he cried out involuntarily. He tried to move his hand to feel the extent of the injury
but all he could do was make his fingers twitch. His
senses were just beginning to come back online when something was pressed
against his neck and suddenly everything went black.
The next thing he knew he was awakened by a
blinding light. He blinked rapidly to no immediate
effect. Gradually he became aware of all the other
things around him. He was lying on a comfortable bed
and the normal sounds of an operating room could be heard in the background,
now suddenly made ominous by their portent. His head
throbbed periodically, and he had a funny taste in the back of his mouth
that he generally associated with being under a sedative for long periods
of time. He forced his eyes to stay open and tried
desperately to figure out just where he was and what was about to happen
to him.
Then his eyes slowly began to adjust to the
light and he saw the blue visage of a Chiss doctor smiling above him. He picked up an instrument that would inject more sedative
into Corran and pressed it against the Jedi’s neck. The
doctor paused for a moment, considering something, and then decided to say
something before he put Corran under again.
“Welcome, Jedi, to hell. Through
you, my people will rule the galaxy as we were meant too,” the doctor said. His smile broadened. “Congratulations.”
And then he injected the sedative and all Corran
knew was fear and darkness.
Chapter XI
Then he awoke to darkness, darkness unending.
In fact, try as he might, he could not find
a single source of light. Which could mean one of
two things; he was blind, or he was in a room devoid of windows or any source
of light. He suspected the latter, knowing it was
a very good scare tactic to use on prisoners and he had been subjected to
it once before. He reached his hand up, just to make
sure there was nothing just covering his eyes, when he realized he
was naked except for a flimsy blanket someone had thought to put on him. He also realized he was very cold, so he pulled the blanket
tighter around him. He was on a narrow mattress; to
one side of him a cool metal wall, on the other there was nothing but air
to meet his outstretched hand. He stretched out with
the Force to see if there was anyone nearby and felt nothing.
At that moment a stab of fear, colder than the
air around him, coursed through his body. He couldn’t feel anything, and it wasn’t just other
presences in the Force, but the Force itself was blind to him. He felt the back of his neck and felt his panic increase—there
was no Force Inhibitor attached. He pressed against
the skin, thinking they must have implanted it to make sure he couldn’t disable
it on his own, but he felt nothing unusual. He sat
up in alarm, or at least tried to, he immediately smacked his head on something
cold and hard above him. Lying back down, he forced
deep breaths into and out of his lungs until he was calm one more. It wouldn’t do him any good to panic, they were doing
this somehow, and they’d just managed come up with something new. It was then that he heard the creaking above him, and
he realized there was another bunk up there, and it was occupied.
The creaking stopped, followed almost immediately
by a pat pat as tiny feet hit the floor beside him, causing
him to jump. He stayed raised half an inch off the
bed, tensed and trying desperately to part the darkness and see who it was.
“Lie down,” a soft, childlike voice whispered. “You ok. Scary, I know, but you
ok.”
“Who are you?” Corran asked, lying back, but
keeping his body tensed, ready to spring at a moment.
There was a pause. Then,
in a puzzled, almost wounded tone, “You know me. Meet
me before.”
“I can’t see you,” Corran said, wondering if
whoever was talking to him had night vision or something.
“Is there any way to turn on the lights?”
“Lights are on. Always
on. Never turn them off even if you ask,” the voice
said, sounding worried. Corran felt a small hand touch
the back of his neck and now the voice sounded really worried. “Uh, oh.”
“‘Uh, oh’ what?” Corran asked, becoming even
more apprehensive than the voice.
There was another small pause, then, “You Jedi,
right?”
“Yes,” Corran answered cautiously.
There was silence yet again followed by a sad
sigh, “No more, no more.”
“What are you talking about?” Corran demanded,
a quiver entering, unbidden to his voice. He reached
out his hand and wrapped his fingers around a small arm, suddenly feeling
a need for physical contact with someone, anyone. “Who
are you? How do you know all this?”
“I’m Ben. An’ I know
‘cause they tell me. They tell me to upset me, ‘cause
they learned it from me.”
“Ben? Great stars!” He let his hand slide up until he was cupping the small
face, round with the infant fat. Corran shook his head, unable believe at
first that this child could indeed be Ben. The
boy sounded as if he were at least two or three years old, not one! But Corran could hear in the boy’s voice and manner, and
feel in his heart that it could be no one else but Ben. All
of a sudden Corran remember the second thing Ben had said and frowned. “What do you mean, learned it from you?
Learned what from you?”
“Learned ‘bout the Force, learned where it come
from, how we use it. Learned how to take it away,”
Ben added the last in a very quiet voice, and even though Corran couldn’t
sense his emotions through the Force, he could hear the deep sense of guilt
in the boy’s tone.
Corran stroked back Ben’s hair, feeling the
child trembling beneath his touch. “You know, Ben,”
Corran said, keeping his own rising despair from his voice even as he pieced
what had happened to him together in his mind, “I think they’re just lying
to you to upset you. The Cragon—” Corran paused, expecting
a shutter of revulsion to go through him, swallowing noisily when it didn’t,
“—they learned how to take the Force away a very long time ago, they just
had that knowledge taken from them by the Jedi. They
probably had it just about figured out before you were even born, or maybe
even before then. You shouldn’t blame yourself for
this, Ben, that’s what they want you to do.”
“I know,” Ben said very quietly. Corran felt his hand move down as Ben sat beside the cot. “But that doesn’t mean that they’re not telling the twuth.”
Corran settled back into the mattress and gave
Ben what he hopped was a reassuring smile. One year old and already taking the woes of the galaxy upon
his little shoulders—how like his father he is already! “Ben, don’t
blame yourself, I don’t so you shouldn’t. You’ve done
better than we could have hoped.”
Corran sighed when Ben gave no response and
closed his eyes—a useless gesture, it suddenly occurred to him. He couldn’t even understand why they would have done that
too him for any other reason besides stupidity or spitefulness. He quickly pushed that thought from his mind, bitterness
would get him nowhere and Ben would probably pick up on it and it would increase
his feelings of guilt.
So the Cragon had figured out how to “steal
the Force” once more. And taking into account what
the surgeon had said to him before he was put under again, Corran was their
guinea pig. At that time a phrase he had heard, oh,
it must be more than a year ago, entered Corran’s mind, lost among the other
great revelations of that day.
“. . .when the Force is taken away, they cannot live with the grief
and they pass on to the Beyond . . .” Corran swallowed again,
wondering what Yeema, or rather, Yeswa, had meant by those words. Was it physically impossible for a Jedi to live after
the Force was taken away from them in this way? Or
did they just enter a depression and kill themselves. Perhaps
it was both . . .
“No! NO!” Ben suddenly shouted. Corran could hear him jump to his feet and a small fist
landed on his arm, jolting him from his contemplation. “You
do none! You stay here! No
leave me alone!”
Corran reached out again and gave Ben’s arm
a little shake, disturbed by the terrified tone in Ben’s voice. “It’s ok, Ben! I’m not going anywhere! I can’t!”
“Yes you could. I heard. I heard you think! You could go
that way,” Ben’s voice sounded miserable and helpless, as if he had grown
use to having people taken away from him. The thing
that surprised Corran the most was that Ben had understood his thoughts so
easily. Neither of his parents had a talent for mind
reading, at least, as far as Jedi went. This must
be something Ben had learned on his own; a way to defend himself against
those he was still too weak to fight against on other levels.
“I won’t leave you alone, I was just remembering
something someone had told me, but I don’t feel like they said I would,”
Corran said reassuringly. He paused, and then asked,
“Who left you alone, Ben?’
Ben seemed to take a long time in answering,
but when he did, his voice was soft with remembered pain.
“First, I was with Da. I . . . I don’t ‘member
much. Just being warm an’ happy. Then
they took him away an’ I was alone. Then I stayed
with Wisp. She’s my bestest friend in the whole universe. Then they started takin’ me ‘way from her little bit,
then more and more. Now I don’t see her at all. Now the only one I see is Mr. Harsa. An’
that’s only when I help them. Rest of
time, I’m with Ketchi Gu. I don’t like him. He’s mean and makes me do stuff to help them. Like find the guy you were talkin’ too on your ship. Rather be alone than do that.”
“So why did they put you with me?” Corran asked,
appalled at the conditions this poor child was being raised in. “Do you even know?”
He thought he felt Ben nod.
“Wanted to see how I get along with other Jedi. Put
me with you before they took the Force from you, but you were still asleep,
sort of. Probably don’t remember.”
Corran smiled. “No, I
don’t, they had me on some mighty good drugs. But,
I am well aware of what is going on now, and I have no intention of leaving
you. And I can be almost as stubborn as your mother
when I want to be so don’t you worry about a thing.” Corran
settled back, feeling Ben relax beneath his hand. He
closed his eyes and started to doze when Ben gave him a tentative shake.
“Can I ask you somthin’?”
“Sure thing,” Corran responded, snapping back
to wakefulness. “What is it?”
“What is my mum like?” Ben asked very tentatively. “I…I never got to meet her ‘cept at the fight.”
Corran smiled, “She is without a doubt one of
the most amazing people I will ever know. She’s a
very strong person, and very powerful in the Force, but she doesn’t let that
make her arrogant, in fact, she’s quite good at taking arrogant people down
a peg or two or ten. She’s an excellent fighter and
very loyal to those she loves and trusts. And as I
said, quite stubborn. Or maybe determined is a better
word. When your mother decides to do something, you’d
better get out of her way, ‘cause she’s going to do it. Though
she’s smart enough to know when to stop. She ain’t
the blast ‘em up, type either; you won’t catch her going into any situation
without some sort of plan. She’s too smart for that. The funny thing is, under all that hard-headedness she’s
very compassionate and—according to your father, since she’d never let the
rest of us see this in her—vulnerable.” Corran shook
his head in long-standing wonder. “Like I said, she’s
amazing. Small wonder your father loves her so much.”
“That’s my mum?” Ben asked, incredulous and
Corran could just imagine the wide-eyed astonishment.
“Uh huh,” Corran said, his smile broadening
at Ben’s reaction. “Even without seeing you I can
sense some of her in you. And I bet you’ll be seeing
her again soon. She and your dad won’t let us stay
here for long. They’re quite good at getting people
out of messes like this, they’ve been in them themselves enough to know.”
“Really? Oh, I hope .
. .” Ben’s voice trailed off and suddenly he grasped Corran’s hand and leaned
against the cot, not wanting to leave this person who was the closest he
had come to his family in a very long time. “I hope
you’re right.”
Chapter XII
“What did you want to talk to me about?” Mara
asked as Luke sealed the hatch to their sleeping quarters on the Rancor’s Bane. Luke had the expression
of someone about to go into a battle he really did not want to fight, but
had no choice.
“You know this is going to be dangerous,” Luke
said evenly, though he rubbed his hands together and creased his brow, a
sign Mara had come to recognize as extreme nervousness on his part.
Mara snorted, thought his behavior was beginning
to worry her. “No kidding. I’m
still not sure if we’ll even be able to make it onto Cragon’s Pride.”
Luke shook his head. “That’s
not what I wanted to talk about. I want to talk about
your coming with us, or rather, your not coming with us.”
“What do you mean?” Mara asked, a crease appearing
between her brows. “Not coming with you? Of course I’m coming.”
“I don’t want you to.”
“Oh, you don’t, do you,” Mara said, raising
an eyebrow in amusement. “Luke Skywalker, you have
known me long enough to know that I’m not just some house wife who will go
and stay where you please—”
Luke shook his head again and gave her a small
smile. “And you know me well enough to know that I
wouldn’t be stupid enough to think I could get away with that sort of argument.” He took her hands in his and continued on, serious once
more. “The Cragon have proved that they are quite
apt at taking us prisoner. You know there’s every
possibility that if we go, we’ll be taken as well. You
stick a Force Inhibitor on us and we’re next to useless in a fight.” Mara opened her mouth to interrupt him but Luke pressed
on, not allowing her to speak. “What if you’re captured? We know some terrible things will happen to anyone who’s
taken, but what about them?” Luke took her hands,
still held fast in his, and pressed them against her rounded belly. “We can’t lose anymore of our kids to these guys, I won’t
let that happen.”
“You’re right, terrible things will
happen to whoever’s taken, and if you think I can sit idly by while our son’s
in danger and you’re in there—” Mara began, trying to get her hand lose to
shake a finger at him.
“Mara, listen to me,” Luke said, holding her
hands tightly. “It’s fine for us to go off and risk
our lives because if we get hurt it’s generally just us who suffer. But you can’t think like that anymore!
You get hurt, so do they, and I don’t care what you say, I can’t let
them, in good conscience, come to harm! And you know
you can’t either, so there’s only one choice.”
Mara didn’t answer right away, she just glared
at him, furious that he would do this. “How dare you
use our children against me!” she hissed.
“I’m not using them against you, Mara,” Luke
said, his grip on her hand tightening slightly. “I
just want to protect them. You know that if the situation
were reversed you’d probably be doing the same to me.”
“You do realize that the moment you let go of
my hands, I’m going to hit you.”
Luke smiled. “I know,
that’s why I’m holding them.”
The rest of the group was sitting around the
lounge, going over every detail of the plan while they waited for Luke and
Mara to finish. Suddenly they heard a large crack
from their sleeping quarters and Luke cried out. Cyan
jumped and grunted with the impact he could sense through his bound with
his padmiri. To everyone’s further
puzzlement, Cyan grinned and turned his great, wedge shaped head to the door
as Luke exited, closing it behind him before Mara could exit. He was rubbing his jaw and gave Cyan a sheepish grin and
a shrug.
“At least she didn’t break anything,” Cyan commented.
“Hmmm,” Luke said. “Yeah, I think I got off
that one a lot easier than I figured I would.”
“Got off what?” Jaina asked.
Luke shook his head. “Ah,
never mind. Deak, seeing as you and Olive are staying
here, you should know, Mara isn’t coming. Um, remember
our technique for dealing with her when she’s hung over?”
“Don’t speak unless spoken to and god help ya
if you give her any lip?”
“Yeah, I suggest you do that until I’m back,”
Luke said.
Han was sitting on a small couch with a grin
on his face. “Mara’s not coming? Hmmm,
I wonder whose idea that was?”
Deacon chuckled. “I don’t
know, but look, is that not a bruise on Luke’s face? Isn’t
that the kind of injury people get after being introduced to Mara’s right
hook?”
“You know what? I believe
you’re correct,” Han said, sitting up, resting his elbows on his knees and
his chin on his hands, regarding his brother with mock curiosity. “That is so interesting. I wonder
if Luke knows anything about that?”
“Oh, shut up.”
It was easy enough to get to the space station
orbiting Kellonia. There were several restaurants
and less reputable establishments on board that were popular with the denizens
of the backwater world, so there was always discrete passage up. The space station, called Starry
Wanderer, was also
a place where ships that were never meant to land could dock and allow the
crew to “unwind”. Cragon’s
Pride made a stop once
an orbit, and dumped most of her crew onboard the station.
The men of the Cragon navy quickly learned to take what pleasure they
could wherever they stopped, for most missions were long, and acts of carnal
pleasure were generally not allowed in the Cragon ships, considering they
were on a religious crusade to retake the galaxy. Besides,
few, if any, women made it into the Cragon military, so even if they were
allowed, the soldiers would be hard pressed to find any worldly pleasures
onboard. On top of that, given the veritable tidal
wave of men that flowed off Cragon’s Pride as soon as they docked, security
was fairly lax. To most peoples thinking, who would
be foolish enough to try and get on a Cragon battle cruiser, with
all the rumors of horrors within?
“It’s right what they say, though,” Han commented. “We’re probably the only people stupid enough to want
to get on that thing.”
“You know, it’s been my observation that the
terms stupid and heroic are generally synonymous with one another. The only difference is, if you fail, you’re stupid, if
you succeed you’re heroic,” Cyan commented.
Jaina swallowed as she took in the ships formidable
defenses, “I have a feeling this is going to be seen as just plain stupid.”
“Tut tut, Jaina, if you go in with thoughts
of failure, then that is what you will do. Pretend
it’s already heroic and things will work out if they’re meant to,” Luke admonished
gently. “Alright, Han, see if you can get directions
to wherever they’re keeping Corran, Ben and Yeswa.”
The sat crouched behind some containers, in
the cargo hold of Cragon’s Pride. They had
positioned themselves so that there was always something between them and
the more frequently traveled areas of the cargo hold, and then subtly disabled
the security holocams covering their position. They
had access to a port leading into the air vents where they had come in, and
could quickly leave for any other part of the ship. They
were right next to a relatively unused access terminal.
Han pulled out the data pad Yeswa had given
them and started fiddling with the keys. “I wish we’d
thought to bring Artoo with us. He’d do this better
than I ever could.”
“I don’t think he’s even compatible with the
Cragon circuitry,” Jaina commented. “I can’t even
find an access port.”
“She’s right,” Cyan said. “Where
would the Cragon get astromech units anyway?”
“Shhh!” Luke suddenly hushed them. “Soldiers coming this way,” he mouthed.
Han unplugged from the terminal and switched
off the monitor so anyone passing by would think it was off. He joined everyone as they slid into a niche close to
the back wall where no one would be likely to look for them. The soldier stopped by the terminal and started inspecting
some crates. Luke tensed. If
the soldiers accessed the terminal they would see all the work Han had been
doing and sound the alarm. They couldn’t let them
do that. Then after a brief argument, the soldiers
lifted a crate and carried it back in the direction they had come. Breathing a sigh of relief, everyone crept out of their
hiding place and Han went back to work.
“Uh oh,” Han said after a time, his face falling. “Oh, no.”
“What?” Luke asked, creeping up beside him to
view the screen. “Oh . . .”
“Well, what is it?” Jaina demanded.
Luke shook his head. “Yeswa’s
been executed.”
“That was quick,” Cyan said, subdued.
Han snorted. “It says
in his file that there’s been a warrant for his arrest for twenty five thousand,
six hundred and eighty two years. He was already convicted
of high treason, and sentenced to death, but he escaped.
And given the unique characteristic of his species to retain the thoughts
and memories of all their ancestors, the warrant could never expire until
his entire line was exterminated.”
“Great stars!” Jaina exclaimed softly. “The Cragon hold onto a grudge like a Kyrate Dragon on
his first meal after coming out of hibernation.”
“Yes, I’ve felt their lust for revenge,” Luke
muttered. “Let’s just hope they haven’t been taking
it out on Corran and Ben. What does it say about them?”
“I don’t know, there’s a lot of security around
their files,” Han said, tapping away. Then he stopped
and frowned at the screen. “Huh?”
Jaina, upon seeing the perplexed and worried
expression on her father’s face, leaned closer and read the contents on the
screen out loud. “Corran Horn, classification Jedi
Knight, captured two days ago on Kellonia. The surgery
was a success, though the subject did suffer some permanent damage to his
optical nerves in the process. The tissue was removed
and is now safely stored, waiting to be implanted in the chosen host. The subject is under close observation in room 276-b23,
section Norosa. The other subject, Benjamin Skywalker,
is placed with him to study their interaction. So
far, the subject has comforted Skywalker and described his family to him,
along with professing his loyalty and protection for the child, even given
his relatively helpless state. This was the expected
reaction as it was seen in Skywalker’s parents. We
will continue to keep them under close observation, and any remarkable behavior
will be noted in this log. Doctor Fremi, logging out.” Jaina turned to those around her. “What
does this mean?”
“A lot of things, Kid,” Han said, patting his
daughter on the back as he traded glances with Luke and Cyan. “An’ none of them good.”
“Well, siting here worrying about it won’t do
any good. Han, see if you
can figure out how to get from here to there through the air ducts. Then I’ll go first. If we get fired
on from the front, I’ll be able to shield the rest of you, and that thing’s
to narrow for me to turn around in, so putting me in the back’s useless,”
Cyan said, pulling the grate off the wall.
Han figured out their rout and then climbed
in the duct after Cyan, followed by Jaina, and then Luke came last. Though it was hard going in the narrow passageways, the
trip was fairly easy at first, except when they would pass over grating. If any soldier were to look up, they would be as obvious
as the sun and just as easy to aim at. They also made
an abominable amount of noise when they crossed the grates; Cyan’s claws clicked,
Jaina’s boots clunked, Luke’s lightsaber clanked, and Han’s blaster rattled. Their progress across them was slow and tense, each waiting
for that one officer to look up, just for a second . . . But it never happened,
and so they went on, their success only increasing their feelings of uneasiness.
“This is going too well,” Han whispered after
they had crossed their eleventh grate. “We’re gonna
get caught, big time.”
“We won’t get caught. The
Force is with us,” Jaina said optimistically.
Luke smiled ruefully. “If
only things were that simple in the real world. We’re
the good guys so we win by default.”
“But the thing is, no one thinks they’re the
bad guys,” Cyan said from up front, squeezing his great girth along. “As far as the Cragon are concerned, the Universe is theirs
by birthright and we just took away their property.”
“Much as I hate to interrupt this philosophical
discussion, we have to make a right here and then there’s another grate to
cross, so we should start keeping it down,” Han said.
They made it over the grate without incident,
and were just about to turn a corner. Cyan started
to go first, but suddenly backed up so quickly Luke was pushed back onto
the grate.
“What the hell are you doing?” Han mouthed.
“There’s a holo cam covering that section,”
Cyan mouthed back. “We’ll be seen for sure.”
Han and Jaina’s eyes widened in surprise while
Luke looked apprehensively down at those passing underneath him. Hurry up and get me off this
thing, we’re going to get caught anyway, he told his dragon.
Cyan shrugged at his padmiri helplessly. What do you want me to do?
“Wait,” Han mouthed, fumbling with a panel on
the wall beside him. “I might be able to turn it off
here.” Luke took his eyes of the stream of traffic
below him for a moment to watch his brother, and suddenly wished he hadn’t.
“Hey!”
Luke looked down again and saw a soldier looking
up at him with an amazed expression on his face.
“Um, we’re doing maintenance,” Luke said futilely.
The soldier snorted, pulling his blaster as
many around him followed suit, “Yeah, right, human. And
I’m the Queen of Hapes. Call security!”
“Sith spawn!” Luke cried, shoving Jaina forward
to get out of the flurry of blaster bolts that were abruptly sent his way. Jaina stumbled forward and ran into Han, who in turn ran
into Cyan. The dragon tried to keep them from entering
into the line of sight of the holo cam, until it occurred to him that that
was the least of their worries. They scurried forward
as fast as they could, the hull plates heating up under their hands as officers
fired at them from underneath. They could hear the
grating they had just crossed being lifted up as officers tried to pursue
them since their blasters seem to be able to go through the air ducts. They reached a junction and paused while Han tried to
figure out which direction they should go when there was a sudden creaking
noise slightly above them.
“Oh, no!” Jaina exclaimed. “There’s
too many people in the ducts, their gonna colla—”
She was interrupted by a shriek of metal separating
from metal, and then they were falling.
Corran woke with a start, his body drenched
with sweat. The dream was only a dim memory, yet still
powerful. He was fighting, fighting as hard as he could,
but he couldn’t see, he couldn’t call on the Force to protect him. His friends were dying all around him and there was nothing
he could do. And then he was struck, a mortal blow
that he could not defend against because he never saw it coming . . .
Corran wiped the sweat from his brow with the
back of his hand, pushing the images from his mind. He
leaned forward, pressing his eyes against his knees until he should have
seen stars. When he saw nothing, his frustration increased.
“No!” he almost whimpered, “I will not let myself
go out like this!”
“Corran?” a soft voice asked.
“It’s ok, Ben,” Corran reassured the boy, covering
the small hand on his arm with his own, wishing there was someone there to
reassure him. “I’m . . . I’m all right. It was just a dream. I’m all right
now.”
He could almost see the boy lift an eyebrow
just like his mother did when she knew someone was keeping something from
her. “No, you not. But that
not what I wanted talk ‘bout.” Though his tone was
even, there was something in Ben’s voice that brought Corran’s attention away
from his own problems.
“What is it, Ben?” Corran asked, trying to keep
his voice as calm as the boy’s was.
“Da said he’d come after me,” Ben said, and
Corran caught the hint of excitement in his words. “An’
now, he’s on his way.”
Cyan was the first to crawl out of the fallen
air ducts. To a casual observer, the scene would appear
quite comical. Cyan had torn a hole out of the plating
above him and slowly peeked out. All anyone would
be able to see of him was his head and part of his neck, plus a rather bewildered
expression on his face as he tried to assimilate what had just happened. He was covered in dust and insulation, and with several
new tears in his scales, looked more like a Raggedy Andy doll than ever. He tried to push the rest of his body out and realized
the hole was too small.
“Damn it,” Cyan muttered, backing up and ripping
more metal away with his powerful forarms. He tried
again but the hole was still too small. “Damn it.” He went through the same process twice more before he
could make it out. “Damn it . . . Damn it . . . Ah-ha!”
Squeezing out of the pipe, he surveyed the damage. The air duct had come down all along the corridor as far
as Cyan could see until it disappeared around the bend. Those
officers that were underneath were either dead or unconscious, so for the
moment, Cyan was alone. But the dragon knew that wouldn’t
last for long.
Suddenly a groan came from in the air duct. “Jaina?” Cyan called, poking his head back in.
“Oh, my head . . .” Jaina moaned, lifting her
head up only enough to clutch it in her hands and curse.
Cyan grinned. “Is everything
in working order? Besides your head that is. Do you think you can get up?”
“Ah . . . I think so, I guess . . . Oh, I’m
never going anywhere with you people again,” Jaina growled, pushing herself
up into a crouch and taking stock of the situation. “Oh,
wait, Dad’s still unconscious and he’s in the way.”
“Your uncle is out too. Kick
him for me, will you?” Cyan said briskly, ducking in closer.
“I’m not going to kick him!”
Cyan sighed in irritation. “Whatever,
just get him up, we haven’t much time.” He regarded
Han for a moment, gauging just how unconscious he was, and then Cyan dragged
his tong up Han’s face, leaving a thick trail of saliva.
Han jerked back and started to sputter. “What the hell—!”
“Rise and shine, morning glory!” Cyan said cheerfully.
“Agh!” Han exclaimed, wiping his face on his
vest. Then they heard Luke groaning and cursing from
further down the pipe. “What happened?” Han asked groggily.
“The air duct fell down,” Cyan explained, grinning. “I thought it was fairly obvious.”
“Shut up, Cyan.”
“No. Now, hurry up, old
man, the corridor’s empty for now, but I don’t think that’ll last for long.”
“‘Old man’!” Han cried, making a grab for Cyan
as the dragon, grinning mischievously, scampered out of the way. Han scrambled out of the air duct and picked up a piece
of insulation and chucked it at Cyan while the dragon laughed and evaded
him. Jaina and Luke followed Han out, but as soon
as Jaina tried to stand, she felt the floor tip and she almost fell.
“Whoa! Hold on you guys,
I think Jaina’s got a concussion or something,” Luke said
“What?” Han asked, spinning around on his heal
and immediately coming to his daughter’s aid. “Are
you ok, sweetheart?”
“Yeah, I’ll be fine, just give me a minute,”
Jaina said, waving away their ministrations.
Cyan grunted. “Uh, huh,
I’ve heard that from a Skywalker before. C’mon,”
Cyan pulled her to her feet and before she could fall over again, ducked
between her legs and in a moment she was in the saddle, strapped in. “Your mother’d flail my hide from my backside if anything
happened to you.”
“Alright, you guys, what do we do now?” Luke
asked, his weary expression accented by the cut bleeding on his temple.
“Um . . .” Han muttered, patting his pockets,
trying to find the data pad. Compressing his lips
in annoyance, he reached into the air duct and rummaged around until he found
it. “We have to keep going up this way.”
“It certainly is taking them a long time to
come after us,” Jaina muttered at they wondered through the ruined hallways. Dust and insulation would occasionally fall from the ceiling
creating a haze of dust and the quiet, muted sound of the alarm gave the
whole scene a surreal feel.
Luke shivered, a cold feeling of trepidation
coming over him. “Hmmm, it didn’t take them nearly
this long to come after us on the Threnody.”
They rounded a corner just in time to see two
medics trying to lift the air duct off a struggling officer. They were surrounded by other officers, trying desperately
to help, and Luke realized the damage must be even more widespread than they
had first realized. As soon as the Cragon spotted
the bedraggled group they all froze, staring at them in shock.
“Um . . . we’re doing maintenance,” Luke said
lamely again.
“You know,” Han mused, “seeing as that failed
miserably the first time, I don’t see how it’s going to work now.”
Luke shrugged. “Well,
I don’t know. This place looks like it could use some
maintenance. In fact, if it had gotten proper maintenance
before this whole mess happened, the air duct wouldn’t have fallen off—”
“Um—guys!” Jaina exclaimed as some off the officers
regained their wits and started drawing their blasters.
“Yeah, now would be a good time to run!” Cyan
exclaimed, shoving the two brothers down a side corridor.
“Han, figure out how to get to section Nora or whatever they called
it from here.”
“Norosa. And we go down
here—or not!” Han added when he turned down the hallway he had indicated
and almost ran into a flurry of blaster bolts that almost added a few extra
orifices. “Wait, we can go through these rooms,” Han
said suddenly, running to a door just behind them and quickly punching in
a code from the data pad. They ran in and then stopped
in their tracks, realizing too late the room was occupied.
“Harsa!” Luke exclaimed.
Harsa grinned and sat back on the cot he was
resting on. “So you’re the ones who’ve been making
all the racket. Figures. You’re
son’s in the next room over with your friend.”
“Get back from the door, Ben!” Corran called
when he heard the all too familiar sound of lightsaber cutting metal. He heard Ben’s foot steps as he ran back and a small hand
grasped his. Ben gasped in wonder and Corran found
himself smiling. Undoubtedly the boy’s first demonstration
of a lightsaber’s power would be a good one.
There was a massive metallic clang followed
by Cyan’s cheerful voice, “Room service!”
“I’ll take the eggs Benedict,” Corran said,
his voice shaky with relief. He got unsteadily to
his feet, grasping the blanket around him. “Not to
mention a change of clothes.”
A strong arm surrounded his shoulders, steering
him forward. “Sorry, we’re out of all of the above,”
Han’s voice came from right beside Corran’s ear. “But
we do have free passage out.”
“I’ll take that.”
“Da!” Ben’s voice cried out, followed by the
sound of Luke laughing and the rustle of cloth as the two embraced. Corran smiled again but jumped when he felt another hand
on his arm.
“Don’t worry, it’s me, Jaina.
Let’s make a deal, you hold me up, and I’ll steer,” Jaina said, putting
her arm around him.
Corran frowned. “What
happened?”
“I hit my head,” Jaina explained. “I’m still a little dizzy.”
“A dizzy person guiding a blind man, that
makes sense. Why don’t we just jump on Cyan?” Corran
asked.
Cyan purred and Corran could imagine the eager
grin on his face. “Because I’m on plow duty, and trust
me, you don’t want to be on me when it happens.”
It would be a sight that Corran would lament
to the end of his days that he was not able to see. A
full squadron of Cragon soldiers rounded the corner to see Cyan crouched
in the corridor. Cyan opened his maw as far as it
could go and screamed long and hard, unfurling his wings and lashing his
tail about, single-handedly managing to fill an entire section of the corridor
from ceiling to floor. The Chiss stopped in their tracks,
each remembering the terrified ramblings of their fellow officers of this
monstrosity’s prowess. Cyan crouched once again, and
then bolted, shrieking, down the corridor. A few of
the soldiers had presence of mind to actually fire on him, but upon seeing
that their bolts had no effect, smartly turned tail and ran. Cyan rammed into the bulkhead at the end of the corridor,
inches away from crushing a Cragon between his thick skull and the wall. Shaking his head to clear his vision he looked at the
soldiers. They had paused, waiting to see if he had
managed to knock himself out. Cyan didn’t bother with
a large scream this time, he slightly parted his lips and growled, walking
forward slowly, sending the soldiers scurrying away as fast as their legs
would carry them.
Cyan laughed maniacally as he walked leisurely
after them.
“He’s having way to much fun,” Luke proclaimed,
picking up Ben and jogging after his dragon.
“At least he didn’t just eat them,” Corran said,
wrapping the blanket around him with one arm, holding Jaina up with the other. “Are you sure you don’t have any extra clothes?”
Luke smiled apologetically.
“Sorry, we traveled light.”
“Didn’t think to pack any eggs Benedict either,
we’ll remember that for the next time we have to save your ass,” Han added,
reaching the corner and waiting a moment before peeking around. The way was clear. They rounded
the corner and started jogging again, trying to find Cyan who they could
hear gleefully shrieking somewhere ahead of them. They
carried on like this until the reached the main hanger, the only place where
personal could enter and exit the ship. Unsurprisingly,
it had been sealed.
“So, how do we get off?” Harsa asked, looking
around. Then he froze. “Luke!”
“What?” Luke asked, only half-listening while
his mind mulled over their problem.
“Look behind us.”
Having heard those words many times in his life
to many an unpleasant outcomes, Luke turned around quickly, drawing his lightsaber. Arrayed behind them were at least four squadrons of armed
soldiers, with the man Luke remembered from their fight on Kellonia in the
front.
“Well, I see you got the arm all fixed up,”
Luke said, trying to be cheerful. “Good for you.”
As soon as the last word left his mouth, everyone
in their small party jumped to each side, Luke, Ben, and Harsa jumping behind
some crates, Cyan, Han, Corran, and Jaina behind a small speeder. The soldiers started firing immediately, gouging small
holes in the crates and scoring the sides of the speeder.
“So how do you think we’re doing?” Han called
across the small space between them.
“Same as always,” Luke responded with a grin.
Han shook his head. “It
ain’t that bad yet.”
Suddenly the volley of blaster bolts stopped. Trading glances, the party slowly poked their heads from
their hiding places. The Cragon had all but disappeared. Even as they watched, the last of the soldiers disappeared
up a turbolift.
“Ok, now I’m scared,” Han said.
Jaina glared at him. “We
went through all that shit, and you’re scared when they leave us alone?”
“When the enemy just leaves like that when they’ve
got us outnumbered, four to one, it means they have something planned that’s
so nasty they don’t need anyone else there.” Then
Han turned to her and wagged a finger warningly. “And
stop using such language. This is a survival mission
on a star ship, not a drinking contest in a cantina.”
Jaina threw her arms up in frustrated astonishment. “For the love of—”
“Da! Da, the doors!”
Ben exclaimed, oblivious to the conversations around him he was pointing
back at the main cargo bay doors.
Luke was about to ask what he meant when suddenly
a siren went off and the doors began to open. The
magcon field was still activated, but it would undoubtedly be turned off
once the doors were lifted, expelling them all into space.
Then, before anyone could stop him, Ben tore off across the hanger,
towards a small hatchway.
“Ben!” Luke called, running after him. Ben was completely out in the open by now, and a single
blaster bolt could take him out. But no one fired,
no one bothered. Ben raced past a line of shuttles,
each attached to a repowering station along the wall. He
got to a terminal, taped a few buttons, and suddenly one detached and came
online.
“Go in there!” Ben shouted above the humming
of the repulsor coils. He continued on, reached the
small hatchway, and pulled the door open with all his strength. He ran in, ignoring his father’s shouts and crawled inside. Luke tried to follow him but the space was too small.
“Damn it!” Luke cried. “Ben
get back here! What are you doing?”
He motioned to the others who were just reaching the shuttle. “Get inside, I’ll get Ben!”
Everyone else started boarding, but Cyan loped
over. “You get in the ship, Luke.
If they drop the magcon field while you’re still out here, you’ll
get sucked out. Ben can survive for a while in there,
and I can hold on longer than you, besides, I can function in vacuum. That whole exploding part might slow you down some.”
“Why do you have to be right?” Luke demanded,
knowing he should go though he still wasn’t budging.
“Because I’m special,” Cyan said, giving his
padmiri a shove. “Now get in
that ship. I’ll be along.” Luke
bit his lip, glanced at the hatchway, and then ran, knowing Cyan would do
all that he could.
—————————————
“Mara, are you sure we should be doing this?”
Deacon asked as she steered the Rancor’s Bane out of Kellonia’s atmosphere. “Luke said to stay put.”
Mara just smiled. “There’s
something you should know about Luke. He spends a good
chunk of his time worrying about everyone else in the universe but himself. As such, he makes a lot of dumb decisions that most people
with a healthy dose of self-preservation wouldn’t do if you paid them a million
credits. And as is wife, it’s my job to make sure
none of those decisions get him killed. That, my dear
Deacon, is hard to do when you’re not with him.” Mara’s
grin widened. “I’m not going into a danger zone any
less able than I have before.”
“What’s the last part got to do with it?” Deacon
asked.
“Um, part of a private conversation we had before
he left,” Mara said obliquely. “Better buckle up,
we’re coming up on Cragon’s Pride and I have this sneaky suspicion
it’s going to be a bumpy ride.”
Suddenly the com. unit started to beep. “What’s this?” Deacon commented upon seeing the readout. “It’s a message from Cragon’s
Pride, but it’s only
in text, and it ain’t coming through regular systems.”
“Huh?” Mara brought the
message up on her screen and her eyes widened in amazement. “Oh, I am so, so glad I ignored Luke.
Hold tight, we gotta get to Cragon’s Pride’s shuttle bay in a hurry.”
——————————————
“Ben? Come on out, we’ve
gotta get out of here before the magcon field comes down,” Cyan said, keeping
his voice friendly, even. He could hear Ben doing something,
but an outcropping of wires and computer components hid him from the dragon’s
sharp eyes. “What are you doing?”
“Sending message to mum,” Ben explained.
“What?” Cyan exclaimed. Reaching
out with the Force he quickly realized Mara was a lot closer to the Cragon’s Pride than she should have been—and she
was getting closer by the second. “Ben, how did you
know how to do that?”
Sparks were suddenly set off near where Ben
was, but Cyan sensed no pain or surprise from the child.
“I let the Force tell me. It tells me everything. Just like you.”
“Sweet mother of dragons!” Cyan exclaimed. The child was barely a year old and already he was using
the Force better than some of the full-fledged Jedi Knights were. But maybe that wasn’t so strange. Perhaps
someone born into the Force would embrace it without inhibitions. That must have been why Jedi children were taken at such
a young age before the Purge. But why hadn’t Jacan,
Jaina, and Anakin learned this? Cyan mused. Ah, because
it wasn’t constant exposure to the Force. Ben’s probably
been using it almost every minute of his life just to survive. All these thoughts flashed through his mind in less than
a second before he refocused on getting the child out of the hatch. “That’s amazing, Ben, but why did you call her? We’re getting out of here.”
Cyan could see Ben now, crawling towards him. Ben shook his head at his words. “You’re
going to need her soon. And I don’t think I’m getting
out of here at all.”
“Why not?” Cyan asked, realizing Ben had had
a vision of the future. “Why aren’t you coming with
us?”
“You see in a second.”
Even though Ben said these things, he was crawling
along as fast as he could, and Cyan sensed he did not like or want this future
he had seen. Cyan started ripping out components to
get closer to his padmiri’s son and to give Ben more room
to get up and run out. Suddenly a small hatch unnoticed
on the side of the crawlspace opened and in a flurry of blue Ben was pulled
through it. Cyan heard Ben cry out as he was dragged
further away. Cyan shrieked and tried to shove his
massive bulk after them. And then the steady alarm
that had been sounding went off, and the magcon field with it.
Instantly the air from the cargo bay was sucked
out into the vacuum of space. The pull was so great
that Cyan was sucked out the crawl space before he knew what was happening. He tried to dig his talons into the hull plates, but was
slowly dragged towards the cold blackness behind him. Arching
his neck, a ripple sliding up his scales as he spit some acid on the floor
in front of him, gouging a jagged hole. Holding onto
that, he just managed to keep from sliding any further. There
was nothing else near him to grip to make his way towards the shuttle rising
up to go after him. Don’t
open the hatch! You’ll be sucked out too! Cyan told Luke, hearing his padmiri’s intentions. Luke’s
frustration and stark fear came to Cyan in wave, almost making Cyan lose
his grip. He shoved those emotions to the back of
his mind, bending his thoughts instead towards finding a way out of this.
Suddenly Cyan jerked back an inch. Looking down, he saw the edge around his acid-made hole
was beginning to crumble as the leftovers dissolved their way outward. A little more crumbled under his talons as he turned frantically
around, trying to find something, anything, to grab onto.
There was a lift not three metres to the side—he might be able to make
it. Gathering his haunches underneath him, Cyan pushed
off with all his might.
I’m gonna make it! Cyan thought with elation. I’m gonna make—no, wait, I’m
not.
He stretched out as far as his sinewy body would allow, but it just
wasn’t enough. He missed the edge by mere centimetres. His body slammed into the deck and he was dragged inexorably
towards the black opening behind him. Flailing his
arms and legs in all directions in a vain attempt to find some perches, all
he managed to do was start himself spinning as the force of the escaping atmosphere
pulled him upward.
He was thrust out of the cargo bay less than
a second latter, spinning head over tail, head over tail.
His view changed from the light blue of Cragon’s
Pride fading into the
blackness of space, fading into light blue again. He
was rotating so fast Cyan was sure he would be sick. He
could feel the bubble of air around him but that would be gone sooner than
anyone could come out and get him. He could survive
for a short time in vacuum; but would it be enough?
Suddenly a brownish gray spec showed up against
the black star-studded vista that almost completely surrounded him. It got bigger and bigger but Cyan was turning so fast
he couldn’t figure out what it was. Soon it was all
he could see in that direction and suddenly it was all around him. He slammed into a very hard surface and thudded to the
floor.
Thudded to the floor! I’m in ship! Cyan looked around but
he was still so dizzy the world kept turning even though he wasn’t anymore. Cyan managed to get up, though he dared not walk until
the ground stopped its offensive shifting. There was
a clatter and suddenly a familiar face was in front of him. “Oh!” he said. “That makes sense.” And then promptly fell over.
“CYAN!”
Han ran after Luke and caught him just as Luke
seemed ready to jump out the hatch after the dragon. “Luke,
stop! You can’t help him that way.
C’mon, help me pilot this thing out of here!”
Luke stared at the hatch for long moments, then
snarled something under his breath and jogged back to the cockpit. Han paused for a crucial second, lines of worry etching
his face. What if Cyan died here?
What would happen to Luke then?
Luke was already in the pilot’s seat when Han
reached the cockpit. Han opened his mouth to complain
but Luke shot him such a look of barely contained panic and frustration that
Han clapped his mouth shut again. Han jumped into the
copilot’s chair and started pulling up technical data. The
Cragon must not have been prepared for this contingency; they hadn’t even
scrambled any fighters yet. Luke lifted them off the
deck with the speed only a former snub fighter pilot could manage. They were blasting for the cargo bay doors when Luke suddenly
jumped and swayed in his seat a little.
“You ok, kid?” Han asked, grabbing Luke’s arm
to steady him.
“Yeah,” Luke said, a relieved smile coming across
his face even though he still looked a little off balance.
“Look who caught Cyan.”
Han turned back to the view port and grinned. “I always maintained that your wife has impeccable timing.”
“Hello Rancor’s Bane, nice of you to stop by,” Luke
commented though he didn’t sound as pleased as he should have.
“No problem!” it was Deacon who responded first,
his voice sounding light, almost merry. “We just thought
we’d pick up some space trash while we waited for you guys to drag your asses
out of there.”
“Space trash! Give me
five minutes, you little swoopie doopie, and I’ll show you what space trash
really looks like.”
“What, you mean whatever that was that you puked
up all over the cargo bay floor?”
“Quiet you.”
“Hi, Cyan, how ya doing?” Han asked, trading
amused glances with Luke.
“I think I want to throw up again.”
Han threw Luke a questioning look but the Jedi
just grinned back at him. “The ride over made him
a little dizzy. Is Mara there?”
“Yeah,” answered Mara’s voice as the Rancor’s Bane and the Cragon shuttle met up and headed for
the surface of Kellonia as fast as their sublight engines would take them. “How’s Ben?”
Luke was silent for a long time before answering. “We couldn’t get him off. We almost
did, but . . .” his voice trailed off gradually. He
could sense Mara’s helpless frustration and sighed. “I
don’t think we’re getting back on that ship.
“I figured that,” Mara’s voice came back very
quietly, betraying none of her inner feelings. “How’s
Corran, then?”
“Good and bad. He wasn’t
interrogated or anything. The only thing we can find
wrong with him is he’s, ah, blind,” Han explained.
There was stunned silence from across the com
channel. “He’s blind? Hutt
spit, Han, don’t sound so nonchalant about it,” Deacon exclaimed.
“I don’t think it’s permanent. It’s probably just a result of the sedative they were
giving him,” Han said defensively.
Luke frowned. “You know,
we never did get a chance to ask him how it happened.”
“You see, this is why I’m supposed
to come along,” Mara said in exasperation.
“Han, take the stick,” Luke said, leaning back.
“Not a problem,” Han said eagerly.
Luke closed his eyes, stretching out to ask
Corran how he was doing, and discovered to his surprise that Corran wasn’t
there! No, wait, that wasn’t it. He
could feel his presence, but his strength in the Force was missing somehow. “I’ll be back in a second. I’m
going to go find out what’s wrong with him while we have a minute. Call me if you see something coming.”
“Alright,” Han said as Luke jumped agilely out
of his seat and ran back to the small passenger area behind the cockpit. Luke opened the small hatch and looked into the room. Corran was huddled into a chair with the flimsy blanket
wrapped tightly around him while Harsa and Jaina searched through some compartments
in the back wall for some clothes for him.
Luke tilted his head at Corran for a moment,
his frown accented by worry lines around his eyes and mouth. Corran was doing his best to keep his face blank, so it
was only through long association that Luke knew something was bothering
him. As he came closer, Luke’s worries became even
more founded; Corran was afraid.
Of what, Luke didn’t know, but he had a good
idea. “Corran?”
“Huh?” Corran jumped when he heard Luke’s voice,
then relaxed almost immediately. “Oh, Luke, um, what
is it?”
“What happened, Corran?” Luke asked simply.
Corran stared at him for a moment with his sightless
gaze. He could tell even by the tone of his Master’s
voice that he knew. “Remember how I told you about
the part in Yeema—or Yeswa, whatever—story where the Cragon stole the Force
from people? Well, they’ve figured out how to do that
one again,” he explained, the sardonic tone of his voice twisting unwillingly
to bitterness. Even without being able to see or sense
him, Corran could feel Luke’s shock—and fear.
“But how?” Luke asked, his voice soft with wonder
as he sat down next to his shivering friend.
Corran tried to answer when suddenly he and
Luke were almost knocked out of their seats by an explosion that rocked the
shuttle down to its foundations. Luke was on his feet
in a flash, racing back to the cockpit.
“Luke! Get back in here,
now!” Han’s voice shouted over the intercom. “We’ve
got company, and lots of it!”
Chapter XIII
“Sithspawn!” Luke cried as he ran back to the
cockpit. He jumped back into the pilot’s seat just
in time to see the Rancor’s Bane sideslip to avoid a verdant laser
bolt shot from behind. Luke glanced at the tactical
display that showed a full squadron. “Took them long
enough.”
Han snorted. “What, you’re
complaining?”
“No, I’m just saying, they don’t make escape
attempts as hard as they did in the good old days,” Luke said with a touch
of sarcastic nostalgia. “Damn, we’re hitting the stratosphere. Say, Han, old buddy, how do you think this thing handles
in atmospheric conditions?”
“I think we’re about to find out,” Han growled,
switching on the targeting computer and punching in data.
“This thing has Hutt spit for shields, Luke, we gotta get some cover.”
Luke nodded, scanning the topographic data. “There’s a mountain range in the Sou’Eastern Hemisphere. I think it can give us some protection.”
“Better than nothin’,” Han muttered, sending
a spattering of return fire against the lead ship’s shields to no effect. Luke shed altitude as quickly as he could without raising
the hull temperature to critical; the speed of his decent caused their pursuers
to think they’d already caused damage. They weren’t
the only ones who thought the shuttle was in trouble.
“Luke! Are you guys alright
over there?” Mara called over the com.
“We’re fine, Mara. Check
your topographical data, we’re heading for area K-7 in South East,” Luke
told her as he fought with the stick. The ship bucked
and skidded when it hit a crosswind. “This thing handles
like a bloody TIE.”
“Yeah, well, deal with it,” Han said as he sent
a volley of bolts into the leading Cragon craft’s dorsal fin. He held the trigger down, tracking the ship as it juked
to try and throw off his lock until he punched through the shields. The verdant fire sliced through the dorsal fin, then Han
tracked down and cut great chunks into the fuselage until something inside
the fighter exploded. The front end disintegrated
as the rear of the fighter continued on through the expanding cloud to tumble
impotently to the surface. One of the following ships,
obviously unprepared for its wing mate to be destroyed this early in the fight,
flew right through. A large piece of shrapnel hit
the cockpit, splitting the view port in two, killing the pilot inside. The ship veered sharply to the left, almost colliding
with the pilot next to him. This one was not caught
unprepared, and pulled an impossibly sharp maneuver to avoid his wingman.
Jaina had come to the cockpit just in time to
watch the spectacular explosions behind them. “Only
ten left.”
“Nice shot, Han,” Luke said as he reached the
mountain range and dove in with the Rancor’s Bane right behind them.
Han grinned. “At least
this thing has good targeting computers.”
“They’d have to. If this
is the best pilots they’ve got, then my respect for the Cragon’s intelligence
has dropped dramatically,” Deacon said over the com. “Beating
them might not be that hard after all.”
“Such uneven odds for those poor pilots,” Cyan
crooned. “Maybe we should cut them some slack.”
“These aren’t the best pilots in the Cragon
fleet,” Harsa said from the hatch, watching the display.
“I don’t think they’re supposed to even stop us.”
“What are you talking about?” Mara demanded
over the com. “Those lasers they’re firing at us seem
real enough.”
Harsa gestured to the screen.
“Look how long it took them to go after us. And
their flying. These boys are right out of the academy,
if I’m any judge. They’re treating this like a training
excise.”
“He’s got a point,” Luke said as he navigated
into a narrow canyon. “Except for that third. I think he’s there to make sure everything goes just as
they want. Hold on!” Luke dialed
back the speed so fast everyone in the shuttle was thrown forward. Then, before the ship could come to a complete stop, he
was pumping the rudder until they were pointed at a side path and then blasting
forward just in time to avoid a proton torpedo that wold have taken off their
left thruster. Mara had just enough time to anticipate
his move to keep from blasting completely by them, but the depleted squadron
of fighters blew by. The third, now in the lead, managed
to compensate and was on their tail again in less than two seconds. The rest of the squadron scrambled desperately to follow,
one cutting the turn off so close he slammed his left wing against the rocky
wall until it was nothing but a mutilated piece of scrap.
He spun briefly out of control, then smashed into the opposite side.
“Thanks, Luke! I think
you’ve managed to permanently lodge my spleen in my throat,” Corran called
from the adjacent room. “I appreciate that!”
“No problem! Hey, you
want me to do it again?” Luke called back as they swooped under a natural
bridge that stretched across the canyon, made by a river long ago.
“Not really.”
“Too bad,” Luke muttered as he cut the thrust
again. But instead of swerving down another side canyon,
he pointed the nose down and headed straight towards the ground!
“Ah, Luke?” Han asked nervously. “What are you doing?”
“Trust me,” Luke said obliquely, not slowing
or altering their decent. The Rancor’s Bane followed them slowly, with the perusing fighters
following slower still. “Close up on me, Mara.”
Mara glanced at the altitude counter, and licked
her dry lips. “Um, Luke, you do realize the grounds
getting kinda close . . .”
“Stay on me.”
“Alright,” Mara said then added under her breath,
“I sure hope you know what you’re doing.”
The group of ships kept dropping and dropping
with absolutely no sign of stopping. The third in
the Cragon Squadron was just about to call his ships off when he realized
Luke’s plan. Luke waited, hand ready on the stick,
fighting every instinct in his body to pull up. He
waited, and waited, and then when he could make out the leaves on the trees
below him, he pulled the stick back until the top was digging into his chest. “Mara, pull up!”
“Finally!” Mara breathed, pulling the Rancor’s Bane out of the dive.
And then was forced to twist violently to the
side in order to stay on Luke’s tail. She couldn’t
see where they were going; the shuttle was completely blocking her forward
view. All she could tell was that instead of heading
straight for the ground they were heading straight for the canyon wall with
no chance of stopping in time. Then, just as Mara was
about to cry out, everything went black.
The third of the squadron, one Dorsea Dubagh,
hulled on the stick as hard as he could to stay with the fleeing ships. Dubagh gritted his teeth when he heard an explosion behind
him as one more of his incompetent wingmates failed to negotiate the turn. Do not feel remorse for them, Dubagh reminded himself. They die for the glory of the Mother People, and there
is no greater honor in life.
They entered into an abandoned tunnel, part
of a long forgotten attempt to make a road through the mountains that was
abandoned as soon as cheaper, more economical forms of transportation over
the mountains were found. It was tricky flying, none
dared turn on their running lights for fear of making themselves an easy
target in the narrow passage. Luke and Mara were flying
completely on instinct, and the Cragon, those who made it through, were relying
on sensor data alone.
Suddenly they flashed into a ravine filled with
lumpy outcroppings spiking the ground. Dubagh felt
a moment of disgust as the Jedi filtered through the stalagmites in a ship
they had never flown before with apparent ease, while men who have been training
in their fighters for most of their adult lives found their destinies as
black smudges against tanned rock.
After the harrowing trip through the ravine,
the pursuing fighters were down to five. Luke was
just glancing at the topographical sensors again when Han noticed something
that could easily become a slight problem.
“Hey, Luke, did you bother to check how much
fuel was in this thing when we took it?” Han asked.
“No . . . do I want to know why?”
Han shrugged. “No, not
really. But I think you should anyway. We’re just about empty now.”
“Shavit, shavit, shavit, damn,” Luke growled
when he caught sight of the fuel indicator.
“Yeah, because adding ‘damn’ at the end of that
sentence made it worse,” Jaina muttered. “What are
we going to do? At the rate we’re burning fuel we’ll
be out in a few minutes.”
Luke bit his lip, then flipped the com back
on. “Mara, do you still have the locator on you?”
“Yeah,” came the distracted reply. “But we never got a chance to test it.”
Luke gestured for Han to pull out the homing
beacon they had taken with them in case they were captured. “Turn it on, Han. Now’s as good
a time to see if it works as any.”
“Am I the only one who thinks this is a bad
time to be doing a systems check?” Deacon asked as he activated the locator.
Cyan shrugged from beside him and watched the
screen that would show the location of the beacon. “It
gives us lowly passengers something to do while the pilots have all the fun. Here, it’s coming up now, Luke. Yeah,
seems to be accurate.”
“Alright,” Luke said, thinking rapidly. “Mara, be ready, I’m going to fly this thing into the cliff
face.”
“You mean you’re actually going to tell me which
direction you’ll be tearing off to this time?”
There was an amused pause. “No,
I’m going to actually fly the ship into the cliff face.”
Now it was Mara’s turn to pause, but not in
an amused way. “You wanna explain the sudden urge
to switch careers to kamikaze?”
“We’re running out of fuel.
If we don’t bail we’re going to crash. We’ll
create a diversion so you can get the Rancor’s
Bane out of here. Go into hiding. Cyan can tell you
when it’s safe to come after us. I’ll aim this thing
at a mountain. Our buddies back there will probably
think I’m pulling another game of chicken with the cliff and follow right
behind me. We might even take a few with us. Just before we hit, we bail and hope no one shoots us
on the way down. There are lots of places to hide down
there, so we should be all right. Everyone clear on
that?”
“Yeah,” Mara said sourly. “Doesn’t
mean I like it, but yeah.”
“Then get ready,” Luke said, turning down a
canyon that was relatively wider then most. The last
thing he wanted was to bail and wind up on a cliff bluff with no cover and
no place to run. The shuttle and the Rancor’s Bane sideslipped and juked to avoid the verdant
blasts from behind them, taking full advantage of the added space. But the Cragon weren’t about to let opportunity pass them
by either. Their smaller ships flittered about the
space like a swarm of Jubak bugs in mating season.
“Harsa, get the escape modules ready,” Luke
ordered as he started lying in a course that would crash them against the
sheer cliff face far ahead of them “You got that diversion
yet, Han?”
“Well, there’s a projection up ahead that’ll
work, but I’m not sure if the explosion will be big enough,” Han explained
as he calculated trajectory.
“Why not? You said this
thing has proton torpedoes; they blow up real pretty in atmosphere.”
Han shrugged. “Yeah,
but this thing was a whopping complement of two torpedoes.”
“It’ll have to do,” Luke said, hitting the com. “Mara, see that outcropping out ahead?
Go towards it. We need you to drop back so
you have a few of the fighters behind you so we can justify firing some torpedoes. We’ll hit the outcropping but you gotta get out of there
quick before the dust clears so they think you’ve been destroyed.”
“Got it.”
Mara pulled the Rancor’s
Bane in a sharp maneuver
that took it up and to the side, serving to make them momentarily almost
impossible to hit, but also slowing their speed dramatically. It was an amateurish maneuver that was fairly difficult
but usually got one in more trouble than it was worth. The
result of doing it now managed to place the Rancor’s Bane in the middle of three of the fighters, which
immediately set about pummeling them with laser blasts.
Mara headed towards the outcropping, quick enough
to make it seem like she was trying to get away, but just not quick enough
to lose the fighters. Mara knew the shielding on the
Rancor’s Bane was a lot tougher than that of the Cragon fighters,
but she wasn’t entirely sure how they would stand up to such a large blast
occurring right over them. Well, it was too late now;
she would just have to trust that Han wouldn’t blow her up.
They reached the outcropping, dipping below
it just as the proton torpedoes hit. One struck the
fighter to their left between the Rancor’s Bane and the cliff, while the other
one hit the outcropping right at the base. The view
port dimmed automatically to compensate for the sudden flare of explosions
around them then lightened to reveal a world of fire and rocks and shrapnel. Mara pulled up sharply, praying that the outcropping had
been completely blown off or they were going to considerably increase the
size of the explosion. There was a large thud as something
big impacted on the port side, then the sensors indicated that they had cleared
the cliff so Mara pulled sharply to the left, clearing the explosion as quick
as she could least someone see her.
“Anyone pursuing?” Mara asked breathlessly.
“No,” Deacon reported, “and we took two fighters
out in that explosion.” Mara relaxed, steering towards
a landing pad the map they had downloaded upon entering the system indicated
they could find safe storage of their craft and lodging while they waited
for their companions to get clear.
Luke was just letting out a relieved sigh of
his own after Cyan assured him they were ok. “The
pods are set, Harsa?”
“Yeah, we can bail anytime,” Harsa called from
the passenger compartment.
“All right, c’mon Han,” Luke said, initiating
the intercept course he had programmed and then jumped out of his chair. They jogged back as Luke checked his watch. “We have exactly 47 seconds to get out of here before
we hit, so hurry.”
While Jaina helped Corran up, Harsa opened the
last hatch on the two escape pods. Jaina, Corran,
and Han jumped in the first, while Luke and Harsa jumped in the second. As soon as the door was sealed, Luke smacked the ejection
button and was almost immediately thrown up against the floor when they blasted
upwards. He caught a glimpse of the shuttle crashing
into the cliff face, taking a few fighters with it, and then they were spinning
out of control so fast, he thought he might expel his insides all over the
pod if he kept looking. Strapping into an empty seat,
he closed his eyes and hoped they wouldn’t get shot.
Dubagh was getting worried.
They were planning something, he knew. The
ships had suddenly stopped maneuvering as much, as if the pilots were distracted
by something else. He knew it was only a matter of
time before the shuttle ran out of fuel, and Dubagh had explicit instructions
to let them escape. Suddenly the alien ship pulled
an amazing turn for its size, testament to the pilot’s ability. But the move only put the ship in the midst of three of
his fighters.
Dubagh was just contemplating why they would
be stupid enough to do this when they flew under an outcropping and the shuttle
fired its complement of torpedoes, presumably to assist their sister ship. One did successfully take out a fighter, but the other
missed completely and hit the outcropping. There was
an explosion of dust and rock, colored occasionally with flashes of metal
and ship components. Dubagh thought he saw something
explode from the top but he was too far down to see. When
the dirt cleared the alien ship and two of his fighters were gone.
Cursing under his breath, Dubagh tried to think
of how he would get out of this. His commanders had
made it very clear that everyone was to escape, to spread the terror of what
the Cragon could do to the New Republic’s vaunted defenders of peace and
justice. But at this rate they were going to get themselves
all killed.
Then he saw the shuttle shift its evasion tactics. Instead of each turn coming from a different direction,
it sideslipped back and forth with an occasional random maneuver thrown in. Hit after hit was scored on the shuttle’s aft shields. Dubagh followed closely, suspecting that they were going
to pull another sharp turn against the wall. They
were getting disturbingly close to the cliff face, but Dubagh was undeterred. This pilot was an experienced one, and undoubtedly had
something planed. Dubagh had just realized that the
shuttle’s movements were automated when it struck the mountain.
The resulting explosion mushroomed out in a
spectacular display of smoke, durasteel, glass and fire.
Dubagh tried desperately to turn, but there was no room. He flew right into the explosion, the metal of his ship
superheating in the intense fire and ignited the fuel in its tanks before
it could even hit the cliff. Another one of the fighters
was caught in the fire. It managed to turn but one
of its engines burst into flames and the hapless pilot lost control and smashed
into the opposing cliff face.
The remaining shuttles swerved away and limped
back to Cragon’s Pride, unaware that their true mission
had actually been carried out.
Chapter XIV
“ . . . and that is why we need to press for
military action now. Not restrict it! What was done to Captain Horn and what is being
done to my nephew is truly inexcusable, and should not go unanswered,” Leia
finished her speech, letting her auburn eyes blaze over each separate member
of the Council of the New Republic, then turned outward to the Senate. She had called the meeting hours after her brother’s return,
livid that after filing a report of what had happened, Wedge himself came
and told them that there would be no retaliation strike.
Why? Because the Council had declared a non-confrontational
stance on the matter.
“President Organa Solo, no one is denying the
things that happened to your friend and your relative are unfortunate and
you have our condolences,” newly appointed Councilor Uywqu of the world of
Gakwash said patiently.
“Than why are you all acting as if it has no
consequences?”
Borsk Fey’lya smoothed the fur around his eyes
in agitation. He had just returned from a trip of
Bothowi and still hadn’t recovered from the jet lag. He
had to be awakened to come to this abrupt meeting, and had entered in as
foul a mood as he could muster. “President, I hate
to be the one to inform you of this, but our military is not there for your
own personal vendettas against aliens.”
“That’s what you think this is about?” Leia
demanded, her fury rising. “They deliberately attacked
and tortured two Jedi, took their child, then preformed unwanted surgery
on an officer in our own fleet—permanently removing him from his post—and
you say I’m acting on a personal vendetta? So what
if I know the people involved. It still happened! Would you take action if it were anyone else? Would you take action if they were related to . . . say,
Councilor Blacksky?” Leia gestured to the female Duros siting calmly in her
seat. She started slightly, then shrugged.
“Who is involved with the victims is not the
issue here,” Councilor Vywa Blacksky said easily. “You
should know that President, and you as well, Councilor Fey’lya. We should be communicating with these people, learning
about their culture and incorporating it into ours, not try destroying them.”
“I never said we should destroy them! But I don’t think we should be incorporating their culture
into ours, seeing as it is the antitheses of it. Their
very religion is based on the annihilation of the Jedi over a war fought
before the Old Republic was formed! You can’t get an
entire culture to change when they’ve managed to hold a grudge for over twenty
five thousand years!” Leia looked around imploringly, seeing, for the most
part, indecision. There were only a few that outright
disagreed with her, and most of those did only because they took it upon
themselves to disagree with everything she said. The
only one she could see who sincerely disagreed with her was Councilor Vywa
Blacksky. Leia turned her eyes on her, silently asking
if there had been any change in her opinion, and saw nothing in the cold
red eyes that stared back.
Admiral Ackbar gestured calmly for Leia to retake
her seat. “It is clear that we will solve nothing
today. We must reach a consensus before we can go to
war, which you know is a very serious thing to undertake.
So let us discuss this until we can reach an agreement—”
“Discuss? Yes, we’ll
discuss this until we’re blue in the face, and we’ll be exactly where we
started. Meanwhile, they build their strength—”
Leia, be calm.
Leia stuttered to a stop and stared at the door. There stood Luke and Cyan, though no one had heard them
enter. Luke gave a little half smile and shrugged as
if at the hopelessness of politicians, but Leia realized it was Cyan who
had spoken to her.
Luke took a step forward, his boot clicking
on the polished floor, suddenly the only sound in the great Senate Chamber,
bringing everyone’s attention on him. He looked at
no one, but his eyes seemed to fall on everyone. Then
he shook his head, turned and started to walk out. “The
eyes of ambition see not what is truly before them. Today
is not the time to argue this.” Then he and Cyan quietly
left.
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Corran cold feel the cool metal beneath his
hands, his fingers tracing the original shape and the many scrapes and pot
marks incurred from years of flying through space. He
knew every dent, every mark; he could feel the minuscule lines of paint that
marked all of his kills over the years, the numerous TIE’s, Uglies, and varied
other craft. He ran his hands over the X-Wing from
nose to tail and back again. Then he stopped and rested
his cheek against the fuselage.
There was a very gentle, very soothing croon
from beside him. He started then immediately relaxed. It was just Olive, who had taken it upon himself to become
Corran’s sight. Corran let his fingers brush against
the small, spiky ridge that descended from Olive’s forehead to the base of
his neck.
“You know, you can do other things besides fly.”
This time Corran jumped even more violently. “Who’s there?” he asked, jerking towards the voice, knowing
all to well just how defenseless he was.
“It’s Bror Jace, Corran. I
didn’t mean to startle you.”
“Bror? What in the Void
are you doing here?” Corran asked, letting his hand drop from the X-Wing
and turning his sightless eyes towards the former member of Rogue Squadron.
“I heard what had happened, I came to see for
myself and offer my condolences.” Bror said, his voice mater of fact as if
Corran should have guessed the reason already.
Corran raised an eyebrow in disbelief. “Uh, huh, and so why did you really come here?”
Corran could almost hear him smile. It was a strange sensation. “I
came to offer Master Skywalker the support of Zaltin Corp.”
“Well, um, that’s great, Bror,” Corran said,
frowning. “But what does that have to do with me,
and how does that change anything? Thyferra’s always
supplied bacta to the Jedi at cost—which, by the way, we are most grateful
for.”
“Please, walk with me a minute, Corran,” Bror
said and suddenly Corran felt an arm touch his. Shrugging,
Corran laid his hand on Bror’s arm and they walked through the hanger. “Maybe it’s just from flying with you, but every time
I see something on the Holonet about Jedi I usually stop and listen. I don’t actively go after it, but if I see something about
Jedi I want to watch and find out. Lately so much
has been going on that I’ve taken more interest, though I’m not the only one. Anyway, I’ve kind of been keeping tabs on what’s been
going on for the last while. I also saw the holocast
of that emergency Senate meeting held the other day. I
think it is apparent that the Jedi are going to get little to no help from
the New Republic. So, since I already know you, Zaltin
Corp. decided that they would send me to give Master Skywalker a message.”
“And what would that be,” Corran asked, trying
desperately to figure out what Bror was talking about.
Bror stopped walking and turned Corran to face
him, knowing it was a pointless thing to do to a blind person, but he refused
to think of this man who had been his top rival through all his months with
Rogue Squadron as disabled in any way. They might
not have been best friends, but they’d always had each others respect. “Master Skywalker is going to have to take some action. Whether it is government sanctioned or not, he’s going
to need some support. We know the importance of his
going forward with whatever plan he’s come up with to handle the Cragon. Zaltin Corp. is prepared to offer him financial assistance
and anything else he wants if need be, whatever action he deems necessary
to take.”
“Uh, ok,” Corran said, his brow furrowed. “I don’t think it’s quite that serious yet, but I’ll tell
him.”
“You really don’t think it’s that serious? I
think you need to look a little harder then.” Bror said, and once again Corran
could almost hear him grin.
“He’s right,” Luke said later after Corran told
him about Bror’s talk. “It’s beginning to look to
me like we won’t be getting any government assistance. And
you should know Zaltin Corp. isn’t the first company to make this kind of
offer. Sienar sent us a communiqué, along with some
other companies.”
“Seriously?” Mara asked, trading glances with
the rest of the group gathered in her and Luke’s apartment.
Luke nodded. “The weird
thing is, a number of them are Imperial, not just Sienar.”
“Not that Sienar cares who they sell too,” Han
said with a shrug. “Why would they care who they support?”
“But they’re still fairly anti-Jedi in a lot
of places in the Empire. Why would Sienar and other
companies risk losing such a large portion of their client base in this way?”
Leia asked.
Luke shook his head, “It isn’t the anti-Jedi
faction they’re trying to please, it those who still honor Grand Admiral
Thrawn they’re trying to attract. Somehow it got out
that the Cragon were the threat Thrawn was trying to protect the galaxy from
hen he set up the base on Nirauan. And it is well
know that Thrawn had great respect for Jedi. Besides,
since we seem to be the only ones trying to ‘carry on Thrawn’s work’, as
it is being projected there, then it serves their best interests to support
us. This whole escapade has seriously helped our image
in Imperial Space.”
“Not that we’re complaining about any of this,”
Deacon said with a cheerful grin. “More money for
us.”
“If we chose this direction,” Luke said, holding
up a hand to stop that line of thought.
Cyan shrugged. “You never
know. We might just get the support of the Council.”
“Right now, I really don’t see that happening
unless something major happens,” Mara interjected, shaking her head.
“We will wait and see what develops,” Luke said
firmly. “It’s too early to make this kind of decision. When we know for sure we will receive no support here,
then we start looking for other alternatives and we’ll have to accept outside
sources to move forward.”
Corran sat forward, resting his chin on his
hands and balancing his elbows on his knees. “Or,
the argument could be made that the Force has just supplied a way for us
to leave now, so we should probably take it.” No one
answered to his comment right away so Corran just shrugged and sat back. “Or I could be completely wrong. I
wouldn’t know. I can’t tell what the Force is about
anymore.”
“You don’t always have to be able to feel the
Force to understand it. I’ve seen plenty of non-Force
sensitive people make very astute observations about it,” Luke said, throwing
Han a grin.
“Whatever,” Corran shrugged again. “The decision isn’t up to me. Once
again the fate of the Universe sits on the shoulders of the Skywalker twins.”
“Oh, good,” Leia said with a bemused smile and
raised eyebrow.
“I think that’s the point, actually,” Cyan said. When everyone threw him confused looks he shrugged and
explained, “The prophecy, and all the events that have been going on lately
have circled around you two. And things just keep
getting bigger and bigger. I would say you two are
in for the ride of your lives over the next couple of months.”
Luke groaned but Leia grinned and added, “And
guess who happens to be involved with everything you just said.”
“Me,” Cyan said, nodding, just as bemused as
Leia had been before.
“Well, I guess we’re all in
for the ride of our lives,” Leia decided.
Deacon frowned. “As happy
as I am to hear this, I was just wondering. What do
we do now? Right now all most of us are doing is sitting
around waiting. An’ I’m not much for waiting.”
“I hear ya,” Han said, giving Deacon a sympathetic
pat on the shoulder.
“Well, I don’t know about you two,” Luke said,
grinning at their impatience, “but I have to head back to Yavin IV. I’ve been away for far too long, and Kam’s been sending
a lot of messages asking that I come back.”
Cyan managed to look quite stunned at this announcement. “Oops! Forgot about that whole
leading the Jedi thing, didn’t we?”
Luke shrugged. “I guess
you guys can keep an eye out while I’m gone. Contact
me if anything develops.”
“Oh, I’ll be keeping my eyes wide
open for ya’, Luke,” Corran said sarcastically.
“No you won’t, you’ll have to blink sometime,”
Cyan said easily, completely unaffected by Corran’s black humor. “Besides, you’re coming back with us.”
“I am?”
“You’ve got to do something, Corran,” Luke said,
“and moping around your house isn’t an option.”
Mara snorted, “Yeah, and I don’t think Mirax
is going to put up with it for much longer. We figured
we’d better take you off planet before she put you out of your misery.”
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“Luke! It’s good to see
you back!”
“Kam!” Luke said, pulling the white haired middle-aged
man into a brief but warm embrace. “It’s good to see
you too. Jeez, how long was it this time?”
“You haven’t been here since just after you
got the runt,” Anakin Solo said with an almost impish grin. The morning wind had made his unruly hair an unrecognizable
heap and he looked just as enthusiastic as usual.
Cyan let lose and outraged squawk. “Runt! I’ll show you runt!” He playful bounded over to his padmiri’s nephew and within seconds had him in a headlock. Once he had made sure Anakin’s hair would never come untangled
he sat back on his haunches and watched the greetings with a smug grin.
“So what was so urgent about me getting back,
Kam?” Luke asked, quickly stepping to the side as Jaina rushed down the ramp
to embrace Jacen. “Last I talked to you everything
was fine.”
“Can we talk alone?” Kam asked.
Luke shrugged. “Sure,
of course. Oh, wait, there’s Kyp.
Just wait a second, I want to say hello.”
“Wait—” Kam began, but it was too late. Kyp strode towards him, along with Wurth Skidder, Ganner
Rhysode and Miko Reglia. Even as they approached Luke
could sense the growing tension. Cyan abruptly jumped
to his feet and loped to Luke’s side and glared at the party moving towards
them, suddenly feeling quite protective. Kyp met Cyan’s
gaze without flinching, a sizeable task for most people.
Luke let his eyes fall on all four of the men
one at a time, gauging the emotions coming off them. He
had a strong sense of righteousness from Ganner and Wurth, which he was not
surprised him at all. From Miko he got a sort of disquieted
submission. Furthermore from Kyp he got a firm sense
of resolve underlined with doubt that what he was about to do wouldn’t work,
a doubt that was so deep down, Kyp probably wasn’t aware of it himself.
“Hello, guys. What’s
going on?” Luke asked evenly, his eyes narrowing ever so slightly as they
all tried to keep their faces expressionless even though devoting their energies
to such an attempt left their emotions open to mostly everyone else there.
“Master Skywalker,” Kyp began, trying very hard
to make himself sound official. “We have come to request
that you resign as the leader of the Jedi.”
Luke’s only response to that was to raise his
eyebrows. Mara looked outraged while Jaina, along
with Corran and Mirax who had exited the shuttle just in time to hear Kyp’s
announcement, just looked stunned. “Are you, now. On what grounds?”
“That you have lost interest in this academy,
and that you are no longer psychologically suited for this work,” Kyp said
carefully.
“And you are?” Luke asked, amazed at the gall
these four had managed to rise. In the entire time
he had taught Jedi, no one had outright demanded that he step down. Many had questioned his methods along with just about
everything else there was about him, as well as derided his decision to start
the academy so soon. Yet in all that time no one had
come out and said he wasn’t interested and dedicated. He
might not have the political sense of his sister, but he knew how to project
a commanding presence when he wanted to. He straightened
his back ever so slightly and narrowed his eyes, getting a light feel of
the Force that backed him. Something he had learned
after long years of teaching was that his students could innately sense when
he was about to draw on the Force and they instantly afforded him their undivided
attention and, usually, respect. “And what suddenly
spurs you into becoming the vigilante of the Jedi, Kyp? You’ve
never so much as hinted at this before.”
“That was before Tatooine, and before the Battle
of the Wills. We believe that you may be a threat
to the Jedi, whether you acknowledge it or not,” Kyp responded in such measured
tones Luke knew he had practiced this beforehand. “We
have called all the Jedi together in the Grand Audience Chamber so you can
announce it yourself.”
Mara was almost sputtering in outrage while
most everyone else was staring at Kyp with their jaws hanging open. Luke lazily held up a hand to forestall the violent comeback
Mara was trying desperately to articulate. “Then we
shall go in and speak to them.” Luke held Kyp’s gaze
for a moment longer until he saw the small doubts reach the surface. Giving a small shrug, Luke walked past him to the Great
Temple.
Luke entered the Grand Audience Chamber without
a word. The silence that accompanied his entrance
was palpable. This must have been going on for quite
some time; even the youngest apprentices seemed to have some sense of what
was going on. He walked up the middle of the great
room, his footsteps resounding loudly in the eerie silence. He reached the small platform at the front that had a
small podium set in the center. Luke ignored it and
stood at the very front of the stage, wanting to be as close to his students
as possible.
“I wonder, what do you expect me to say? I wonder even more what do you want me to say. It is obvious that that I am one of the few people who
was not aware of the opinion that I should step down.” Luke
paused as the sound of uncomfortable shifting resounded all the way up to
the ceiling. He waited until it stopped and then continued,
“I have to wonder why this started now. I have been
gone for long periods of time before, longer than this, and yet now you act
neglected. So why now?
“I want to think it is for good reason, but
everything I have been seeing leads me to thing otherwise.
You are just growing into yourselves as Jedi, and I can sense how
you want to test your new abilities. And I cannot
fault you for it, especially since I have gone through the same thing. I want you to explore what you can do, but there can be
grave dangers in that. You can move to fast, you can
lose the quietness I have tried to teach you. You
will scream too loud in the Force, and I fear you will not be able to hear
the Darkness coming.
“And who would replace me?” Luke demanded after
a pause, a touch of amusement taking away only slightly from the severity
of his tone. “Not to sound prideful, but I would really
like to know who here thinks they are more knowledgeable in the Force than
I?”
No one answered his question so Luke turned
his eyes on Kyp and his group, who were looking decidedly less sure of themselves
than they had before. “You, Kyp? Do
you think so? No? Well, you
must, since you are the one who insisted I step down. You,
Wurth? I didn’t think so.” Luke
stayed silent for a moment, letting his gaze fall on each and every Jedi
there.
Then he stopped. He could
feel the Force shifting towards him, whispering, urging him towards something. Everyone there could feel it move around him, and Luke
paused to listen. He didn’t pull it in; he wanted
the Jedi there to know the Force supported him without encouragement on his
part. And that’s the point, he realized. Corran was right, the Force wanted the Jedi to go out on their own. He closed his eyes and felt his course lay out before
him as clear as if it was displayed on a data card. Opening
his eyes he viewed his students again and his newly discovered purpose was
evident in his posture, expression, and movement. He
told them everything that had happened to him, what he knew of the Cragon,
the past of the Jedi, the Dragons of K’ti’ma. The
students listened with rapt attention as the Force almost hummed, like a
Mother encouraging a child to discover something new and wonderful.
“I will set things in order here. Then, I shall return to Coruscant. I
will ask for support one last time. If they will not
give it, then we will continue on without them,” Luke said, his voice vibrant,
stirring the Jedi into a cheer, any doubts of his leadership forgotten.
Chapter XV
It is almost time for the journey to begin. Something must be done. The Son of Suns is not yet prepared.
He will be ready
in time. The moment of independence is fast approaching. When this happens, we will be prepared.
I have planned it.
Not too soon. Blue grows strong,
the Joining comes soon. It must be done before we
can begin. This cannot be rushed or it will be unstable. That could bring great tragedy.
We must tread carefully. They must remain within my reach, or the Set Moment cannot happen.
We know this! It will be done, I have decreed it! Restrain
your impatience, it has removed more from your reach than I ever have. The journey will begin when the Joining occurs, which
is out of my realm. Tell us, is it not yet done?
It will be done now.
Luke awoke with a funny feeling
in his stomach. He had dreamt of beautiful voices
singing words he couldn’t understand. Yet something
he couldn’t quite fathom drew him out of the dream as one is drawn from a
warm bath. He felt overwhelmingly languid, yet a strange
urgency drove him from his bed. Not wanting to wake
Mara, he managed to rise. Looking out his window,
he saw that great Yavin had just begun to fill the moon’s sky. It was only one o’clock in the morning.
Dragging himself out of the bed, he felt his knees buckle. He grabbed onto the nightstand and managed to steady himself. He heard a commotion from their small living room. Worried about Cyan, Luke tried to call Mara from her sleep. Except he felt so tired, and even though she was a light
sleeper, she did not stir. With supreme effort, Luke
stumbled to his door.
Cyan crashed into a chair, knocking
it to the floor and falling along behind it. He groaned
and flipped onto his back, mashing the top of his head into the soft carpet. Luke dropped to his knees beside his friend and helped
the dragon right himself again.
“Cyan? What’s
wrong?” Luke asked, his voice emerging as a raspy croak.
“The skin on top of my head,” Cyan
growled, scratching at the afflicted area with his sharp talons. “It itches! It feels like someone
put glue on it and now it’s flaking off, only worse. It
almost hurts.”
“Cyan, stop,” Luke said worriedly
as the dragon scratched violently at his forehead. “Cyan,
you just cut yourself, stop it!”
Luke grabbed Cyan by the wrists
but the dragon’s need to tear at the skin was strong. He
shrieked and twisted in Luke’s grip, accidentally shoving his padmiri against the wall. The
noise finally woke Mara up. Years of waking up in the middle of combat situations
had trained her to come to awareness instantly; she was awake and on her
feet in seconds. She pulled a housecoat on and jogged
into the small living room. A quick look at the two
gave her momentary pause until she saw Luke. She ran
to him, he was still slumped against the wall, blinking groggily at Cyan.
“Luke? Are
you ok? What happened?” Mara asked, putting her arm
around his shoulders to help him stand.
Luke shook his head and grabbed
her arm to stop her. His eyes were wide and Mara had
the distinct impression that he was seeing something that she wasn’t. “Look . . .” was all he was able to say. Mara followed his gaze and at first couldn’t figure out
what he was trying to get across. Cyan was still scratching
violently at his head, groaning in something almost like pain. And then she saw it. The small cut
Cyan had made in his own scales was widening, and it seemed that the tissue
around it was drying out, cracking before their eyes. Suddenly
Cyan arched into a ball, his lithe body straining against nothing. Then he threw his head back and cried a single, clear
note that was at first a sound of agony, but slowly a sound of joy. His scales were flung from his head and most of his neck
as if they were nothing more than powdered bronze. The
strange dryness quickly made its way down his body like some debilitating
disease. Dropping to all fours Cyan shook, spraying
the scales everywhere like metallic water. For a brief
moment neither Luke nor Mara could see Cyan through the sparkling cloud of
his own making. Then the powdered bronze settled and Cyan stood tall and
proud as a phoenix from the flames.
Chapter XVI
It was everything Leia could do
to keep from yawning in boredom. This day they were
having their monthly meeting of the Council and the Senate and for some reason
the discussion seemed even more mundane than usual. She
knew it was because she had far more important things on her mind. But that didn’t change the fact that she was dressed in
uncomfortable clothing, her braids were pulling, and she was listening to
two Senators argue over whose planet had the biggest tauntauns.
Senator Agfa mwq Tago’s impassioned
speech on the high quality of his world’s tauntauns was interrupted when
the doors to the Senate Chamber were forcibly shoved open.
All eyes turned in varying degrees of surprise and outrage towards
the entryway as Luke strode in; his whole manner was that of someone who
is so sure of each step he takes he knows it three strides beforehand. But the real gasp came when Cyan sprang in behind him.
Gone was the patchwork of dull
bronze scales. His serpentine body was sheathed in
shimmering sapphire. They were patterned in all different
shapes and sizes all over his body, accenting his smooth lines and well-defined
muscle. The colors ranged from midnight blue, to teal,
to turquoise and on his belly the scales changed shade to green and then
to a greenish yellow. He spread his wings and arched
his slender neck; he was well aware of the striking figure he made. The seemingly delicate wing membrane was so thin one could
see every blood vessel. His ebony horns curled well
past his nose, and his crest was no longer the hard ridge of skin, but was
the same almost see through membrane of the wings, yet it was still tough. With every movement the scales clicked together so the
whole Senate Chamber resounded with the sound of wind chimes. He moved with the grace of a raptor on the hunt, his whole
being displaying all the power at his disposal, and yet it was obvious to
everyone there just who was containing that power.
“Now, while I’m sure the heated
debate over who has the best tauntauns is an important issue, I have one
of an ever so slightly pressing matter,” Luke said simply.
He and Cyan came to a stop just before reaching the stairs that would
take them up to the podium on which the Council sat. “We
have come to ask for the assistance of the Council and the Senate one last
time.”
Brosk Fey’lya’s fur bristled in
outrage. “Master Skywalker! You
cannot just walk in here and make demands of the Council—”
In complete unison Luke and Cyan turned to Fey’lya, their eyes hard
and cold, a rumble escaping Cyan’s throat. Fey’lya
stuttered to a stop, his anger popped flat by their expression.
“I will speak, I will be heard,
or else you will learn just how much power the Jedi hold,” Luke said, his
voice soft, but the menace it carried with it pushing it to the farthest
corners of the room.
Councilor Blacksky sat up a little
straighter in her chair. “ ‘Or else’, Master Skywalker? That sounds a lot like a threat.”
“It is,” Cyan responded for his
padmiri, a growl finding its way into his words. “But not the kind you think.”
Luke gave his dragon a little smile
at his wording before speaking again. “I’m not asking
that you go to war. I’m just asking for assistance. They have taken my son and have information on the Jedi
that could hurt or even eradicate us. We just want
help so we can go into their territory and learn about them so when
they come at us—and I can assure you, they will—we will not be caught off
guard. If we are prepared, than we can avoid a lot
more bloodshed, and that is in the interest of us all.”
“I am disappointed in you, Master
Skywalker,” Councilor Blacksky commented. “Such an
action is harsh and uncalled for. I say we open negotiations
with them. Rumor has it that they have a much better
understanding of the medicine of pregnancy and childbirth.
From what I can understand, that’s something that should interest
you.”
Luke was not the one to answer
that. He clasped his hands together and brought them
to his lips. When Leia realized he wasn’t going to
say anything to Blacksky’s comment, she wound herself up for a response. This was the kind of thing that could drop a politician’s
support like a rock. But Cyan beat her too it.
Tilting his head and frowning in
a cute way, Cyan said, “You ever take a course in people skills? I would really recommend it if you were thinking of, oh,
say furthering your political career.”
The silence after Blacksky’s comment
was broken as the room broke into scattered laughter and Leia relaxed. It was just the way the comment should have been handled. If Leia had broken in, as she wanted, they would have
started an unrelated debate against Blacksky. Cyan
not only took away from the instant anger her words had started, but he kept
the subject from being changed from his intended topic. Yet
he still left her words up for future debate which Leia would make sure happened.
“Tell me, Councilor Blacksky, just
how long have you been in contact with the Cragon?” Luke asked when he finally
looked up.
The Senate Chamber fell silent
once more. Councilor Blacksky straightened in her
chair and asked in as menacing a voice as her slender frame could muster,
“Excuse me? Could you repeat that?”
“I asked how long you’ve been in
contact with the Cragon,” Luke said with a little shrug. “It’s
not that complicated a question.”
“But how you came to ask it is,”
Borsk Fey’lya said softly, eating this up. This meeting
would give him ammo for months.
Luke shrugged again and gestured
in a broad arc around him. “Outside of this room,
who, besides a few select members of the military, even know of the Cragon’s
existence? Hell, how many know of the Chiss race beside
those who studied Grand Admiral Thrawn? Therefore,
what rumors could there be about them.
Besides, my wife’s medical condition is a private matter we have shared
only with close friends and family who would not have just spread that news
around. The only other people who could possibly know
about it are the doctors on the Threnody who delivered our child while
we were being tortured for the enjoyment of the Cragon public. And I would say those doctors probably shared that information
with their superiors.”
“There has been discussion and
the sharing of rumors on the Cragon within the Council and the Senate,” Blacksky
answered easily, but her lies were blatantly true to the three Jedi there. “I guessed at your wife’s condition based on speculation
from the press on why it was taking her so long to be released from the hospital
when she first returned from yours and her ordeal.”
“Bull shit,” Leia growled suddenly. Everyone turned to her in surprise at her harsh words,
and she caught both Luke and Cyan trying to suppress a grin. “Blacksky, I have never once heard any rumors of the Cragon
that would even hint at what you suggest, the same with the press. If you haven’t been in contact with them, then I’m the
heir apparent to Nal Hutta.” Leia narrowed her eyes
at the Councilor as if she could bore right through to her thoughts. “The only question in my mind is what you’re getting out
of it?”
“Nothing. I’m
getting nothing from the Cragon,” Blacksky said with deliberate ease. She settled back into her chair and her eyes lost focus,
almost as if she were going to sleep. Leia frowned,
wondering what she was doing when she felt a small pressure in the Force,
a little niggling at the back of her head. Even before
she could discover what it was, Luke and Cyan were reacting. Cyan had jumped up three stairs before Luke could grab
the harness holding the tooled leather saddle to his broad back.
“So you’re the reason they took
it from him,” Luke whispered.
Realization hit Leia with a thunderbolt. Han had told her that according to the file they read
on the Cragon’s Pirde, they needed a host to test whether they could
transplant whatever tissue they had taken from Corran to another person. And what person, who grew up in the Rebellion and the
New Republic wouldn’t want that slim chance to be able to use the Force,
to be just as powerful as the Jedi who saved the Universe.
“Now I know the government has
been corrupted,” Cyan growled. “We will never get
your support because it has been bought by those who would destroy us.”
“That is a rather serious accusation,
dragon,” Fey’lya hissed. “You should be careful who
you aim those towards.”
Cyan grinned and bared all his
teeth, knowing this was a gesture Fey’lya would understand well. “Indeed, and if the accused was deserving of my care,
she wouldn’t be the accused at all.”
Triebakk, the Wookie councilor
from Kashyyyk, rumbled something, sounding decidedly displeased. His protocol droid patiently translated, “My Master requests
that you be a little more clear about what it is you are accusing, Cyan,
and tell us why you say these things about Councilor Blacksky.”
“You all know that Captain Corran
Horn had a portion of his cerebellum removed while he was being held against
his will on Cragon’s Pride. This not
only destroyed his sight, but took away his ability to use the Force as well. For Captain Horn, though it was not widely known, was
a trained Jedi. While we were trying to recover him,
Han Solo read a data file that stated that the tissue removed from Captain
Horn would be transplanted to someone else. Moments
ago, Blacksky used the Force. And if I read Luke’s
memory correctly, she’s actually been tested before and found to have absolutely
no talent in the Force whatsoever. Yet now she can
use the Force and I can feel a definite part of Captain Horn in her mind,”
Cyan finished his explanation with a meaningful glare at Blacksky.
The Councilor laughed outright
when Cyan finished. “This is preposterous! It is deplorable that the Jedi would stoop so low just
to further their own ends. I have been tested, that
is true. I was tested in the days when the Jedi stood
for truth and justice. It is a sad day for the New
Republic for now I can see that which they are supposed to stand for is no
longer what they are.”
“You know,” Leia mused, “I remember
stories of the Old Republic. Back before it was corrupted. Back when the Jedi were still a strong presence in the
galaxy, their ranks exceeding a thousand fold. In
those days, if a Jedi were to walk into the Senate and say a member of the
government was lying, they would be believed without question. But as the government became more corrupt, the Jedi were
ignored and eventually persecuted. And now, in a time
when we are supposed to be moving beyond the wrongs of our predecessors,
we are doing exactly as they did. You have all heard
the saying, ‘if we don’t learn from our past, we are doomed to repeat it’. If we do not tread carefully, we will fall into the same
trap as the Old Republic and a new Empire, perhaps even worse than before,
will emerge from our ashes.
“My brother has fought for his
people at risk to his blood, body, and soul and we are repaying him with
treachery and the denial of a small favor. Yes, it
is a sad day for the New Republic, but not because of the downfall of the
Jedi, but because of the downfall of the morals, loyalties, and integrity
of this body. We who represent the worlds, workers,
soldiers, children, and yes, even the Jedi of this great conglomeration of
people.”
Leia could see a sudden change
in the posture of the Council. To vote against Luke
now would mean that they were acting like the corrupt Councilors of the Old
Republic, which could put great pressure on them politically. Still she could se indecision in some, many unwilling
to undertake action that could very well thrust them back into another bloody
war. Leia couldn’t fault them for that, but how could
she make them see that this was necessary? She looked
at Fey’lya, and saw a set of scales in his eyes as he weighed the advantages
of going with or against Luke. She looked at Blacksky, hoping for some sign
of hope and was disappointed by the calm, collected Duros across from her.
She probed the Councilor’s mind as gently as she knew how, searching for—and
finding—a presence that could only be Corran’s. She
also discovered something else. When she pressed a
little harder, hard enough that Corran would have had to be really off his
game not to notice her probe, Blacksky didn’t even give a flicker of acknowledgement. Interesting.
Luke stepped away from the podium
with Cyan obediently following him, their shared flash of anger gone. “I look at you now and I know it could take months for
you to come to a consensus, despite the urgency of this matter. This government is becoming too large and unwieldy to
make effective decisions and I cannot in good conscience wait for you to. As I told you all before, if you didn’t heed us, you would
learn how much power we have,” Luke finished, his voice soft but with a power
behind it that carried it around the room. “And soon
you will. When you view the consequences, you can blame
Councilor Blacksky. She brought them about.”
After he had left Leia sat back
in her chair feeling a moments disquiet. What did
this mean? He wouldn’t—
“President Organa Solo,” Borsk
Fey’lya asked with a lazy predatorily lilt to his voice, “I don’t supposed
you feel like enlightening the Council and the Senate about what this ‘consequence’
will be?”
“I would if I knew myself,” Leia
murmured, her eyes drifting over to Councilor Blacksky and then narrowed
to slits.
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“So . . . how did it go?” Mara
asked when Luke and Cyan walked into their apartment. Luke
looked up at her and though his smile was halfhearted, there was a light
in his eyes she had never seen before. Ever since
Cyan finally shed his tattered bronze scales their bond had solidified to
become as solid as the sapphire that now incased the dragon’s body. This had changed them both but in ways only someone who
knew them both closely could see. Cyan had matured
and though he retained his impish playfulness, he knew when not to use it
and could act with as much elegance, passion and conviction as his padmiri. As for Luke, ever since
Cyan was released from the carbonite, Luke had felt a gnawing sense of guilt
and self-doubt he had kept hidden from everyone besides Cyan and Mara. Since their joining, Luke was at last able to accept his
dragon’s firm conviction that Luke could not have stopped or controlled what
he did in their brief time apart.
“Well,” Luke said after giving
her a small peck on the cheek, “I had the pleasure of hearing one of Leia’s
more elegant speeches, but the Council still refused to give us support. Oh, and there was one other thing, but I just can’t put
my finger on it . . .”
“Hmm . . .yes, I believe it was
a bit important too . . . wait, I remember, we found out who got Corran’s
missing brain tissue,” Cyan commented in the annoying way they had started
finishing each others thoughts and comments, the one part of the joining
Mara could have done without.
Mara gasped. “What? Who? Does this mean he’s going
to get his sight back and be able to use the Force again?”
“Not likely,” Cyan growled with
a frustrated snort.
“It’s Councilor Blacksky,” Luke
said, just as frustrated as his dragon. He quickly
filled Mara in on their meeting with the Council and the Senate.
Mara pursed her lips in anger. “Bloody hell. What are we going
to do with Corran? He’s not going to like this at
all.”
Luke didn’t get a chance to answer
because Leia suddenly burst in the door and without saying a single word
she hugged Luke and Cyan with the enthusiasm of Cyan at feeding time.
“Um . . . you know I love you too,
Leia, but what was that for?” Cyan asked, perplexed.
“Because you were both wonderful,”
Leia answered, practically gushing. All three of them
traded worried glances. “No, I’m not insane. You two honestly could not have handled that better.”
Cyan frowned. “Yes,
we could have. We could have forced Blacksky to have
a bio scan so we could prove what she’s done.”
Leia gave an unconcerned flick
of her fingers. “Blacksky has gained a fair amount
of power in the council and that means there are all kinds of people who
want to take it away from her. And you two have given
everyone enough material to work with to last for years.
She will be brought to justice in time and I might not even be the
one to do it. But meanwhile, we get to destroy her
political career while we wait.”
“Mildly vindictive, but I like
it,” Cyan said with a grin.
“Leia, we need to get Corran’s
brain tissue back as soon as possible,” Luke said urgently. “Cilghal is getting really worried about Corran’s mental
state. I think getting the Force back could be the
only way to help him.”
“I’m sorry to be the one to tell
you this, but if the Jedi start pushing to have part of a Councilor’s brain
ripped out, it’s not going to do much for your popularity,” Leia commented
sardonically.
Mara shrugged. “Our popularity
isn’t going to be much of an issue after this.”
“Why?” Leia asked, suddenly realizing
she was missing something very important.
Luke grinned. “Let’s
just say the Jedi have agreed as a whole that if the Council would not support
us, we would support ourselves.”
“You’re going to except those offers
from all those companies?” Leia asked, incredulous.
“Among other things,” Mara said
with a smug grin.
Leia frowned, suddenly deep in
somber thought. Luke tilted his head and tried to
gauge what had abruptly brought about her reflections. Then
she looked up and though her face was serious, Luke caught an underlying
excitement. “Whatever you’re going to do, I want to come with you. Help you, but directly.”
“What do you mean?” Cyan asked.
“I mean . . .” Leia stopped for
a moment, perhaps again considering what she was about to say, the was struggle
plainly evident on her face. She shook her head and
continued, “I mean, join the Jedi. This is so important,
and I want to be there to help however I can. What
can I do here? Argue with Borsk Fey’lya? That’s not going to help you much.”
“No,” Luke said, firmly shaking
his head. “I need you to be here.
I need you to be watching Blacksky, I need you to keep pressuring
the other Councilors and Senators for their support. I
don’t know how long we’ll be able to keep this up on our own; it might be
that we’d need the government’s support. If you’re
not there, I don’t think we’ll ever get it.”
“But—”
“No, I mean it,” Luke said firmly. “I appreciate this, I really do. But
your place is here. You can do so much here that no
one else can. Please, Leia?”
Leia tried very hard to glare at
him, to keep her resolve, but Luke’s face had this imploring, hopeful expression
that she just couldn’t bring herself to crush. “Alright.”
Luke grinned but Mara spoke first. “You had no chance, Leia, he used the innocent farm boy
look on you. I can’t even resist that one most of
the time.” Leia smiled at that as Mara watched the
two siblings closely. Things could be so tense and
awkward between them sometimes, but every once in a while they forget to
act self-conscious and instead acted like a real family.
“So, seriously,” Leia asked after
a moment, “what are you guys planning to do?”
Cyan grinned mischievously. “What? And ruin the surprise?”
ChapterXVII
“Welcome to the 18:00 News on Holo
Channel 07.34. For our lead story tonight, we have
some stunning news about the Jedi. Over recent weeks,
Master Skywalker and President Organa Solo have been pressing for action
to be taken concerning the Cragon, a religious group of Chiss located in
the Unknown Regions. They have gotten no support,
and at his last appearance at a Senate meeting, he not only accused Councilor
Blacksky of consorting with the Cragon, he also seemed to give a thinly veiled
threat to take action on the government. But as our
sources here at Holo Channel 07.34 have learned, this was not the case at
all.
“For a number of days, no one has
been able to get in contact with anyone at the Jedi Academy on Yavin IV. When this stretched into two weeks, President Organa Solo
ordered that someone be sent out to check up on the Jedi.
When a military vessel reached the moon, they found it deserted. The only thing they found was a message from Master Skywalker
left on a data pad in his office.
“It reads: ‘You wanted to know
how much power the Jedi have? We have the power of
unity over the New Republic. You might not understand
what that means now, but you will soon. Just remember
that you all know the very small yet so important thing I asked for. When you want us to return, you will know what to do,
but it will be under our terms. This data pad contains
the proper documents for removing our membership from the New Republic. It includes every Jedi, and many non-Jedi that help because
they understand how important this is. I ordered no one to go; they all come
by choice. The Jedi are not interested in ruling the New Republic, but in
protecting it, even if it doesn’t realize it needs protecting.’ ”